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dats part of my life. my hobby. slept so much todae. early morn marmie wake me up. so noisy. to b exact 10+ am. not dat early aft all. was draged to acc her n ah yi opp to but things n eat. dats aunty life. daily routine. so boredd.

imagine. how many more yrs down e road. doing dat is oso going to b part of my life eh. eeek! or is it alreadi now? cos its lyk tis hols i've acc dem opp fer lyk dunno how many tyms liao le. lols. wadeva.

anw, went hm. slack awhile den my bed seems so attractive. ya. so my off to my lala land once again. slept til evening tym. so shuang. think im going to bed real soon. cos gotta wake up at 715am tml. n nid to wake dar up at 730am. hur hur. i nid my beauty slp.

count ur blessing.
let go of ur sorrows.

an email said.

No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry.

Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.

I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.

Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile.

A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart.

To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world.

Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.

Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened.

wadeva happens, happen 4 a reason.
Being happy is the priority of living.
If u wanna be sad,
Be sad 4 something thats worth it. =))

went out w him todae.

went katong to eat laksa AGAIN. lols. but ok la. not actuali sick n tired of it YET. actuali its oni e 2nd tym dat we went dere la.

so ya. aft dat me, him n amy went ktv at katong shopping centre? i think dats wad e shopping centre is called. i didnt sing at all. so dumb huh? i duno. jux don feel lyk singing. sorry. mayb cos i think my singing sux? lols. i love amy voice. so soft n swit. so nice ehh. *envy*

aft dat went amy hse. jeanie oso went. cos amy n jeanie going 4 dnd at pan pacific hotel. hey. how cum ppl sch got tis kind of thingy. but our sch lyk so lousy wan huh? hahas. my sec oso no prom. poly oso nth. think im not fated w dat kind of thingy.

their theme was angel/gortic. didnt noe wads gortic until dey told me. gortic: those who dress in black n white. or at least not more den 3 colours. u noe. bugis n orchard now oso got sell e costume de. actuali gortic r lyk those scary "creatures". lols.

helped amy n jeanie paint their nails make their hair n stuffs. its so gud to see others dress up fer something special. dress nice nice. all ready.

so ya. we took a cab down. left dem dere den me n him went to eat at esplande dere. den we had ah pek's ice cream. sat down dere. enjoy e breeze. den head fer hm.

hope jeanie n amy enjoyed demsleves. =))

headaches. =(

happy 2 yr anniversary dar! love u.

hahas. met dar at 12 at jp. had lunch dere den went town. went cine 1st. wanted to look fer photo albums. got pooh n piglet de. but don haf wad me wan. wanted stick on de. but oni got slot in wan. so sad. shall continue searching fer it. =)

den we went hereen. to take neoprints. took twice. cos e 1st tym was lyk no tym to decorate. den not very nice. so took again. hehes. lyk e 2nd wan more. lyk we sae. e 2nd wan is oways betta den e 1st. hahas. oh yes. den we took pics inside e neoprint machine. dat person told us off lo. so toopid.

walk ard hereen 4 awhile den go far east. walk walk again. bought a silver belt. hehes. $5. den we went gelare to haf waffles. cos every tues half price. aft which its $5.50. stil x ehhs. but had it aniwae. both of us had lemon sorbet ice cream. so yummy.

den met him, jeanie n amy at far east. tok tok awhile me n dar jiu left le. cos if not dar very ke lian. alone. hehes. went wisma aft dat. cos wanna help priscilla see e top shop thing. den we went samuel n kevin. bought a top. $18. e top so cool. its 3 way wearing. stil figuring out how to wear. hahas.

den went hm le. cos wanna watch 9pm de show. den dar oso needa go back fer dinner. her mama save food fer her. so gelare's waffle is my dinner. hahas.

oh yes. on e way hm farah called. she said wad haf to attend smth organise by SDAR. den president n me suppose to go. but she's not free. e president is farah la. den kai yun *vice president* oso not free to go. so its lyk im suppose to go myself la.

budden im suppose to bring lappy dere. but i don haf one. so farah was saying she wil cal dar n ask her if she's free ask her go w me cos she got lappy. den i was lyk err. she's beside me. hahas. dar oni got piano lesson at pm. so she can make it.

so far e oni info i've gotten is fri. 9.30am to 11.30am. so early can. i've not been waking up early ever since attachment end. n ya. fri oso needa go back sch fer a meeting w e agent fer taman negara's trip n 12. so jux nice. aft hi club de thingy den go fer dat. which im not looking 4ward to. lols.



my master piece frm e waffle. bird? hahas. i dunno. u see it as wad. den its wad.



here's dar's master piece. snow hse.



happy 2yr anni. =)



e pic abit blur huh. shaky hands. lols. but stil. dars 4 life. =)

dar. i love u. hahas. 28.03.04 til 4eva!

tml is dar n my big day. our 2yr anni. so excited. hahas. tml wil b our er ren shi jie. yippes. wahh. sound so les isnt it? lols. im striaght okies. =p tym past reali fast. 2 yrs liao. cant imagine ehhs.

was looking thru frendster jux now. den saw suhailah's acc. a testy of hers saes:

BEING a Nurse Means..

