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found my johari window thingy le. asked papa bear (jm). cos dat dae use his lappy n access de. hahas. here it is. http://www.kevan.org/johari?name=veonica%20teh n great huh. i spelled my name wrongly. no wonder ting hui sae cannot. hahas. go go go. go n do ba. tel me wad u all think. hehes.

1 paper down. end of pharmacology. hmms. e paper was alrite. luckily i did mel mcq qns. so many of it came frm dere. n e mcq(s) r 2 marks each. phew~ clever me. hehes. den section B got 1 calculation im not dat sure ehh. den section C got 2 qns i noe i wun score. wah!! dat adds up to alot. n i dunno wad im hapi bout. mayb jux cos e paper is over. 1 less thing to worry bout. at least i think i can pass e paper. how well? dats a gud qns. i dunno. lols.

roughly read thru my cmbio todae. tml going to squeeze everything into my head. my mind nids to b clear tml. so ppl. don make me think tml. hahas. dere's so so so much info. dunno how im going to die. really hope all e papers can end. faster finish!!

so sick n tired of studying. n so surprising. kor kor wasnt using com tho he's at hm. so i can use. he's watching tv n he's hafing exam tml i think. cos he neva go work todae. dunno how cum he can do fairly well w/o studying. same mother same father. but w diff intelligence. -_-"

did a personality test jux now thru email. one of my attachment mate send me de. was oni w her during my poly clinic attachment. n she still sends me mail so often. she stil rmb me. so swit of her. hahas. feel kind of bad dat i neva send her anything. but. im lazy la. pardon me. =p

here's my personality frm e test.
Gentle like a lamb.
You have a high level of adaptance power, easy to getalong with people.
Very popular in social life but seems that no one will talk bad about you.
You hate to have conflicts with people so youalways try to adapt to everyone.
You treat every person differently.
To look at the bright side, you adapt easily.
But to look at the dark side,you lack of character, although you are one big nice guy but you lack of charm.
On the surface, you have a lot of friends but once you have troubles, you lack of soulmates to help you around.
You must try to expressyourself more and be more decisive.
In this way, you can understandyourself more.

gosh. i didnt noe im gentle. im oways been said as a rough ger. esp by my mum.
okies. its quite true dat i can get along well w ppl. dat not difficult. =D
i hope reali no one toks bad bout me. hehes.
who loves to haf conflicts. diaos.
yea. ppl who deserve to b treated well will be. =p
i don reali adapt dat easily la. hai hao oni.
haiss. im a person w no character. how? help me!! suggestions? lols.
mayb its true. jux hope n pray dat ppl wil b dere whn i nid dem.
tis is one thing i noe i've been lacking all along. dunno how to express myself? its jux so diff to me. how can i improve?? shit shit shit.

help! i nid a change? nono. mayb i shld jux b myself. b e veronica dat i am. =D

i don wanna study! help! help! help! no one's online. mus b all studying. *stress* aniwae jiayou wor everyone. all e best fer exams. study hard n e 7 wks break wil b waiting fer u all. i oni got 4 wks. hur hur. poor nurse.

gosh~ exams exams. suddenly so many ppl turned hardworking n r studying. 1 gud eg is jonathan. hahas. jon not saeing u don use to b hardworking la. jux dat u noe. dere's a diff. hahas. argh! study sux to e core man. im not in da mood. so sianx.

imagine. aft exam its 3 wks of attachment. no rest. ahh!! don wan don wan. but i don haf a choice. so sad. reali gotta study liao. if not tml going out w jie den left w not much tym le. jiayou orh veron! u can do it de! wahahas. am i bluffing myself? hmms.

pearlyn tan!! ware r u? u've been MIA fer so many daes liao. u r wanted! hahas. hurry cum back to us. don miss out all e fun. hehes. u wan ur story book but not ur fone. wad a big sacrifices. n now think ur kor kor is back frm india le ba. n u cant use com. so ke lian eh. lidat everydae stuck at hm do wad? i think i wil die of boredoom. hahas.

yest went sch w cam n jon. wanted to find ms ng but she was on leave. jon went to mit her todae but me n cam lazy la. actuali is me la. cam sae i go she go. but cmon its 8am in e morn. i stil wan my precious slp. i wan to lyk on my bed til e sun cums shining. til my mum shout n wake me up. hahas. so toopid of me.

