1.14.2006
wah. cant even rmb whn was e last tym sit in front of e com. access online n blog sia. tym is so limited. i don haf enuff tym to use. I WAN MORE TYM!! hais. went sch todae initially fer hi club cos gonna do TOA (token of appreciation) fer our students. but b4 dat we go do project. neva ready got anything done. but at least something was done. not bad liao la. got rough idea how we going to do e thing le.went our to club hse den dey alreadi leaving le lo. n oso no ppl cum. oni xin, lynette, shuyi, wm, ky n tim nia. plus cam, lyn n me la. but we went dere so nth to do le. continuing tml. den aft dat dy meeting her didi. so tot of going together. end up i didnt went. cos oso got nth to buy n oso no $ lorrs. plus quite tired. so didnt go. sorry gers. nxt tym den shop w u all ok.
recently, so much happen. i dunno how to put into words. hais. so sad. so scare. i see e whole thing. e whole preocess. frm dae 1. n now it is ... things r so sudden. tho its not happening to me. but i can feel it. life is reali so unpredictable. u can neva noe wads going to happen nxt. precious things don cum by easily. i've learnt how i shld treasure things ard me.
hope he wil feel ok. tho i noe its hard. but he's strong. if its me i think i will break down. i will i dunno. i will not b able to take it. so scary. i cried whn i recieve e msg. many things run thru my mind. my tears jux flow. even at e bus stop. kind of pai seh huh. i fear dat e same thing will happen. scenario is kind of similiar. im scare. so scare. dunno wad to do.
tho im betta todae. but e thing is stil in my mind. hais. i guess dats life.