You will never be bored
You will always be frustrated
You will be surrounded by challenges.
So much to do and so little time.
You will carry immense responsibility
And limited authority.
You will step into people's lives
And you will make a difference.
Some will bless you,
Some will curse you.
You will see people at their worst
And at their best.
You will never cease to be amazed
At people's capacity forLove, courage, and endurance.
You will experience resounding triumphs
And devastating failures.
You will cry a lot.
You will laugh a lot.
You will know what it is to be human
And to be humane.

its pretty true. all i noe is im gonna make a diff in ppl's life. yes. dat shall be it. =)

im once again so hapi can. hahas. happiness lies in e world of little veron. hehes.

sony ericsson w800i. sounds so cool n nice isnt it? dats my new fone. hahas. finali change new fone liao le. so happy. i waited frm 6pm to almost 9pm to get dat fone ok. so damn long. e fone is $448. upgrade rate la. i wanted to change oso cos i've received a m1 voucher. $65. so pathetic can. starhub min i think oso got $100 lo.

n worst still. my sumsung e600c. is oni worth $100. super ke lian. asked so many places stil e same. some even lower. i bought $268 fer it ok. but dats lyk 1 yr plus ago. hahas.

so. aft i sell my ke lian de fone n aft using e pathetic voucher dats given, i spent $283 on my new fone. x anot ar? i think hai hao eh. tho its a big hole in my pocket rite now. but a gud n cool fone w tis kind of price. worth it la huh? wahahs. =p

during dat 3 long hrs. went hollywood secrets to do my eyebrow plucking. mummy did oso. $15. den went to eat KFC. i paid. think its $10+. spend lyk $300 todae ok. im so damn broke now can. who wanna sponser me some $? hahas.

oh yes. kanna "red bomb" whn i reach hm. i so happy bout it. mus b thinking im crazy ba. hahas. i oso think so. think tis is e 1st tym im so happy bout tis kind of thing can. hahas.

cos if i got it now. meaning i wil b safe on my trip to taman negara. which means i can enjoy myself to e fullest w/o any worries. yippes. hahas.

happiness. =)

im so hapi. seriously happy. hahas.

1. todae is e last dae of attachment. can u believe it. 3 weeks. its over. hahas. so darn happy. tho its aftnoon shift todae. but still gonna work my best cos its e last dae n im in high spirit todae. wahahas.

2. tis oso means dat hols r cuming. yipees! more outing w frens. more shopping. more relaxing tym. =)

3. taman negara is nearing. so excited n looking ferward to it. but one big prob. reali hope dat i wun kana "red bomb" during e trip lo. if not jiu sianz 1/2 liao. hahas.

4. todae is e big dae. exam results is finali out. n im hapi w it. did pretty well.

cell n molecular biology A
clinical attachment A
creative n innovative thinking B+
fundamentals of nursing C
nursing research B
nursing skills laboratory B+
pharmacology B
singapore n world issues C+

GPA 3.2879

so hapi. hard work did pay off. mus continue to work hard. tis sem results is so much diff frm last sem. last sem was seriously a pile of shit can. my GPA last sem was oni 1.9 ok. hahas. all e D(s) n C(s). lols.

