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its been donkey yrs since i blog lorrs. hahas. so long neva online liao lerrs. so ke lian hor. oways don haf a chance to use com. bu si kor use jiu si di use. haishh.

2005 is cuming to an end. damn fast. 2006 is lyk hrs away nia. wow. cant wait. hahas. most prob going esplande ltr w cam, lyn n jon. meeting at 1050pm. which is lyk so late. hahas. nvm la. wanna c fireworks. so nice nice. =D den mayb not going hm again ba. haven reali told marmie. wait she nag nag nag.

yest whn jon hse. supposingly to b doing project. but u noe. we oways lidat. mit le but neva do. tok tok. play play. hahas. den end up last min den do de. i love jon's hse! so nice. got 3 swimming pool. woo~ if its my hse jiu hao. prob in my dreams ba. hahas. den e scenery so nice oso. took quite alot of pics. hahas.

oh yes. cum to think of it. yest jon ask me. y my blog is waiting4happiness. looking fer boyfren isit. hahas. den i neva reali ans him la. den i think think. actuali not reali. one doesnt haf to haf a boyfren/gerfren to gain happiness. a gp of gud frens can easily bring me happiness. a totful n loving family can oso bring me happiness. whereas boyfren/gerfren may not necessarily bring happiness but cause sorrow. so yea. wad im trying to sae is. its not e other party dat can oni bring happiness to me. others can do dat as well. =D

2005.

o lvls end. i started working in bugis village. but didnt last long. too tiring n too far. so quit e job. den work in value$ at jp. noe a few nice ppl. wei wei. joyce. chin chong. qin xiong n blah blah. soon. got my o lvl results. didnt did very well. 17pts. quite disappointed. didnt noe i choose nursing so rite in front. 5th choice. fate i guess. but glad i got into tis course. cos don think e other suits me. =D

entered ngee ann. n noe serene frm e start cos of christine. den eventually click w cam, lyn, dy n oso jon. had lots of fun tym w dem. ccas. hi club. club allinace. learnt alot frm dem.

den oso signed bond w NUH. so eventually my future wil b dere la. 3 yrs aft my poly life. not looking 4ward to it al all lehhs. abit sianx. 3yrs is long but hope it will pass soon.

okies. im very lazy to go on liao. so wads fer 2006?!

1. study real hard. which means no toking during lectures n mayb tutorials *cos u noe. tutorials r meant fer us to 'dicuss' ma* hahas.

2. let nature take its course. as long as i think im doing e rite think in terms of anything.

3. oways look on e bright side of life. take things easy. =D

oniwae i oso dunno wad shit i toking la. hahas. brain jam. hahas. ltr den i write all tis down on a book. actualli tis is e 1st yr im doing tis crap. hahas. see ltr i wil haf e determination to write anot ba. hahas.

im FINALLY going out. hahas. bye ppl. lols.

wohoo. merry xmas everyone! tho its over liao. too tired to cum n blog. hahas. tis yr is e 1st yr i celebrate xmas outside lehhs. so fun. cam, lyn, jm, jon n me. tho not alot of ppl but i stil enjoyed myself. thnx alot ppl.

we went orchard. e crowd is lyk wow! alot alot. quite scare whn i was alone. hahas. den had a hard tym gathering everyone. after which we walk ard. saw alot alot of frens. hard to believe whn its so crowded n i stil c so many ppl. hahas. saw ginnie, freddie, ivan, jon *bmss de*, sui wei, eunice, jian long, i cant recall liao. hahas. n stil got jie n her 1 big gp of frens. chor seong, yun zi, sean, wu gui, boon long, hui ting, gek long, kennedy, blah blah blah.

didt noe dat ppl wil jux spray at u lidat. got sprayed by so many ppl. even a xiao mei mei lehhs. but she's so cute la. hahas. 4plus we jiu sit outside dohby ghuat mrt station play poker until morn 9 plus lorrs. hahas. think w er mad sia. cos i wanted to win. den play til i win. hahas. den whn i win liao cam wanted to win. but eventualli she failed la. hahas. jm n lyn kip winning de nehhs. not fair. hahas.

