5.16.2006
im so tired.human r reali very fan jian lo.
so tired stil don wan go slp.
stil wan cum online.
cant stand it.
but im stil here. =)
anw.
yest.
14.05.06
it was our 3rd mth.
it was mother's dae.
it was my godma's son (which means my godbro's wedding dinner).
e wedding dinner was reali superb.
its not e food dat i lyk.
tho it wasnt dat bad la.
its e atmosphere.
all e lightings.
e spotlights.
e candle on each table.
e deco of e ballroom.
its so grand.
its so WOW.
e bride n bridegroom making their grand entrance into e ballroom.
i think e past wedding dinner dat i went to is not lidat.
i kind of love tis wan.
raffles place.
lvl 4.
pandang ballroom.
38 tables.
think mus reali cost a bomb.
i reali love their wedding pics.
its so nice.
so lovely.
so swit.
if i haf a chance to get marry.
i wil wan to take tons n tons of pics.
luff n smile until my cheek goes sore.
hahas. =D
one of their wedding pics.
ok. whn i reach dere.
it was lyk.
wads ur age now?
wah so big liao ar.
yue da yue mei liao hor. (e older u grow e prettier u r)
u very pretty todae.
got bf anot?
ok.
full stop.
til den.
i reali see e dist between me n my godparents n their family.
whn i was young.
im looked aft by a nanny.
until whn my mama wanted to let me go back hm.
nanny very she bu de.
den ask marmie let me b her god daughter.
n its real de.
meaning got pray pray all those wan.
not lyk ppl jux sae sae b god bro/sis/daughter/son or wad-so-eva.
so tis is how my godparents came bout.
me n gan mummy. =)
me n gan papa. i look so short beside him. =/
im so clueless.
not my own choice.
but dere's no doubt dey treat me real gud.
im real chubby whn i was a kid. =)
used to go over to gan mummy place even whn i was in pri sch.
love e daes dere.
e daes whn i hang up til late in e nite.
w gan mummy's grandchildren.
whose lyk 2, 4 n 5 years younger my age.
e 4 of us.
often play lyk dere's no tml.
asking me to go over to her place now is kind of weird.
i dunno.
mayb too long neva go.
n now so big le.
yes. big!
which means dey r growing old.
n cum to think of it.
gan mummy babysits so many kids.
but im e oni wan dat she n gan papa acknoledge as their god daughter.
how lucky can i b?
how blissful can my life b?
veronica. u better treasure life n don cum to regret.
during e dinner.
my boi miss cal me.
so i called back.
den he was lyk
asking e usual stuffs.
if i haf eaten n so on.
den kept insisting dat he cant hear me.
cos very noisy.
ask me go out of e ballroom to tok to him.
was watching video at dat point of tym.
reali didnt wan to go out.
but he said he got smth impt to tel me.
bout me n him.
mind wasnt reali thinking at dat pt of tym.
oni wan to hear e impt thing dat he haf to sae.
so i went out.
whn we were over e fone.
he stil ask e same old stuffs.
general qns.
until whn he ask if i was wearing a black dress.
i started to get suspicious.
ask ware he was.
he told me which direction to walk towards.
n dere he was.
reali surprised.
in e 1st place i neva even tot dat he wil cum.
cos he was complaining of undone hw n projects.
but dere he was.
den saw god sis (god mummy de daughter) lo.
she ask if he was my bf.
of cos i said yes. =)
den kept asking him to go in.
luckily boi acted fast.
said his papa was waiting downstairs fer him.
hahas.
i didnt noe wad to sae la.
n dat wasnt all.
he came w a lovely boquet of 3some chocs.
im so touched. >.<
my boquet of 3some chocs. =)
took using his fone.
me w my 3some chocs.
he looks so xiao boi boi w his specs. hoho. but cute rite? hehes.
it all meant to b a surprise.
n yea.
u succeeded.
i was truely surprised.
was reali happy.
i felt ur love.
ur effort.
at dat moment feel dat im e happiest one on earth.
kind of silly huh?
hahas.
but i seriously felt dat.
((:
on e way back hm.
holding e boquet.
actuali felt abit pai seh.
but cum to realise.
stil quite proud to hold it.
n let everyone see it.
hehes.
ok. mother's dae.
didnt celebrate cos got wedding to attend.
gift?
mummy bought 2 pair of shoes fer herself.
n ask me kor n di to pay her lo.
as mother's dae gift.
hahas.
wad a weird mother.
so self service huh.
lalalas~
smallest god sis de son. turning 3 yrs old soon. he's so cute. can reali tok lo he.
one of e kid gan mummy babysit. he claims to b an eng man. hahas. so cute.
dats me. marmie no skill la. cant even see my face.
me zhilian-ing. =p
me n daddie. =)
me n ah di. =)
me n marmie. =)