aniwae didnt go todae la. intending to study ltr. but wonder if i wil do it. hmm. i will de!! lols. yest we stayed in lib aft pei cam go make com regarding accessing to e net in sch. we were lyk slacking in e lib lo. not even studying. toking n reading mag.

tim was dere as well. n dat toopid boi. bite me on my hand. im going to sue u. hahas. he's so strong la. wanted to bite him back but didnt manage to do so. plus im not as bad as u okies. bleahs. =p u silly. hahas.

oh yes. dat tym whn we were in sch. was ask to do a survey regarding fone bill n stuffs. n was asked if we wan to save on dat area. so jux fill up e survey la. no harm.
however, dat guy kept calling n asked whn im free to go down.
told him was having exam not free.
he go on to sae dat wkend shld b free.
i again told him wkend oso got exams n i might not b free.
he continue toking n toking on whn can i go down n not anything bout e survey thingy.
den i insisted dat i was not free at e moment.
he said he wil call back.
yea. he did call back a num of tyms.
i neva pick up. don wanna tok to him. so sick.
his's was a private num so i noe.
yest he called again.
den cam picked up fer me n act as me. hahas.
cam told him dat she's not interested.
but he stil asked whn can i mit up w him.
argh! so sickening.
cam n me got e same survyer but he oni called me n bull shit so much.
bth. waste my tym n bill.

don tok bout dat animore. hmms. yest cam asked us to do e johari window thingy. i;ve made one my own as well. ppl. go n help me do okies? hahas. got o tis webby. www.kevan.org/johari?name=veronica+teh n give ur comments. looking 4ward to it. n u can set up ur own as well. abit lame but its fun. hehes.

alrite. i will go n try n study now. hopefully. u noe. i will be able to absorp info into dat tiny little brain of mine. hahas. =D

study break le!! means exam cuming. argh! i don lyk. so sianx. stil don haf the study mood. somemore 1st paper is pharmacology. don realli noe wad e heck e cher is teaching bout lo. worst thing is attachment is oso cuming. until now e shedule still not out yet. bluff us de. =p

ahh!! serene sae she morn shift i jiu afternoon shift. vice versa. i don wan. tis attachment gonna b bored. not even one dae w serene lehh. how? how? sob. cant believe dat i haf to b independent very soon. real soon. hais. shitty shedule. so lousy. hurmph.

den dat ward got 30 ppl. 30!! crazy man. how we going to learn n haf a chance to do e procedure whn dere r so many students n i think oni 1 cher. which is dr june mak. hais. sux sux sux. life gonna b tough. =(

help me~!

up so early n here to blog jux cos i didnt go fer lecture. not oni me is we (e 4 of us). haahaa. NR lecture (we don even haf test on it n much more project oso finish le. stil go fer wad. waste tym. opps) starts at 8am after which dere wil b 2 hrs of break. den NSL pract test.

im not prepared fer e test at all. was slping so much yest. reach hm ard 4 plus. was having a bad headache since morning. dunno wad e hell happen. wanted to study. but he ask me go slp. don wan to but eventually i fall aslp on bed. den 7pm marmie wake me up to eat. chicken chop. suppose to finish tis kind of unhealthy food. im gud at dat. but didnt finish it. no appetite? i dunno. studied awhile aft dat. but was lying on my bed as i do dat. so nth much actuali goes in. yea. wadeva. thnx god im feeling much better todae. =D stil can survive. no worries. way to go veronica!

ltr mit dem 10 in sch. 11 start test. phew~ hope things goes well. aft dat got break until 330. don lyk thurs ehh. so many breaks. waste our tym oni. 330 going to haf CMBio. think dr ronnie is going to gif tips fer exams. den 4 got FON lecture. micheal?! errk. hope i wun fall aslp. aft dat got NSL theory test frm 6 to 630. wad a long dae. o.0

was tagged by dar to do tis. so here it goes.

7 qualities i wan in a potential girlfren/boyfren:

1. loves me.
2. loves his family. in other words xiao shun = filial (dunno correct spelling anot ehh)
3. romantic.
4. cares for me.
5. thoughtful.
6. non smoker.
7. +ve thinker.