bth liao. den we go redhill eat den go hm. e roti prata dere quite nice. yum yum. damn tired. was even too lazy n tired to open my mouth. hahas. reach hm oni at 12 noon. lye on e bed n k.o.

b4 tis went to gugu's hse. so sianx. den i slept. hahas. aft dat we had games. so farnie la. den my cousin brong her stead dere oso. so swit. hahas. den dey help me celebrate bdae oso la. jux blow cake. den got ang bao. hahas. total $120. 6 ppl gv. lols. but wad e. marmie play mahjong lose $150. den sae i take so much $ mus share w her. wad e. sob.

hapi bdae to myself.
hapi bdae to myself.
hapi bdae to myself.
hapi bdae to me.
*clap clap*

hahas. lols. going out w jie ltr. but oni at 7pm. so late. jl oso ask me out. but he work til 7pm. which is oso so late. n im so bored now!! hahas. 7pm is stil so far far away. received quite alot of testy n msg frm ppl. so hapi dat u guys rmb my bdae. thnx so much. love u all. =)

went sentosa w cam todae. actuali meeting christopher de. den cam lorrs. physo me. sae wad tml i mit him oso not full dae. den ask me pei her go sun tan. so i meeting him another dae lorrs. sorry ar. hahas. great ar. oso no sun lorrs. neva black dao. we 9plus jiu reach liao. so tired ehhs. den stay dere til ard 2 den go bath.

we li hai lehhs. frm low tide play, swim til hi tide lorrs. reali high. many rocks becum no rock. n we gotta climb up e stone to get out of e place. hahas. so farnie. we took lots of pics. 50plus i think. w/o us knowing. hahas.

oh yes. dere is tis sickening indian man. he jux walk dere. took off his shirt n pants dere go into e water w his undergarments. den he jux stay in e water oni showing his head n he look ard fer quite some tym. den he cum up, smoke. lye dere. with is so er xing. n mind u. he's wearing white undergarments. we tired hard not to look at him. den he repeated dat up n down thingy fer lyk 2 to 3 tyms. den he came up wear back his shirts n pants n off he goes. omg lehhs. eeks man.

aft dat go find dar n jie at habour front. yest oso go find dem. 2 in a row. hahas. den dar wan go centrepoint take box. so we pei her go orchard. n at habour front. got ppl gif us balloons n we take. so pai seh. let it off b4 going into e train. damn squeezy. human oso no place stand, let alone 3 big balloons. hahas. den saw kok jing, yi zhi, wing chu at orchard. everytym go town sure to see frens wan lehhs. n we wear shorts n tee. i think those aunties oso dress nicer den us lorrs. so pai seh.

didnt stay long. alot of ppl. so decided to go hm cos damn tired oso. but reach hm jiu not dat sleepy le. but stil, i sleeping soon. hahas. while walking to e mrt dere's tis gp of standard chartered ppl. we were both eating curry puff. den he followed how we eat. dats fine. den he sae don let me see u eating pork. n he said merry xmas n off he goes. i dunno to laugh or to think he's mad. den i realised he's wearing a pig costume. n i started busting into laughter. hahas. damn farnie la he.

not all things fits a person. sometyms whn u hold on to something reali tight. but if i reali wans to go, it eventually will. its oni a matter of tym. no matter how tight, it will leave one dae. too many n too tight a grap may end up losing it faster. even whn it reali fits, dere is still e imperfection rite dere in e perfection. not is perfect. it depends on how u wan to see it. howeva, some things r not within our control. its not how u wan it but how it is suppose to be. u cant choose. u don haf a choice. lyk whn u grap e sand in ur hands. u move ard. fast. slow. soft. hard. sooner or ltr all e sand will diappear frm ur hands. some stay real long. but how long is long? as long as it can b, it still will get off ur hands.

