5.29.2006
dr thomas oso finds dat me n cam tok very loud.ok. not oni dr thomas.
lyn, dy, jon, shu xian. fiona, rui fang haf e same tots.
hmms.
reali meh?
i don reali think so leh.
hai hao ma.
i hear other ppl tok oso dat vol wan leh.
hurs!
i wil try to tok softer. =)
i oni said i try.
im stil e veronica aft all.
yest went out w jie.
i reali miss those quality tym we had tgt.
thinking back its so farnie how we actuali knew each other.
how we dislike each other in e past.
n how we reali r now.
she's e oni 1 dat i've cried fer.
as in ger fren.
im oso e oni 1 dat she cried fer.
dats how strong our frendship is.
i treasure every single moment.
reali do.
we may not haf tym fer each other.
but our hearts r connected.
as one.
our frendship wil last.
hand in hand til we grow old.
dats our promise.
i bought jacket.
n i love dat jacket. =p
a white skirt.
$17. $15. $13. $18. $18.
omg la!
so xing tong.
jie wil noe wad i mean.
hahas.
n 2 belts.
im broke.
totally.
but i stil wanna shop.
lols!
i love dat spot at bugis.
our take pics spot.
hahas.
dats e place ware ppl often mistake us as les i think.
urmms.
haa.
but who cares.
dey oni see us fer dat dae.
n dats it.
lyk it anot.
its their prob.
lalalalas`
wanna mit up again real soon.
aft my exams perhaps.
exams is such a !!!!!
i can b 90% sure dat im not gonna do well fer tis common test.
haissssssssss.
went sentosa todae.
w him, amy, hui shan n dennis.
dey doing project on tourist attraction.
strength, weakness, etc.
dennis n shan did e sky tower.
den e 3 of us went fort siloso.
dere got taman negara de feelings lo.
climb high high.
TM is slopes.
dere is stairs.
dere r even bridge.
a very small one.
i miss e wan back at TM.
den see all e history things.
took pics.
pretty enjoy e journey.
e tedious but fulfilling journey.
jux completed my renal box.
n ya.
i haven even study fer my cardio test.
im declared brain dead.
don wanna do any more work.
cant take it anymore.
sometyms i jux feel so wrong.
feel so strange.
feel so weird.
sometyms things r very contradicting.
i makes ppl lyk b goes blur.
speechless.
totsless.
i feel so empty.
dere r so much dat i wan to do.
but tym is running out.
dere r so much dat i wan to sae.
but sometyms im not given dat chance.
wad i said might not b heard.
probably dat explains my voice la.
i wanna b heard.
perfection.
wonderful lives.
living up to expectations.
who don wan?
at least i wan.
but i realise.
its so tiring.
too tiring.
e passion is gone.
e strength is gone.
e fighting spirit is gone.
everything.
all gone.
pls feed me w energizer batteries.
i nid more.
im dying.
flat.