5. he's back. finali. =)

gotta go prepare myself fer my last dae of attachment le. =D

1 more dae to go! im so happy. shalala. hahas. lols. tml is e last dae of attachment. n he's oso cuming back tml. =)

class tym table is out. classes haf been changed. we r not in e same classes anymore. wonder if life is going to b as fun. hmms. but! cam, lyn, jon n me same class. yeaps. at least stil got fren. poor wendy. she's all alone. hopefully yiping is in e same class as her. at least dere's someone close.

tym table kind of sux la.
mon is frm 8am to 6pm. mondae leh! mon blues stil nid to sch fer so long. but in between got 3 hr break la.
tues is frm 8am to 3pm. e earliest dae dat is released. but hey. 3pm lo!
wed is frm 10am to 4pm. oni 1 hr break lo.
thurs is frm 11am to 6pm. in between got 2 hrs break.
same fer on fri.

sux isnt it? everydae oso so late den released de. hope e new class wil b a gud wan. peace together. hahas. lols.

anw, todae got one ah ma in my cubicle. she's so super cute can. hahas. she tok n tok non stop. she's got dementia la. den she was PU-ing on e commode. so i was w her at her bedside. den she was lyk telling me a guy name ah wei.

me: huh? who is ah wei?

cute aunty: haiyo. u 4get liao ar.

me: who?

cute aunty: aiya u ar.

me: ohh. yaya. i rmb. *entertain her abit la*

cute aunty: i haven ok. u sit down on e bed 1st la.

me: its ok la.

cute aunty: aiya, we r relatives. don haf to b so ke qi (polite) wan.

me: *thinking how in e hell did i bcum her relative* its reali ok la.

cute aunty: sit.

me: okok.

damn farnie la she.
den whn i came back fer me lunch. she called me.

cute aunty: jux now i told e 2 of dem jokes leh *daph n clare*

me: huh. den u neva tel me. i oso wan to listen leh.

cute aunty: u came too late.

me: den u tel me now la.

cute aunty: cannot. u neva buy ticket fer e 'show'.

i was lyk err. ok. abit diao. but cant hep luffing. she's realli cute. e way she luffs n tok. she's 88 alreadi ok. hahas. cute dao... dere's alot more la. lazy to type. super num 1 cute aunty. *giggles*

tml is going to b a hapi dae. but! results is going to b out tml. so scare. hope i can make it. gud luck everyone. 1st sem i didnt do well. my results reali sux to e max. my GPA was oni lyk 1.9 lidat. damn damn little la. all e Ds n some Cs. hope tis sem result wil b betta. hopefully GPA at least 2.5?

2 more daes to go! attachment is such a bore todae even tho dere's lyk 4 discharges in my cubicle todae. come to think of it. its oso 2 more daes to e release of my results. *scare* hope i wil do well.

todae. tried to complete at least 80% of all e skills. which is lyk at least 42 skills la. damn much. but hey. i did it. hahas. so proud of myself. in fact i completed 43 of dem. hehes.

but dere's 5 core skills i didnt achive competent. oni got practiced fer it. see if dere's a chance fer me tml. gonna sign it competent n i will b worry free. woohoo! =D

cant wait fer attachment to end.

he's cuming back tml. =)

wads e fastest n most efficient way to commit suiside?

dats wad a few of us n 1 of e staff nurse was dicussing in e tea room todae. cos its lyk in our ward dere's alot of pt admitted cos of DO (drug overdose). fer reasons lyk bf dumped dem n stuffs lidat. u noe. its so dumb. den another wan she took 80-90 tablets. 80-90 can! its so much. dunno fer wad sia. but tis not cos of bf la. dunno e cos oso.

one of e pt ate paracetamol to commit suiside. den whn we r hafing role call. dey was lyk. diaos. wan die go tiao lou (jump floor) la. eat wad paracetomol. i was lyk huh. y?

den aft dat whn we were in e tea rm. e staff nurse said dat paracetomol will oni cause harm to ur liver. u will not die of it. so yea. ppl. nxt tym if u wanna commit suiside don take paracetomol. it wun work ok. try something betta.

so bei shan was lyk.
bei shan: last tym she oso eat parcetomol wan ar? *cos tis was e pt's 3rd attempt to commit suiside*

staff nurse: most probably.

bei shan: haiyos. y so toopid. 1st attempt - paracetomol. failed. 2nd attempt same thing, failed. 3rd attempt stil do e same thing? fail liao stil wan carry on w e same med. cant she b cleverer n change other tactics of commiting suiside.