.winners.

winner take chances.
like everyone,
dey fear falling.
but dey refuse to let fear control dem.
winners don gif up.
whn life gets tough, dey hang in til e going gets betta.
winner r flexible.
dey realise dere is more den 1 way n r willing to try others.
winners noe dey r not perfect.
dey respect their weaknesses,
while making e most of their strength.
winners fall,
but dey don stay down.
dey stubbornly refuse to let a fall kip dem frm climbing.
winners don blame fate for their failures,
nor luck fer their success.
winners respect responsibility fer their lives.
winners r +ve thinkers hu c gud in all things.
frm e ordinary,
dey make e extraordinary.
winners believe in e path dey have choosen.
even whn its hard,
even whn others cant c ware dey r going.
winners r patient.
dey noe a goal is oni as worthy as e effort dats required to achieve it.
winners make tis world a betta place.

.attitude.

success is a goal for all mankind.
achieved thru tots n state of mind.
dat strength of purpose we cannot exclude,
for success depends on ur attitude.
so hear urself,
ur voicw within.
it will guide u thru ur life herein.
6 daes of labour,
1 dae of rest.
shrug not ur shoulders,
do ur best.
take not in life the mild approach,
the results u receive,
u will not boast.
so gif ur all w plenty of drive,
for none of us live tis world alive.
labour n learn in pursuit of ur dreams,
the best thing in ife r all up stream.
wad u put in is wad u get.
pain of discipline beats regret.
life is too long not to do well.
if u do not try,
it's a living hell.
so play out ur hand,
enjoy e ride.
dont live to regret,
fer not having tried.

cant believe it. its 4.23am n im stil up. dunno doing wad. toking to cam *she's not aslp too*, making my frendster, blogging n slacking ard. n im suppose to wake up at 6.30am to get ready to go do sch n get done w a toopid project based on e golden rice. wad e hell.

not tired now. but tml sure dead beat. think i wil k.o. hahas. but i've been thinking. hais. kind of disappointed w her n him. mayb im too sensitive? nono. im not. dey r a disappointment. so sad. how i wish dey culd treasure n not take things fer granted. neva take life fer granted. hold every person close to ur heart cos u might wake up one dae n realise dat u haf lost a diamond while u were too busy collecting stones. u noe? but nvm. let's 4get bout it.

i lost track. so long no online liao. hahas. hmms. yest went orchard w jie n rodney. walk walk. go play pool. go watch movie. we watch chicken little. nice nice. poor chicken little. ppl oways bully him.

sometyms in life, jux a small chance means alot to someone. u neva now how it reali means to dem. we cant assume anything. one wrong doesnt mean dat e person wil go wrong in his/her whole life. chances r needed esp if dey r determined n got e heart to change. =D

saw quite alot of ppl yest oso. hui yan. at orchard again. she's so swit la. hahas. huiting. she jux came out of e changing rm. hahas. kah yee. so long no c her liao nehhs. whn free go out okies? one more. hmms. i reali cant rmb who lehhs. jialat. stm. shit.

didnt buy anything yest. cos u noe. w a guy dat i don reali noe. oso dunno wan c wad. hahas. so pai seh la. even jie oso neva buy. jux bought one necklace. rodney is a nice guy la. but he smoke!! don lyk don lyk. hahas. anyway, who cares bout him la. hahas.

okk. now. tim tag me. n im suppose to write 5 random things bout myself n im suppose to tag 5 ppl. thnx to u ar tim. i free now. if not cant b bothered w tis. hahas. =p

here it goes...

1. whn i get reali excited, i can tok reali fast. heh heh. =D
2. many secrets r kept within me, which is left unrevealed now n perhaps forever.
3. im lazy lazy n lazy.
4. im easily diappointed in things dat i do n oso in people.
5. i cant believe it. im going to b a nurse in tym to cum. wahahas.

ppl im tagging...
1.huixin
2.tinghui
3.kahyee
4.yumin *cos she didnt wan to write whn tim tag her* =p
5.wilson? i dunno who to tag le. hahas.

so toopid ehhs. cant believe im doing tis. n im writing rubbish. my mind is in a blank. n i betta write fast or marmie wil yell to turn off e com. hahas.

