5.02.2006
i hate life as it is now.i hate to hear things dat i don wish to hear.
i hate stress.
i hate e no assurance tyms.
i hate e useless me.
i hate to think.
i hate to arrive at no conclusion.
i hate e not at all brave me.
i hate dat kind of hopeless + helpless feeling.
i hate hiding my sadness beneath my smiles.
i hate analysing things.
i hate making decisions.
i hate slpless nites.
i hate pretending dat im ok.
i hate knowing e thruth.
i hate being dump aside.
i hate envying others.
i hate being accused.
i hate being neglected.
i hate uncertainity.
i hate acting dat im all strong on e outside.
i hate not being able to understand certain things.
i hate it as e yrs pass by.
i hate being a grown-up.
i hate e toopid childish me.
i hate saeing out my feelings.
i hate myself being so freaking dumb.
a piece of useless rubbish.
dump in dat unknown corner.
jux ignore me.
leave my alone.
to rot.
fer e rest of my life.