1.20.2006
yipee!! attachment is finally over. lalalala. but im so damn tired. actually wanted to slp. but thinking i've not been online so many daes n kor n di oso not at hm. its my opportunity to use e com lo. so neva go slp. use n use. hahas. so pathetic man. aniwae, was so tired cos wed work aftnoon shift. den thurs morn shift. aft dat go back sch fer hi club. luckily it ended early n todae which is a fri i work morn oso lo. im dead beat. but so hapi. 3wks pass so fast. reali in a blink of an eye. its over!!attachment learn lots of things. plus all e nagging frm dr june mak. all e lectures frm brother jeffery. wah. can die. n yes i oni got 75 marks fer my clinical tis tym lo. kind of disappointing la. but haiya, its over. n aft all attachment end does not means more leisure tym. which is so sux la. stil got 4 projects to work on. n our gp is lyk haven reali started on it. actuali i don even noe whn we r suppose to present ok. wad a failure man. *shake heads* plus nxt wk got full dress reharsal on mon n actual closing cum graduation ceremony on thurs. will b very very busy.
life is jux so short n fast. imagine. mon go back sch den i think oni 3-4wks of study n we wil haf our study break followed by exams *again lo. wad e hell man* den its attachment AGAIN. can u believe it. is so so so fast la. i need a break!
but aiya 4get it man. mus b contented. contentment is not e fulfillment of wad u wan, it is e realization of how much u already haf. so ya. guess its not a choice dat i can make.
come to think of it. we reali reali r very fortunate. everyone of us. in tis world dere r bound to b ppl less fortunate den u. when e door of happiness closes, another opens, but often times we look so long at e closed door dat we don c e one which has been opened for us. so y not look on e brighter side of life isnt it?
It's true dat we dunno wad we haf got until we lose it, but it's also true dat we dunno wad we haf been missing until it arrives. dats y we gotta treasure wad we haf at present n not bear grudges.
e happiest of ppl don necessarily haf e best of everything; dey jux make e most of everything dat cum along their way. it doesnt mean dat u haf everything, u wil b happy. wad reali is happiness. its in u dat e ans lies.
e brightest future wil always be based on a forgotten past, you cant go on well in life until you let go of ur past failures and heartaches. hais. will i able to do dat? will tis ever b reflected on me? hopefully. im waiting fer dat dae to cum.
ok. so much of dose kind of chim-iology stuffs. hahas. aniwae i manage to resize e pics liao le. had such a hard tym. cant blame la. im a com ben dan. hahas. lyn. better w smaller pics? don make me delete la. i wan e pics to b up. wahahas. blehs. =p n oh yes. jux now whn i finish cancelling away e stuffs dats due on my calendar n wishlist, my entry r all cancelled i dunno y. so piss off eh. i make tis ok liao another wan got prob. wad e sia. lols.
nvm. i wil figure a way out. yea. dats life. u get jam haf way. u haf to find ur way thru. do or die. take it or leave it. had bad headaches recently. i dunno y. argh! hey. i wanted to type something but i suddenly 4get. shitty. wait til i rmb den i type.
oh yes. i rmb le. hahas. i wan to but new yr clothes!! lols. actuali i buy le. but hor. lyk neva had e intention of having dat fer new yr lehhs. lyk not appropriate. wanna haf something else. n whn i free, i too tight w my $. toopid huh. hais. now gotta wait fer me to haf $. but by e tym mayb new yr cum liao sia. hmms. mayb going buy tml. but im broke. gotta save!!
actuali im quite naggy oso lehhs. how many daes neva blog n i tok so much. hahas. ppl reading, done mind huh. let me sae all i wan. hahas. tho not everything i sae out n let out la. u noe. everyone got secrets dat no body noe. n of cos i wil haf oso ma. so ya.
ok. enuff of my craps. actuali i stil got more. but lazy le la. hehes. =)