6.12.2006
i think im getting smarter.n more independent.
dats so much of a gud news ehs?
haa`
i noe how to take train.
to cck.
n take e lrt to bukit banjang.
i noe how to take bus num 700.
frm bukit panjang to orchard.
i noe how to take bus num 124.
from orchard to chinatown.
so smart isnt it?
i took it all alone.
w/o any1(s) help.
im not a dumb dumb anymore. ((:
mit him at chinatown.
had our dinner.
pei him go change $ fer his ah ma.
n buy feather duster for his ah ma.
went separate ways aft dat.
he went hm to gif his ah ma e things.
cos he've got smth in e nite.
hmmm.
ya.
den me.
den don feel lyk going home yet.
want to haf some quality tym to myself.
fer some reason.
i wanted to b alone.
but stil i landed back at boon lay.
went to e lib.
cos haven been dere b4 yet.
went until e lib was bout to close.
lols!
had a strong urge to walk home.
but im not brave enuff.
realise dat i've grown smart a little.
but im not dat smart aft all.
afraid i might lose my way.
but i jus wanted to walk.
walk n walk.
alone.
continue walking fer e rest of my life.
e whole journey.
until whn im reali reali tired.
perhaps collaspe on e floor.
n marks e end of my life.
aft all.
i still took a bus home.
im reali tempted.
to go n watch a movie.
all by myself.
forget it.
i heard it twice todae.
n it hurts.
even tho things don oways go my way.
im trying hard to perceive it differently.
from another point of view.
to make myself contended.
yes.
dat shld b it.
=)