hols is so short. shedules r packed. im so busy busy busy. tml do project. fri mayb going out w sk. den sat go out w lyn n cam. hor hor? den sun mit jie. den mon which is my bdae. actuali i don haf anything on lehhs. hahas. nvm. one doesnt haf to b busy on bdae. yea.

oh yes. tml doing project n i haven research on anything. die. dey going to kill me i guess. hahas. but i neva online tis few daes. tis r excueses? hahas. mayb.

im going out. hoho. =D

going off to camila's hse to do projects. projects n projects. again n again. sianx. whn can projects ends?

yest went to sch fer human domino. eek. er xing lorrs. u noe. we mus one person sit down open legs big big. den e other person mus sit in between of dat person's leg. eee rite. hahas. den whn everyone is readi in dat position, e guy wil take e flag n run pass us. whn he run pass, we mus lye down on e eperson dat is behind us. its lyk a wave. actuali its quite nice la. hahas. but we sat dere fer so long w e glaring sun. i becum dark liao. i lyk. =D

den go eat hot cake at e coffee shop at clementi. nice nice lehhs. hehes. e chocs cake look damn nice. wanted to eat but very full le. wil try it nxt tym i go. must must. whn i go hm. in 179 bus. i dunoo wad e hell i was looking at. jux look at stare. n whn i realise, my stop has past. no choice but to sit into ntu. im clever tis tym. i neva got off n wad fer e bus at e opp side. hahas. cos buses in ntu goes in one direction nia. i becum clever le. but stil not so clever aft all. lols.

reach hm 1st thing i do. go marmie rm lye on e bed n i slp. hahas. slp slp slp until daddie cum hm den chase me out. den i go kor kor rm n slp slp slp. frm 11plus slp til 3plus sia. my rm aftnoon cant slp de. damn hot. e sun directly on my bed. hahas. wake up ate something den i go bath. den ask marmie pei me go clementi buy hula hoop. hahas. finali bought it. daddie drive us dere cos he oso needa go clementi arrange e bread.

at duno ware e cold storage saw liana. i tot who touch me sia. hahas. she's working dere. so long no c her liao. hope she's doing fine. =D reach hm i swing swing e hula hoop den sit my leg. toopid huh. hahas. wanted ah prince *my dog* to jump over e hula hoop whn i throw his ball in. but he dunno. guess he is as toopid as his owner. hahas.

i oso wanted to write something den i wil 4get. i publish oreadi. close com oreadi den i rmb wan. stm sia. hahas. think i didnt miss out anything ba. oni noe now i going sch liao fer hi club. if not i wil b late le. haven choose clothes to wear n iron. hahas.

aww. i've got alot alot to sae. hahas. todae has been a hapi hapi dae. hahas. =D

whn i switch on e com. i log on to MEL. i pressed on CMBio. my heart beat harder n harder. faster n faster. results r wonder. wonder how i wil fare. got confidence dat can do pretty well fer tis module. n dere it goes. i scrolled down to gp 09. looking n searching for my ID num. S100****** *hahas*. then. e letter AD appears. dictinction! r my eyes playing tricks on me? i counted. 10 out of 163 ppl got distiction. n im one of dem. im over-joyed. hmms. hard work definitely pay off. i reali studied fer tis module.=D

morning. had captain ball competition among e gps in HSN. wow wow. so fun. our gp everyone take turns to play n we haf subsitues in between. hmms. i played 3 match out of e 4 matches dat our class played. well. 1st match it was 7 vs 7. den dunno y we r counted as e losing team. so angry! dey said cos b4 e tym up, the opponent got higher score. wad rules. hurmph! but we stil get to played e nxt round. every losing teams were given another chance. 2nd round. i didnt played. but went down to cheer my team on. den 3rd match it was 5 vs 2. we won. the 1st 1/2 of e match was still 0 vs 0. hahas. cos hong wee n e other guy frm e opponent team both oso so tall n kept defending e ball whn we tried to goal. 4th match. it was 4 vs 4. our opponent was gp 10. n we r wearing e same colour shirt. red. culdnt recognised my team members. we tied. so extra tym was given tis tym. but. we missed. jux by one point. or we wil get into e finals. so wasted. but. don worry. we did very well. good game. gp 09 u guys rawks. love u all so muchiee. hahas.

