5.31.2006
life reali is short.u reali neva noe wads gonna happen.
many who wans to die don die.
in fact its ppl who treasure their lifes so much dat lose their lifes.
life reali is saddening.
was browsing thru e newspaper todae.
a family of 4 went abroad.
mum in ICU.
eldest son in e hos.
youngest son dead.
how sad can dat b.
recently.
a ger of at dat tender age of ours.
died cos of cancer.
its reali sad.
who noes.
u may walk n fall.
die in ur slps.
arrrrr.
dats so scary.
inserted NG tube on cam todae.
it was a super scary process.
n e feeling is unbearable.
i think i die i oso wun wan to insert e NG tube.
may everyone b well.
was taking e train hm.
den dere's tis uncle.
in his prob 50s or 60s.
e row dat im sitting.
one whole stretch.
empty.
i was sitting near to e middle.
of a places dat uncle sit rite beside me.
whn e whole row is blank.
i can sense smth.
smth dats not gonna b very rite.
he asked me wads e tym.
i said i dunno.
wasnt wearing any watch.
n i didnt wan to take out my hp cos i dunno wads gonna happen.
den he started asking me if i was stil schooling.
i ignored him.
n he kept asking n asking.
so i jux nod my head.
aft which.
he cont.
asking wad sch i was from.
i was alreadi fustrated n ya scare.
i jux ignore him.
totally.
i looked away.
den his face was lyk almost rite in front of me all of a sudden la.
wth.
but i was determined to jux kip my mouth shut.
so ya.
think he got tired n he left.
prob to cheat on others naive gers.
mmmmm.
life reali can b scary n insecured.
u neva noe.
u reali neva noe.
was walking towards co-op todae.
den saw 2 sch mates.
one of dem suddenly announced dat she broke up w her bf.
me, cam n lyn was shocked.
stuned.
at lost of words.
dey haf been tgt for more than 2 yrs.
n i jux got e feeling dat dey r e ones dat can last.
but i was wrong.
another fren told me dat her bro oso broke up in a 2 yr plus relationship.
2 yrs.
wad does it all means?
is dere reali no true love?
no ever lasting love?
haissss.
sometyms i think its reali amazing to see old couples.
stil being so swit n lovely tgt.
holding hands along e street.
taking photos tgt.
at orchard.
in a neoprint shop.
how cool can dat b?
but of so many ppl.
how many can go to dat stage?
wil i b able to proceed to dat stage in my life?
life is indeed very tragic.
mayb we reali shld not take life so seriously.
find a tym to luff.
to enjoy.
cos u neva noe wads gonna happen.
laughter not oni add yrs to ur life but more life to ur yrs.
but things r oways easier said den done.
can things reali turn out dat way?
life is . . .