7 things dat scare me:

1. ghost.
2. losing my love ones.
3. death.
4. whn things r not turning out e way dat i wan.
5. exams perhaps.
6. left alone in a place ware dere isnt a single soul.
7. flying insects.

7 random songs at the moment:

1. zhi zhu.
2. yong qi.
3. di yi chi.
4. miss u finally.
5. ru guo de shi.
6. mo qi.
7. esp 4 u.

7 things dat i lyk most:

1. winnie e pooh. =)
2. myself.
3. my family.
4. chen jiu gan = accomplishment.
5. see ppl ard me hapi.
6. my room.
7. true frens.

7 impt things in my bedroom:

1. winnie the pooh. every single one of dem. hehe.
2. my bed.
3. my mirror.
4. my weighing machine.
5. my cupboard which contains all my clothes.
6. my accessories.
7. my fan.

7 random facts bout me:

1. i hate veggies n pure fresh milk. =p
2. i can b rather bad tempered n stubborn.
3. im very xi xing whn i do things = put in my heart n soul in things dat i do.
4. i love surprises.
5. i can realli tok alot and can b reali quiet whn im not in e mood.
6. i lyk listening to ppl's life n experiences.
7. i can b realli fussy w food. hehe.

7 things i plan to do b4 i die:

1. tel my family how much i love dem.
2. haf a gathering w all my frens.
3. take alot of pics to leave as memory.
4. dress up nice nice.
5. enjoy myself to e fullest.
6. go ard making ppl happi.
7. b thin. hahas.

7 things i can do:

1. wash plates. hahas.
2. sign language.
3. cross over things dat r low in height. hahas.
4. my bro sae i can scold ppl. hahas.
5. play com. oso he sae de.
6. shop whole dae.
7. luff til i go mad n tears falls down.

7 things i sae e most:

1. okies.
2. huh?
3. dunno lehhs.
4. hahas.
5. orhh.
6. hmms.
7. wth.

7 celebrity crushes:

1. zhou chu ming.
2. lin jun jie.
3. guang liang.
4. edison chen.
5. shun xie zhi.
6. xiu mong ze.
7. vic zhou.

7 ppl i wan to do tis:

1. huixin.
2. ting hui.
3. tim.
4. nobody liao leh. who wan do jiu do ba.
5. "
6. "
7. "

todae release of o lvls results. e person dat contact me n told me their results de hor. so far did e best e is hua qiang kor. he got 14. congrats eh. hard work reali pays off. he so hapi. flying in e air liao la hor kor? hahas. can cum same poly as me liao. hahas. finally. mus jiayou orhh. =) as fer e rest if neva do well don b dishearten. life stil goes on. plan ahead n noe wad u wan in life n work towards it. e process may b tough but neva gif up. perserverance will bring bout success. all e best. =D

some ppl do well. some not so well. wad bout me? im so busy! so many projects. so many things to do. exams cuming. going crazy. hw oso dunno how to do. how i going to survive n pass my test? veronica! u better buck up n make sure do well fer ur exams okies.

sometyms i wonder. wads e defination of fren? anione u see on e road? anione dat add u in frendster or msn? anione dat toks to u on e net? anione u see in sch? anione dat smile to u? anione dat is in e same course as u? anione dat u sae hi n bye to along ur way? anione who u do projects w? anione who sends u frequent 4ward sms? anione who confide in? anione whom u hang out w? wad exactly is it?

fren is a big word. everybody regard fren differently. everyone's defination is different. some may pretend to b ur fren. some may really wan to b fren w u but is not being accepted. frens may sometyms neglect u. is dere frens who reali stay by u all e tym? every hr every min every sec? its a mistery to me.

ahh. oso dunno wad i saying la. aniwae shedule is so packed.

10.02 - (1) hand in pharma hw which i dunno how to do n neva even hand in. but hey. mdm lim sae its ok if we dunno how to do. but. we r marked on it lo. wad e hell. aiya. 4get it. do le oso lidat. don do oso lidat.

11.02 - (1) pharma make up lecture fer all students frm 8am to 10pm. sat stil mus go sch early in e morn lo. im lack of slp! (2) aft dat stil nid to do project. (3) aft dat 4pm going eat at marina to celebrate grandpa bdae. we bought him 3 boxer. heh heh. 1 photo frame n a big big bdae card. hope he lyks it.