*laughs frm everyone in e tea rm la*

staff nurse: aiya, dey tis kind of ppl oni wan to seek attention. u think dey reali wan to die meh.

bei shan n me : if we wan to die oso don wan to jump floor. die liao wil b so ugly. *i was thinkiing ya. mayb a limb wil fly off. or mayb even a missing head or something. lols.

bei shan: if i wan to commit suiside i think i wil open e gas n die inside. e smell not bad. i quite lyk it.

me: aiya, mus wil jux sit in e car n let carbon monxide do e job. stil got air con to blow b4 u die leh. den die liao oso pretty. drink detergent la can die anot ar?

staff nurse: not necessary wan la. bleach oso wun kill. wil jux burn ur esophagus n stomach. wan die jiu eat dose bp med. sure die wan. once e bp goes down drastically. e doc oso cant do anything.

den we went off to work alreadi la.

den i was thinking ya lo. kind of toopid. n den heard frm e other student nurse dat all her 3 attempts oso cos of bf. diaos. my 1st reaction was guys sux man. toopig guys. wonder wad dey do to make her end up int is stage man. n y e ger so toopid attempted suiside thrice cos of a guy. but dey said mayb diff guy leh. oso true.

i think if i was her, i wun ever wan to go into relationship again ba. aft being hurt so much. n now its e 3rd tym. stil can take it orh. i think mayb dat marks e end of hafing relationship fer me. but not death la. its kind of toopid.

dieing fer someone who don even gif a damn of whether u exsisted anot is not worth it at all la. dumb dumb dumb. jux cry all u wan n 4get bout it huh.

actuali i've got tis kind of tots b4 whn i was in sec sch. mayb too stress n depress. but jux think of wan to doe as in leaving e toopid world. dat kind of thing. but neva think of plans n anything lidat. mild depression mayb. lols.

back den, mayb stil childish la huh. aniwae, think im more mature now la. dieing is neva a way to solve prob. dere's oways a way out. ware dere's a will dere's a way. even if dere isnt. its stil not e end of e world.

im so sad n freak off todae. i dunno y. haiss. probably tired.

during work kind was so freak of w all e things in e hos la. things are lyk so dis-orientated n everything seems so out of place. was bathing e pt w daphne. den dat miss sara. kip cuming in n nag n nag. so freak off. aft dat dressing n NG tube. everything.

den pt refused med. i reported to e staff nurse. den she sae mus gif. don pt haf e rite to refused? i den told e AN dat e pt refused her medication but e staff nurse insisted dat i mus gif. den she told me she so clever so gif la. i was lyk wad e. den she threw e med away.

den ms sara! i don lyk her. some sae she's worst den june mak. y r we so suai? so many lecturers n we got 2 dat r e worst. damn. haiss. she jux nag n nag non stop. cant stand it. wads more she's lyk ordering us to do e procedure whereas e other lecturer, mary n sabrina dey helped dem thru ok. see e diff? haiss.

worst is i think she wil b e 1 grading our log book. she barely saw us fer a wk. how's she going to mark? predict? den i think i gonna do badly. n june mak is lyk away fer leave until our attachment ends. wads wrong w e sch? wads wrong w e system? don e plan? haiss.

4get it man. 3 more daes. i wil b able to go thru it. i can do it. i hope. daphne. sorry ar. if i've been kind of harsh w u todae. didnt mean it.

reach hm was so damn tired. slept. woke up eat liao den wash plates. aft dat told ah di i wanted to use com but he said he wanted to do hw. fine. i let him use. but he was dere playing his maple. not doing his work ok. ass! damn fed up.

den told him he's not even doing his hw. n said i will use til 9pm den gif him use. cos i wanna watch tv. den he said he wanted to watch tv oso. wtf. whn i was slping he don use. sae wan do hw i let him do but he played games. idiot.

i cried. i dunno y. dunno 4 wad. somehow jux feel so depressed n todae. life is neva fair. kind of hate my life rite now. rite at tis moment. =(

4 more daes to go. i nid to countdown to kip myself happy. hahas. 32 more hrs. yipees!

todae dar, tim n jm cum find me. hahas. dey went to sch den oso dunno y dey sudden sae wan cum find me. came ard 2pm. den ask dem to wait fer me to end work. end at 3pm. 1 more hr oni. so dey waited. hahas. went jp aft dat. jm actuali don wanna go de. den we pull him go. =p

we walk walk den b4 we went into e popular saw kw n her fren. tim n her chatted a short while den we proceed w our 'journey'. hahas. dat jm huh. got special weapon lo. he can dian ppl. electricute? got tis word? hahas. wadeva la. den he n tim kip making e both of us.

aft dat we went arcade. played photo hunt, word search n tried to catch some soft toy. cos dere's a lady dere catching. she caught so many la. tempted, dar n jm played oso. hahas. den e word search we all haf 7 entries in e hi score list. 2nd to 8th. hahas. but e score is damn lousy la. we named it hi club.

dunno wad tym we started playing oso leh. hahas. played until 6plus. kind of long i guess. reach hm at 7pm. poor tim n jm. a long way hm fer u 2. hahas.