aft playing. oh my. my hand is shaking terribly. no idea y. so scary. whn i take things or even jux clench n fist, it starts to shake. perhaps use too much force ba. oh ya. during e last game. i was head shot. hahas. wanted to catch e ball as i look up. budden e ball end up landing str at my forehead. i was stunt for a moment. abit blur. den suddenly i heard ppl shout: ball ball ball. or something lidat. den i was oh im in a match faster go catch e ball. hahas. n i faster run run run go take e ball. hahas. aniwae, i scored 3 goals. so hapi n proud of myself tho its oni 3 balls. hehes. n oso li hsien help me n lyn to tie scorpion hair aft dat. neva tie b4. abit wired cos i got white white hair. so sad. but nvm. stil lyk it. thnx thnx li hsien.

okk. so much of captain ball. aft dat mit mummy n didi. todae didi bdae. yea. hapi bdae to him. mummy sae treat us eat. us cos my bdae on 26th. den together one shot eat. hahas. had fish n co. so nice. e fish so tender. hahas. super super full. den mit anqi aunty *mummy fren*. she's a china. den she jux came back frm hong kong n china. brought me a winnie e pooh e err shld b called as key chain ba. hahas. very very nice. got e whole family of pooh. damn cute. love it so much. she queued for 45mins at e hong kong disney land. touched. hahas. xie xie wor.

den jiu cum home n sit in front of e com liao. until 9pm. mus give didi play le. promise him liao. hahas. den i go watch my wu chu cai hong. todae last episode. woo. e dance so nice. aft which dey kiss. oh my god. so swit. hahas.

oh yes. taking bout swit. jux now anqi aunty told us whn she was at hong kong. dere's tis couple. dey r both spore. dat guy ordered a winnie e pooh dat is huger den me. which cost him more den $1000. big hole in his pocket man. den when dey got into e disney area. e pa system announced. asking e ger to look at e screen. n dere e word comes. asking her to marry him n sae dat he will take care of her all her life. den e guy push e pooh out. in pooh's hand stil got one big big big buquet *duno how to spell leh* of flowers. ahhh. so swit isnt it. so xian mu. wil i haf tis dae? hahas. but dats too much to ask fer. i don nid more. jux wan someone who reali loves me. hahas. *thinking too much*

wah. think tis is my longest blog ever man. tok n tok. sae n sae lyk nobody's business. hahas. think i beta stop. reali enjoyed myself todae. hapi hapi dae. hapi sha lala. its so nice to b hapi shalala. i think im crazy. hahas. i am fortunate. yes. i am. no doubt. at least so so so much fortunate den alot alot of ppl. =D

great. im going to sit fer my pharma paper unprepared. serve me rite huh.

jux viewed quite alot of ppl's blog. everyone seemed stress up bout life, exams, activities. duno y. it seems lyk tym is running out. not enuff tym to use. don even haf tym to slp lorrs. can u believe it. but reali duno wad got into me man. aft CMB paper, i've been so slack. don haf e mood to study. n im hafing paper ltr. n here i am. bull shitting. slacking ard. argh!

i wonder. ware has e past me gone to? ware is e ger dat came str home aft sch. bath. lock herself in her rm to get her work done b4 she do anything else. study for exams even whn it means she haf to miss slpless nites. ware is e ger w determination? w leadership qualities? w assurance frm frens? yes. those kind of life was toturous. but. at least i noe dat i've put in my best. my every effort in it. but now, i feel nth. life is jux a pain.

life's so meaningless tho its busy. everydae go sch study. nth much actuali happen. sometyms i wonder. am i fortunate or am i not?