12.02 - (1) nid to do project in e morn lo. dy cant make it on dat dae. den cam working in da aftnoon. but stil gotta complete project or else no tym le.

13.02 - (1) pharma presentation. but don reali nid to present la. but mus do a web design n educate pt lo. so toopid. we oso not IT ppl do wad web design leh. den our topic is infection. so mus find medication dat prevent infection. diaos. (2) fon presentation. 8 ppl in 1 gp. ours is one mental thingy. todae mit n dicuss le. so not dat bad. tml jux nid touch up n reharse awhile. we r suppose to do role play. den ya. im e narrator.

14.02 - (1)its valentine's dae. but stil got presentation lo. sianx. (2) SAWI presentation. we doing on casino. hai hao. quite interesting stuff. haven started but shld b quite easy to do i hope. (3) den aft dat mayb going out ba. hehe.

15.02 - (1) CITS presentation. individual de. i intend to do on my collection of winnie e pooh. hahas. looking 4ward. wanna take down all my winnie e pooh thingy. so proud of it. hehe. wanted to do it todae but jon 4get to bring digicam. so no choice. tml borrow frm ah yi. den tml do lo. (2) pharmadynamics n pharmakinetic class test. sianx. oso dunno wad dat ms ng teaching lo. her teaching sux man. make sure i write dat in e SET survey. hope can change cher.

16.02 - (1) nsl pract test on wounds. todae lesson show ms lum. stil very blur. so complicated. all cher teach diff things. make us luan oni. argh! den so many tiny tiny step. hope can do well. scare. *cross fingers* (2) nsl theory test aft fon lecture which end at 6pm. wad a tym. sux lo. luckily its oni a 30min paper. n hor i very suai wan lo. oways kana thoery n pract together. which means i got so much more to study den others. "great" ah.

25.02 - pharma exam

28.02 - cmbio exam

02.03 - fon exam

06.03 - 24.03 - attachment

04.04 - 08.04 - taman negara trip. so excited. but its not cfm yet. jux hand in application todae. waiting fer news to c if im selected. =)

great. see. im so so so busy. but sometyms i wonder so busy stil wan online tok to fren n blog. human beings r so wired. hahas. wanted to cum n find info fer project de. but online liao jiu don feel lyk doing. den leave it do e last min. how wired can human beings be? hahas.

okk. so yest aft meeting sk we went to buy tickets fer e movie. got a D seat. almost fully occupied. so many ppl wana watch. its a nice show. i cried. so pai seh la. whn he ask i didnt deny dat i cried nor did i admit. hahas. so lame. so cool. wadeva!

den we go giant buy dinosaur sweet eat in e cinema. hahas. b4 dat go pay my fone bill. xin tong. so x. 1st tym paying myself. actuali long ago marmie jiu wan us pay ourself le. i anything but kor kor don wan. kor kor don wan i of cos oso don wan la. hahas. den now kor wan scv. so he goota pay himself n e same goes fer me.

aft movie go help marmie buy hong kong flour. neva heard b4 lo. but stil manage to find la. hahas. den we went angbao river. dragon tis yr not gud ehh. hais. but stil gotta buck up no matter wad. den i catch one stripe of golden thingy dat e cai shen ye throw. hahas. e ppl dere reali kia su. take umbrella all tis to catch lo. bth. 100% singaporean. hahas. =x den go wishing well wish oso. den mus hit e bell dat got e wording. but we both hit none. so sad. but its ok la. hehes.

den but many things eat. den sit at a place to eat. suddenly got fireworks. n it can b seen so clearly. think dats all planned ba. thnx ya. =) den we walk to raffles mrt n take train. he pei me til boon lay. dere he got 1hr de str bus hm. hahas.

so toopid. we went to buy h2o at e interchange dere. den huh. he bet sae if got sprite i jiu mus pei him wait fer bus. if don haf den he pei me wait. in e end haf la. but he neva buy. lol. buy wad lemon. hahas. den i pei him wait. awhile nia den bus jiu cum le. so home swit hm. hahas.

now waiting fer tym to pass go jie hse. all her frens oso going. cant wait. gonna b fun. hehes. so long neva see her le. miss her so muchie. hahas. im not les la. lols. jux u noe. memories. e tym spent. wun b 4gotten de.