im not e pt (choy choy choy) but stil got ppl cum visit me. so bliss huh? hahas. dat tym attachment tim oso went to visit me. den tis tym round chin chong, andy n mun fei de didi (i dunno wads his name) oso cum. plus dar, tim n jm. 6 ppl. hahas. =D im fortunate. lols.

he's going to KL todae instead of tml. n wil oni b back on thurs. yes. i'll b alone fer 4 daes n 3 nites. is dat gud or bad? hahas. aniwae, yi lu shun fong. lols. =D

sat n sun is e oni dae dat don haf attachment. so of cos mus go out. hahas. yest w feng dian. todae w jie. n oso justin n my didi. he wanted to buy bag frm zinc. den jie buy will b cheaper. so go together. hahas. e bag cost $42.90. den paid $34 fer it. ok la.

wahh. think im a loan shark. hahas. daddy, mummy, kor kor, didi all owe me $. wahahas. im so poor now. hur hur. frm a xiao fu wong (little rich ger) now i bcum a chiong guang dan (poor freak). lols. ke lian huh me. =(

went bugis to buy bag liao den aft dat we jiu went suntec. food fair!!! woo. all e food. so yummy. e 1 dat me n jie lyk most is e durian puff. so delicious. yum yum. hahas. we bought so many things la. lost count. don even noe how much we spent in dere. jux buy n buy.

eat finish liao den go marina. jie n justin wanna go watch dorm. seems nice. bout sch de. scary scary wan. hahas. so long neva watch movie liao ehhs. don haf e tym. aft attachment mus go watch. cant wait fer attachment to end.

aft dat we went arcade. dats e most farnie part la. hahas. wanted to c oni. den jie n me tempted to play la. hahas. we played e 1st wan i dunno is wan. but challenge against each other de. i lost terribly lo. 2nd wan we played street fighter. capcom de. hahas. i lost again la. im jux not cut fer arcard games. hahas.

den aft dat jie n justin played puzzle bubble. justin won. hahas. mayb guys r betta at tis kind of stuffs. so toopid la. cant imagine overselves playing arcade lo. so lame. but haf fun la. dats e most impt thing in life. happiness. hehes.

den me n didi went expo to mit him. cos he wil be away to KL fer 3 daes. im gonna be all alone. =( nvm. im independent! hehes. den pei him eat n walk ard awhile jiu went home le. cos dun wanna wait tml morn shift. i nid my slp. hahas.

aniwae todae oso his last dae of work le. n he's going to enjoy while im hafing my last wk of attachment. unfair huh? =p

den home swit home. hahas. one more wk to go! yes, veron, u can make it. small case. no prob. hahas. =D

jie.
i noe u wun b reading my blog. but aniwae. u r making e decision todae liao. hope everything goes well fer u. shld not b a prob. i've got trust in ur decision n got faith in him. happiness wil soon b all over u. =D

n hopefully all over me. hahas. *smiles*

i changed my skin again. hope tis is going to be permanent fer some tym la huh. hahas. lyk tis skin more den e previous wan. spent quite some tym doing it. =)
n i think im going to bed. b4 i wake up late tml. miting jie n justin at 1pm at bugis. lalalala. shopping tym!

nites ppl.

todae is e dae! feng dian gathered. had so much fun. was laughing our head off. dats e reason y we r named feng dian la huh. hahas.

mit dem at 2pm at bl station. den xin n dar late. oways wan lo hor. hahas. surprise dat nette was early. hahas. so we waited fer dem. den reach orchard 3pm. but phyu late. waited until ard 330pm fer her. we r a bunch of latecomers sia. hahas.

aft which we walk past mrs field den cam was working. so chat w her awhile. den dar bought a muffin dere. $2.50 lo. so x. n not very nice oso. opps. =x cam. no offence ar. hahas. yes. cam, lyn, dy. whn r we meeting up? make it soon. miss u guys. hehes.

den we walk to heren to take pics. neoprint w e new machine. so cool. hahas. 1st tym we take e hor. e thing dat use to decorate. so damn lao ya lo. e pen sot sot de. den we wana take 2nd tym. so we counted see aft which person take den wil b e other 'machine'. hahas. e other side wan e pen was ok. luckily. love all e pics. so nice. but cant upload. cos don haf scanner.

by e tym we finish taking alreadi going 5pm liao lo. hahas. den jiu head str to marina. went dere eat. we reali eat ALOT la. hahas. so damn full. so much crabs. prawns n everything. e prawn is live de lo. kind of scary. kip jumping. hahas. so damn full la. ate fer i think more den 3hrs lo. 5 gers eat so much. hahas.