fortunate. yest aft listening to yes 933 toking bout dat indonesian boy. he's 12. n he weighs oni 19kg. it reali pains me to look at e pic. wads more, dere's a 2kg tumor right at his neck. oh my. he's oreadi so skinny. poor boy. glad dat he's ok now aft e op. we r here enjoying life n dere it is. w so many unfortuate ppl lying ard which we don even noe. we wan to spend hapi tyms, so do dey. but who's going to help dem if we don?

unfortunate. comparing myself to my frens. i duno. mayb im jux to sensitive or mayb im selfish. things hasnt been going well fer me all along. finiancially support myself. ya. tho i've got bond. but other ppl r working n dey stil get $ frm their parents. as fer me, its e other way round. parents getting $ frm me. buying things whn she don haf e $ and saeing dat she buy fer me but stil ask me to return her dat sum of $. wads more. gotta pay my bro's sch fees for him. i don earn big bucks. i nid savings too dont i? hais. i duno. mayb dey mean well. mayb dey r reali at their wits end. mayb im thinking too much. mayb i reali am selfish. aft all they r my family. mayb im over sensitive. tis shouldnt be a issue im upset bout. ok. wadeva.

im sure im fortunate in some way. yes i am. stop thinking bout it. way to go veronica! life is too short to bear grudges.

todae's CMB was ok. quite an easy paper. but alot of things neva came out. e paper quite brief. but stil hope can do well ba. having FON tml. got no idea wad to study. argh! motive of cuming online is go MEL. but duno wad happen. cannot get in. of all tym its down at tis moment. wad e hell man.

imagine tis is e 2nd sem i took FON. but i don even noe wad bloody hell stuff i learn. Fundamentals Of Nursing = Full Of Nonsense. tis indeed is true man. think i gonna flung tis module. n e paper tml is 1 and a half hr. wad am i suppose to write w such i long duration. i've really got no idea. die.

gonna walk my way thru. how? slp? perhaps.

jux upload lots of pics on frendster. hahas. all e farnie farnie pic on jie's bdae. had so much fun. hmms. was suppose to cum online to do my 321 reflection hw. end up, do so many other things. hahas. but its aft i finish my hw. at least im a little disciplined. hahas.

studied e whole dae todae. didnt rmb got hw until lyn msg me. den aft dinner jiu faster cum do. if not ltr i 4get. so now stil left w translation not yet study. aft blogging i MUST offline. den get back to studying. its alreadi half past 10 liao.

toopid lorrs. exam stil got s&w. den tml 8-10am s&w. n exam oni starts at 2pm. think wil b staying in sch. cos go hm oso cant do much. eat n bath in sch den revise awhile n i wil b ready for exam. yea!

fri went tamp w ah ma, ah yi, da yi and marmie to tampanies. but awhile nia den go marina liao. ah ma don wanna walk. i travelled all e way down aft my pract test leh. argh! nvm.

wanted to go find cam. ah yi wanna c her. hahas. den she not dere. msg her she neva reply. so tot she work orchard. den msg jie. she work harbour front. aiya! last one. dar. she work mellinian*i duno how to spell*. den she buy chocs give me eat. dey buy so much cheaper den customer buy. 3x lehhs. e chocs very nice. thnx dar. love ya! hahas.

hols cuming. meeting jie. yea! hapi hapi. so long no mit le.

woke up early to do hw again. jux finish doing. phew! luckily todae don haf to go sch so early. so managed to slp more. hahas. slept at 11pm yest aft studying 45mins of NSL. the test wil be ltr. scary. so much things to study n rmb. but when e tym cums, scare dat wil 4get everything *choy*.

stil early now. think aft tis revise NSL again. den gotta iron my uniform. quite sometym neva wear dat uniform liao. hahas. stil haf to bun hair. so auntie. buay tahan. but no choice la.

aft dat duno wan cum hm or go out. marmie sae dey going tampanies if i neva rmb wrongly. if wan, stil mus bring shirt change. so ma fan leh. see how 1st ba.

nowadays dunno y slp so early sia me. 10plus oni lyk alarm clock lidat. body jiu ask me go slp liao le. hahas. my eyes alreadi cant take it anymore. instead, i can wake up earlier but can slp ltr. nvm, its healthier this way. hahas.

