4.29.2006
sometyms u feel dat u haf given alot.but to others its nth.
sometyms whn u feel dat its nth.
other feels dat jux dat tiny little bit means something.
sometyms we asked fer too much.
sometyms we wish too much fer smth dat wuld neva happen.
we noe.
but stil wish.
sometyms we gif too little.
but stil thinking dat its more than enuff.
whn can everyone's defination met?
neva.
sometyms u tot u understand.
but it turn out dat u noe nuts bout dat something.
sometyms u try so hard.
dat u reali feel lyk gifing up.
sometyms u tot dat dat something wuld b +ve fer someone.
but it turn out to b -ve.
sometyms things r taken fer granted.
sometyms ppl regret.
sometyms dey don.
sometyms we pretend to b ok whn we r not.
sometyms we lied.
sometyms we say things dat r not frm our heart.
sometyms we r too busy to b bothered.
sometyms we wanted so much to care.
but dunno ware we shld start frm.
sometyms u wanted to sae so much.
but it jux don seems to cum out frm ur mouth.
sometyms not saeing doesnt mean dat u don mean it.
sometyms it reali nid to cum within.
frm deep inside.
underneath dat laughter.
underneath dat smile over e face.
hides e sadness.
e tears.
e sorrows.
e unknown.
who noes?
nobody does.
its so hard to understand smth.
so diff.
too deep inside.
fer me to touch.
fer me to feel.
so many sometyms.
whn can dat sometym b reali e tym whn things r rite?
whn can dat sometym end?
whn can dat sometym . . .