oh yes. den b4 dat we sang bdae song fer xin. cos nxt sat her bdae. den celebrate early fer her. bought her a mickey mouse bag n a very cute shirt. she saes she lyk it alot. hehes. touched ba xin? hahas. feng dian 4eva. wohoo!

den we went toilet. take pics. so fun. den went out to e bowling area. take again. manage to squeeze 5 faces into dar's fone de cam. hahas. den took alot of pics oso. all e pics r in dar's fone. waiting fer her to upload.

hahas. in between got so many lame jokes la. cant stop luffing. n we tot of a sign name fer feng dian. so cool. hahas. so hapi. wonder whn's feng dian's nxt gathering. cant wait to jux luff n luff. hahas. love u all feng dian. feng dian shall remain as crazy as possible. hahas. =D

so tired. back pain. knee pain. feet pain. lols. haiss. one june mak is more den enuff. now cum june mak num 2. shitty lo. don reali lyk her. i dunno y. aniwae she;s our new lecturer-to-be, miss/mrs sara. got no idea if she's married la. but who cares man.

can u imagine. '2 june mak'. omg! pity me ok. im dying frm attachment. im lack of slp. i can even slp whn i walk la. bus oso slp. train oso slp. pro huh. hahas. tired to e core! 6 more daes!!!

wonder how's e rest doing? hope attachment is not dat boring. heard frm yati dat SGH got handsome doc. lols. hehes. she so ke lian la. she's sick fer 3 daes. den gotta pay back 1 wk. den dat dae she fainted. den go hm. another dae. gosh. imagine how many yuan wang daes she mus pay back. so poor thing.

alrites. im too tired to carry on.

darn! was looking fer blogskin. den was trying out. so i copied n paste my template onto microsoft word. i tried alot of templates la. den decided not to continue liao. den saw my blog was my old template. so whn to close e microsoft word. n whn i sign out n type my link. it was a new template. not e old wan.

its e wan dat u ppl r seeing rite now. not dat i don lyk. jux dat all e info. my tagboard. my frens link. my description. my everything. all gone! wth lorrs. idiot. y am i so careless man?! haiss. now my blog is kind of in a mess. wun haf e tym to do cos attachment. sianx la. 4get it. see mayb tml or sun i make.

hope e whole new blog wil look gud. gonna go watch tv now.

sadded. so clumsy.

im so tired can. feel lyk slping even whn im walking lo. n i dunno y e hell am i here whn im so tired. hahas. jux feel lyk using e com since its vacant. cos kor kor went uncle hse n stay. wohoo! so shuang. n didi haven cum back n nobody is at hm. actuali wanted to slp e but c e com dere. hand itchy la. hahas.

1 wk of attachment pass liao. 2 more wks to go! i cant wait. im so darn tired la. n i don lyk ward 53. so sux lo. e setting n everything is lyk so diff. i still prefer ward 54. more happening i guess. ward 55 not bad oso. e brother dere is gud. =)

everydae is lyk dragging myself to attachment. don lyk it lo. but dere's tis aunty she super cute leh. hahas. she can reali make my dae man. she lyk to kpo bout others. n den huh loves to tok alot. i enjoy toking to her la. she's in her 80's alreadi n she's stil so lively n energetic. so cool. hahas. n she's going hm tml i think. gud fer her. =D

dere's tis uncle. very cute oso. his pants was loose n den he go n take his own belt n attach to it. cartoon la he. hahas. den he told me bout his life. kind of interesting. n he's one who reali get to enjoy life la. gud fer him. aniwae, he's discharge. gud n healthy now. =)

dunno if i can b so +ve whn i reach my 80's lo. or mayb dere wun even be any 80's fer me. actuali don wanna live so old lehhs. dunno y. hahas. but if i reali live til dat kind of age huh. hope i can be dat energetic, lively n +ve. hahas.

feel lyk changing a skin. but very lazy to search fer it. think aft dinner can go slp liao. but wanna watch tv leh. see if i can tahan anot la. hahas. aniwae tml not nid work. can stay up slightly late. yipee!! lalalala.

went out todae. went katong to eat laksa. den went parkway parade n walk walk. aft dat go suntec n marina to walk walk n haf dinner. aft dat whn to esplanade. aft dat go orchard take pic n den go hm. wahhs. went so many places. hahas. cool huh.