mon exam liao. CMB. followed by FON on tues. think i wil flunk badly for this module. but hopefully not la. den wed no exam. wonder if needa go sch. hope is a nono. hahas. thurs pharmacology and NSL theory. hmms. study hard veronica! jiayou.

oh ya. wanted to sae tis. take got duno wad. but a certain amt den can get free winnie the pooh t-shirt. so nice n cute!! didnt noe dat until kor took one 4 me. he working dere ma. so gud rite. love dat shirt so much tho its a little big for me. black backgrong w silver pooh. cool.

yest got hi club. drama n formation of song signing almost up. 2C is the best. hahas. very noisy oso. but fun. that cam ar. yest duno y so violent. poke n pinch me so many tyms. lecture stil don tok to me ask me shut up. hahas. but gud la. nan de she wana listen to lesson. hor? =p hahas. n tim oso. 'fight' w me yest. he so strong sia. nono. my shoe slippery. hahas. i peep into his class den he sae i kpo. den cum out wana fight w me. of cos is play play de la. hahas. so toopid. lols.

k la. gonna go rest awhile den revise NSL again le. 11 exam starts. yea. i can make it! =D

break for 7hrs. wad GOOD tym table i haf. such a waste of my tym. but oso cos todae NSL cancel as other classes having exmas. if not, every thurs is 5 hrs break. 5 hrs lesson. sux oso la. 7hrs obviously i came hm. if not stay in sch n rot i will die.

had lecture frm 8am to 9am. couldnt believe dat i went for it. its oni 1 pathetic hr n im back at hm. doing my NR essay. im still at it. dunno wad to write anymore. my brain cells are dieing. all drying up. hais. went for lecture but didnt even listen. hahas. was talking all e way cam. omg. travel all e way dere jux to tok. wad e.

ltr 4pm to 6pm stil got FON lecture. lyn was toking to me in msn asking if wan to go. mayb dey wanna pon. but aniwae still nedda go 4 hi club at 5.30pm. so go lecture oso not a big deal. cos no matter wad stil nid go back sch ma. but sianx la. at hm liao stil mus go out n its go sch. eek!

betta go do my NR liao. if not mus wake up earlier n do again. much more, tml got NSL pract exam. all e best to myself. hope wil get gud grade. provided i put in my best n study la. which hopefully, i will. yes, i definitely will. hahas.

woke up at 4plus am in e morning. so tired. woke up to do SAWI. 1200 words on local issues/events. luckily manage to finish cos i was alreadi half way done b4 tis morning.

gud news! NSL pract test change to fri liao le. meaning i've got more4 tym to study. bad news! thurs got hi club. meaning wil stay til very late and fri stil got test. sianx lehhs.

aft sch went near canteen 5 dere 'collect rubbish'. hahas. we lyk garang guni lidat lorrs. CITS needa use recycled products to make something. so ya. we picked wood, screw, some plastic. hope e project can fast fast finish n wil b a success. =)

okiee. im kinda lazy to blog. wanna watch tv and go to bed. hahas. slp slp slp. oh. im so full todae. =p

whole dae do nth but sit in front of e com. hahas. nan de. kor working n di neva snatch com frm me. its all mine. but didnt do much. was doing hw. tons n tons of it. duno ware to start. duno how to do. n now, its stil left uncomplete. hais. sianx. wad e hell am i suppose to do? -self-discipline-

yest went shopping shopping. hahas. daddie, marmie, didi n me. but e 2 guys was lyk haiyos *shake heads*. we go in den dey stand outside. if not jiu find place sit. lidat ware got cal shopping. hahas. man n women r reali diff.

