12.23.2005
went sentosa w cam todae. actuali meeting christopher de. den cam lorrs. physo me. sae wad tml i mit him oso not full dae. den ask me pei her go sun tan. so i meeting him another dae lorrs. sorry ar. hahas. great ar. oso no sun lorrs. neva black dao. we 9plus jiu reach liao. so tired ehhs. den stay dere til ard 2 den go bath.we li hai lehhs. frm low tide play, swim til hi tide lorrs. reali high. many rocks becum no rock. n we gotta climb up e stone to get out of e place. hahas. so farnie. we took lots of pics. 50plus i think. w/o us knowing. hahas.
oh yes. dere is tis sickening indian man. he jux walk dere. took off his shirt n pants dere go into e water w his undergarments. den he jux stay in e water oni showing his head n he look ard fer quite some tym. den he cum up, smoke. lye dere. with is so er xing. n mind u. he's wearing white undergarments. we tired hard not to look at him. den he repeated dat up n down thingy fer lyk 2 to 3 tyms. den he came up wear back his shirts n pants n off he goes. omg lehhs. eeks man.
aft dat go find dar n jie at habour front. yest oso go find dem. 2 in a row. hahas. den dar wan go centrepoint take box. so we pei her go orchard. n at habour front. got ppl gif us balloons n we take. so pai seh. let it off b4 going into e train. damn squeezy. human oso no place stand, let alone 3 big balloons. hahas. den saw kok jing, yi zhi, wing chu at orchard. everytym go town sure to see frens wan lehhs. n we wear shorts n tee. i think those aunties oso dress nicer den us lorrs. so pai seh.
didnt stay long. alot of ppl. so decided to go hm cos damn tired oso. but reach hm jiu not dat sleepy le. but stil, i sleeping soon. hahas. while walking to e mrt dere's tis gp of standard chartered ppl. we were both eating curry puff. den he followed how we eat. dats fine. den he sae don let me see u eating pork. n he said merry xmas n off he goes. i dunno to laugh or to think he's mad. den i realised he's wearing a pig costume. n i started busting into laughter. hahas. damn farnie la he.
not all things fits a person. sometyms whn u hold on to something reali tight. but if i reali wans to go, it eventually will. its oni a matter of tym. no matter how tight, it will leave one dae. too many n too tight a grap may end up losing it faster. even whn it reali fits, dere is still e imperfection rite dere in e perfection. not is perfect. it depends on how u wan to see it. howeva, some things r not within our control. its not how u wan it but how it is suppose to be. u cant choose. u don haf a choice. lyk whn u grap e sand in ur hands. u move ard. fast. slow. soft. hard. sooner or ltr all e sand will diappear frm ur hands. some stay real long. but how long is long? as long as it can b, it still will get off ur hands.