oh yes. baby pooh is back. a similar wan. but its e diff wan. ahh. complicated huh? hahas. its e same pooh pooh but its a diff wan. e wan dat i bought is w him. n he bought me another same one. hehes. =D

hais. sux. attachment is jux a few hrs away. so no feel of attachment. cos normally 1st dae is morn shift. but tml i aftnoon shift. sianx lo. i don lyk attachment. w no serene. w june mak. hais. life is a torture. wad to do. =(

jt called todae. she asked me if i wanna take up e treasurer post. den i was lyk. huh? me? sure? scare dere's too much fer me to cope n dunno if i can make it. but aniwae, i agreed la. hope things in e main comm w b gud. n hope i wil b of help to dem. =D n dat toopid tim. once i hang up e fone w jt he msged n sae now dat im in e main comm he can bully me. hahas. u ass! =p

aniwae gtg go slp le. tml is e dae. e starting of torture. hahas. actuali don think it wil b dat bad la. veron ar veron. things wil b ok. don worry. hmms ya. don worry. =D i can make ot de. gambateh!

yipees! exams r finalli over. happy happy. exam over means tym fer enjoyment. hahas.

yest finish exam. todae went sentosa w cam, lyn n dy. go suntan. mit so early lo. am so tired. hahas. oh yes! aft we bath. den hor. got tis 1 gp of guys. hai jun. is dat cal salior in eng? hahas. i dunno. anyway, dey came towards us n den hor. ask us to take pic w dem. tot dey wanted us to help dem take pic. hahas.

omg! dey very cool lo. main point is got 1 guy. very very cute. reali cute. hahas. e 4 of us oso sae he call lo. can u imagine? hahas. so wasted. neva take pic w dem. tsk! reali very cute n gud looking oso. wahahas. n whn dey board e red bus wan go liao dey stil wave to us lo. so ke ai. too bad we taking yellow bus. tsk! tsk!

hahas. oh yes. i cut hair liao. quite satisfied. but gay kiang lo. so layer n fringe quite short. mon attachment dunno how i going to tie n bun my hair sia. hahas. but aiya who cares. attachment to me now is BORED lyk hell. don lyk!!

body aching. dunno y. prob frm e tan. but not realli very tan leh. but think im got e most tan out of e 4 of us. im easily tan. but very diff to turn white. dunno y. hahas. neva mind. i lyk. hehes.

oh yes. jux now frm dohby ghoaut wanna take train to redhill. den hor. dy go 7 eleven buy things ma. i was standing dere waiting fer her. den e guy at e cashier wad lyk yes can i help dat kind. den i sae oh nth. den he turn over n told his collegue dunno wad. n kept smiling. lols. i heard smth bout baby face. so toopid la. hahas.

toking bout baby face. i bought a baby pooh jux now. so cute! white den e shirt black. w specs somemore. so lao ah pek. hahas. but reali reali hen ke ai. but hor. he took it home. so bad. toopid boi. hurmph. =p my poor pooh pooh. hur hur.

early in e morn 6 o'clock. lols. woke up to c e fon notes. sianx lo. but last paper le. am waiting fer tis dae. hahas. results out jiu die.

oh ya. according to serene, we don haf a dae of same shift. aft which i checked, e last wk whole wk same! so damn happie. but now. dere's a change in shedule again. n we again don haf a dae same. wad e hell. dey con me! not cfm stil wanna put up. make me happie nia. sux.

hais. independent life in a working environment. i don wan. im not ready fer it. its jux so soon. working life is so close. i hate tis. i wan more tym of not being independent. think im crazy. dunno. fear? mayb. jux don lyk e shedule. so initially last dae im in e morn shift. now its e aftnoon. shitty! argh!!!

think i reali got to learn to b independent. haiss. aniwae, ltr last paper le. wohoo! but got no confidence in tis paper. neva reali study. don feel lyk doing so n oso dunno wad to study. FON = fundamentals of nursing = full of nonsense. 0_0

going cut hair ltr. jie not free pei us go. cos she's having exam on fri. jiayou orh. study hard. can de. miss u ehh. wahahas. =p

oh yes. fri. which is tml. going sentosa w lyn, cam, dy n mayb jon. so high. but haiss. kana red bomb*if u all noe wad isit*. sianx half lo. but stil going la. go dere tan jiu hao. =D

gonna prepare 4 sch le. last paper. do or die.

went back to sch todae. its actuali a short workshop. teaching us how to plan fer e 1yr activities dats ahead. den gotta sumit e budget list on e spot lo. luckily farah came along. if not think dar n me wil b very blur. hahas.