wisma got a food place quite popular. tv got show. so we went. den wow! e place dere is lyk all olden kinds de. ppl wear straw hat, hong tou jing n stuffs. n super cute. whn u r eating. dere wil b a push cart going ard to ask if u wanna buy ice cream. hahas. so cool isnt it. hehes. so daddie n didi went hm early cos dey wanna watch tv. as fer me n marmie, of cos continue to shop. go all e way dere mus shop til shuang. hahas. bought quite alot of stuffs. 1 bag, 1 skirt, 3 shirts, 2 belts. hehes. gotta control. haf been spending $ lyk nobody's business. mus save more liao.

oh ya. yest at orchard saw so many ppl. randall. freddie. amelia. hui yan. christopher. but didnt called dem. cos dey r all w their frens n i w marmie. n oso tot i didnt dress very well dat dae. so didnt wan dem to c me. hahas. wad toopid thinking.

went for club alliance again todae. last wk was to publisise *think its spelled wrongly*. n tis wk was to collect e items. some residents was real kind n good. dey reali make e effort to donate sometym. even tho it doesnt cost much. its e sincerity n e heart to help dat counts. whereas, dere's ppl who don even gif a damn. lyk oh i not free now. excuses! aniwae, its up to dem to help. so ya. den our gp covered 5 blks. aft which we was asked to help e other gp but nobody wanted to. got no idea y. n its lyk so bad. dey sae we haf alreadi done our job. mayb cos we haf to go back aft dinner. but we r alreadi dere. helping a little more is alrites ma. but dunno y dey don wan. n e way dey sae, guess it gave others *e BB primiers* a bad impression ba. nvm. its over.

after dat went jp n eat w cam. e mac staff haiyos blur dao bu ke yi. hahas. tyoe in wrong amt. take wrong things. waited so long to get my food ordered. we ate e new chicken tappanyaki burger. quite nice. its wired huh. kfc came out w a fish burger n mac is out w a chicken burger. hahas. wadeva. den we walk walk awhile. go pa sa malam. den go hm le.

reach hm i dyed my hair. marmie help me dye i help her dye. hahas. lols. hope all my white hairs wil b gone. i wan to b young. =p

reali gotta do my hw. 3 hw to b done. 1 reflective journal. 2 essays. one 1000
words essay. e other 1200 words essay. oh my! help me!

i cant believe my eyes. tym is flying so fast. all of a sudden i've got so much homework dat wil b due nxt wk. lots of projects to b submited after attachment. plus practical exams is nxt wk. n e follwing wk is paper n pen test liao. super fast. im not ready fer all tis stuffs yet. i wonder wad i've been doing tis whole semester. daydreaming perhaps? hais.

burn my hand yest morn. toopid isnt it. was gettong ready to bath. den hse no heater cos spoil le. den neva repair cos think its kind of x. so ya. boiled hot water to bath so dat it wuldnt b dat cold. on my way to e toilet w e hot kettle of water, i wated to siam frm e things dat r on e floor. n dere it goes. hot cooked water r spilled over my small little hand. actuali it was dat pain whn i got burned. luckily i didnt let go. or else *don wanna imagine how its gonna b lyk*. after which i dip my hand into a pail of cold water. e pain started to come. i applyed colgate. den for awhile i washed it off. cos wanted to bath. e pain came non stop til e 1st lecture end. now my skin got a diff colour. but guess it was dat bad. not pain animore le. *luckily*

todae no sch again. so xing fu huh. hahas. ms lum is so gud. sometym we stil take her fer granted n tok back to her or even argue w her. how bad can we b huh. hais. ppl tends to take things fer granted w/o even knowing. until u didt get e precious previledge, den u start to treasure wad u haf n regret wad u haf not done in e past. guess dats life. aniwae, ms lum says its strongly recommanded to go back. e lab is free for us to use. but u noe. im lazy. =p

oh ya, we r recommanded to take e inflenza jab b4 going 4 our attachment. n we gotat pay ourself. lols. cost bout $20plus. actuali not dat x aft all for a jab. but e prob is influenza is kind of out of stock. howeva its not compulsory to take e jab. so still wondering bout my decision. if i don take, it wil save all e trouble n save money. hahas. but dat wuld oso mean i wuld put myself at risk whn working in e hospital. so ya. mayb i shld go n take e jab. see how it goes.