oh yes. e malaysia trip application is out le. hehe. i wan go. mus b fun. cos its a adventure camp. hahas. 5 dae leh. hahas. okk. i very lazy to type le. hahas. dunno wan sae wad oso liao. so sianx. n oso gonna go prepare myself to go go lo. =)

no more "yipee attachment is finalli over". hahas. haven blog fer a long long tym.
n lyn oways sae "go blog leh. everytym go ur blog see oso yipee attachment is finalli over". hahas. so im here to blog liao hor. don nag at me animore. hahas.

recently very busy. so many projects to do. n we reali gai si lorrs. thurs due de project we wed den do. n huh. we did it fer 11hrs lorrs. can u imagine. but serve us rite la. dat project was given so long ago le. den last min den do. hahas. stil got so many projects to cum. i hereby declare dat projects sux to e core man. esp dose dat u don even noe wad u r suppose to do.

den now waiting to go out oso. 4pm lorrs. kind of late. but sk needa do project. so yea wait. yest marmie ask me who i going out w. den i neva ans her i think. den jux now she ask again. she sae i don sae mus b go out w guys. hahas. den i sae ya la ya la. n she even noe who i going out w lo. so li hai. n she very farnie la.
marmie ask me "y neva ask him cum our hse?"
i was lyk "huh? 4 wad?"
den she sae "let daddie see".
diaos. i said "he oso not my bf see wad. haiyo"
hahas. den she didnt sae anything le.
marmie got see sk b4. cos dat dey we go out den pass by his working place. den jiu go find him w marmie. hahas.
watching i not toopid2 ltr. scare i wil cry leh. hahas. if cry mus b very pai seh de lo. lol.

yest hua qiang came to np de open hse. den i pei him ma. aft which we go hi club de booth. den tingz, carl, tim, xin n ivan dere. dey see me oni. 1st thing dey ask ur bf huh? nonono. he is my godbro okies. don b mistaken. n y whneva a guy n a ger is alone ppl will tend to mistake dem as couples? can dey oni b fren? its so wired la. jux frens nia ma.

n whn we walk ard e sch. saw many ppl dat we noe. so eventualli wil wave to dem la. den ppl was lyk see how cum its me n a guy. lyk gv dat kind of expression. mus b veron's bf huh. alamak rite. i think its ok fer guys n ger to hang out. not oni couples can do dat ma. single soul lyk us got e rite as well.

oh yes. me cam n dy joined volleyball. wahahas. actuali i oso dunno if we can make it. i tel hua qiang he luff. so bad lo. hahas. cos its lyk now we got no more lesson in hi club le. got oso jux teach fer basic nia. cos we neva sign up fer intermediate insturctor course. dunno leh. kind of lazy to teach. n life so boring. i mean not happening.

saw e NRA hip hop. so cool lorrs. their dance. but i doubt i can make it to dat standard so think 4get it la. n magnium force is another cca dat i wanna join. given my size im wil b e one dat kana throw wan lo. so abit scare even tho np de magnium force is at international lvl la. hahas. so nxt option is sports le. sports actuali almost all sec sch oso haf. so join volleyball. more diff. hope we can make it. =) jiayou.

jux now whn i online. randall tok to me. den ask me to show my face thru webcam. i was kind of reluctant but in e end got show cos oso not neva show him b4. hahas. den he said something bout princess. lol. he ask me go out oso. but i meet sk le. got a period of tym we 2 can sae go out quite frequent. but now rarely le.
n den he sae "i wil b having his 18th bdae party. must cum ok?"
me " haha. y must?"
4get wad he sae. nvm. so since its a fri i sae ok. most prob wil b able to make it.
den he ask me "wads ur dream party lyk?"
me "hmms. bdae cake. take many pics. many ppl attending it n every single one who cum is hapi"
actuali i neva haf an bdae party dat go to e extend of bbq or chalet. wonder how is it lyk. den randall sae if i wan he wil help me plan. so nice of him. but tis kind of thing nid alot of tym n effort. n oso $. so may not b able to haf. but aiya stil long la. dec leh. 10 more mths to go.

nxt thing to fan bout is bdae presents. marmie bdae cuming. grandpa bdae cuming. randall bdae cuming. so wad am i suppose to buy? esp guys present. guys presents r e hardest to get ok. anione haf suggetsions?