aft dat went taman negara briefing. paid $131.75 fer e trip. im broke. totally broke. no sponser. poor me. got e t-shirt todae as well. its grey polo tee. hai hao. but its lyk so damn big can. i took S size but i tried it on whn i reach hm jux now. its lyk wearing a pyjamas. lols!

den pei lyn go dover mit ai zhen to pass her smth. den we went tiong bahru to haf our lunch. we ate at qi ji. dey had nasi lemak. while i had 1 otah n 1 soon kuek. cos don wanna eat so much.

den saw michelle marmie n her mei mei. her mei mei stil as cute. hahas. imagining last tym me n michelle match make my bro n her sis. cum to think of it its so farnie lo. childish of us oso? hahas. but its fun ehh. =)

aft eating n on e train. its so damn farnie. cam, lyn n me. cos lyn n cam paid together fer e taman negara trip. so cam stil owe lyn $18. den lyn was lyk ask cam to return her cos she no $. but dat cam ar. don wan. sae no change. nth her la. hahas.

den we went popular. saw dunno U or I weekly. cam wanted lyn to buy den gif her read. so we went 7 eleven to buy. den cam was lyk buy more leh. buy until $5. cos now buy til $5 can get e disney badge.

cam: veron. wad u wan? faster take. lyn's treat.

veron: hahas. sure anot?

lyn: wahh. u very jek ark (cruel) leh. buy den i pay. not pai seh wan ar.

cam: aiya, cos i treat u as very gud fren dats y i so hao yi si.

den haven $5 so we buy sweet. e 2 of dem was lyk kip arguing on which flavour is nicer lo.

lyn: eh! i paying leh. y i let u all choose ar? i shld b e 1 choosing leh!

den whn we pay $. cam jux hand over e $50 to e caschier.

cashier: ahh. u jux gif me $ lidat?

cam: bit stunt. cos her reaction abit slow.

lyn: nahh. *pass e cashier e stuffs* she abit sot ar. don bother bout her.

veron: yaya.

den we tap card into e train liao. dey stil eat chocs lo. guang ming zhen da de eat ok. hahas.

veron: eat somemore ltr fine $500 ar.

lyn: aiya, take it as i neva hear, neva see.

veron: open e sweet n take 1.

cam: aiya. take 2 la.

lyn: ya. got 6. 1 person take 2. open e sweet liao. cam took a bite n her bite was lyk half e sweet is gone la. hahas.

lyn: wah cam. ur mouth very big eh.

veron: ehh. i oso wan to haf a try leh.

cam: eh. open 1 more leh. i wan to try again.

lyn: u open urs la.

cam: don wan la. wait i open liao i cant finish wan.

lyn: i help u finish.

but cam stil didnt open hers la.

in e train. e train jerk. den cam lost her balance. n she jux suddenly push me n grab on to my hair.

veron: qu si la cam! *opps. lyk very loud*

*laughs. think by e tym alot of ppl looking at us la. but e 3 of us jux cant stop luffing can. dat toopid cam la.

cam: i treat u as gud fren dats y i do tis to u.

veron: bth her la. thnx ar.

den e person beside lyn got up of her seat.

lyn: veron. faster cum seat. don gif cam seat. *cam rush dere n snatch frm me*

veron n cam fighting over seats. whn cam finally seat down.

cam: dat uncle oso luff at u lo. *den she kept luffing*

veron: look at e uncle n kept luffing oso.

we jux luff thruout. n thruout cam was lyk I TREAT U ALL AS VERY VERY GUD N CLOSE FREN DATS Y I LIDAT. OTHER PPL WAN OSO DON HAF OK. diaos rite. bth her. hahas.

veron: wah. lyn. imagine. we stil haf to b in e same class as her fer another 1 yr.

lyn: ya lo. dy so heng can. don haf to tolerate u. haha.

cam: *jux b4 she got out of e train* i noe u all se bu de wo tis fren. i noe wan. i noe wan. we jux shoo her off la. hahas.

veron: cant stand her lo. bth sia.

lyn: i go hm mus blog bout everything she do let everyone noe.

veron: haha. i wil go see wan.

so ppl. more more detailed wan. look at lyn's blog. cos think she wrote a very detailed wan. as she ask me exactly wad i sae. u all shld go read. u start blogging earlier den me n she's stil at it now lo. whereas im almost done liao. hahas.

anw, aft dat i mit him at 4pm. den we walk walk til 6plus. den met his frens n we hadd steamboat. den head fer hm. ya.

sometyms i wish i don haf a brain. so dat i don haf to think at all. *so dumb*