6.18.2006
had hi club outing at west coast yest.students n instructors bonding.
tho im not a instructor tis sem.
choose not to b cos reali busy.
plus main comm got tons of things to do.
e dae start was not a gud wan.
smth happen.
now i noe.
wad he tot.
hais.
anw
had games.
e ice breaking games was bored.
had a hard tym rmbering their sign names. =/
den we had smth lyk amazing race.
1. lizard
2. smth frm tim
3. undergarments
4. 2 bottle caps
5. 2 cups of ice h20 frm mac
6. todae's newpaper
7. a pair of socks
8. 20 grains of sand
1. took a lizard frm a pamplet.
2. smth frm tim. everyone santch his things le whn our gp went to him. ask him to take off his shirt but he don wan. end up i search his pockets. found his wallet. so i took n go. told him wil return him ltr. hahas. so smart of me. =)
3. i suggest asking e guy frm my gp to go toilet, take off his pants n take a pic of his undergarment. wah. n he very on lehs. neva expect him to reali go take. so err. brave?
4-8. all tis was simple. =)
but we r e last gp to take e clue.
somemore we went to e wrong place ehs.
cos didi said area 4.
so
we went dere but cant find.
den jm called n ask ware r we.
he said he's alreadi at e place but neva see us.
den i told him ware we r.
den he diaos.
hahas.
all thnx to me la huh.
but we wasnt e last to complete e thing =)
aft resting awhile.
we had games at e play ground.
cules were in printed sign language alphabets.
e flying fox.
is so scary la.
its so high n alot of us culdnt get up.
den e guys let us step. =p
whn its me.
hao ke pa orh.
whn i reach e other end.
i dae not cum down.
i practically hug on to e thing n don wan cum down.
haas.
den wilson carry me down.
lols!
thnks wilson.
or i think i wil b stuck dere 4eva.
aft dat climb spider pyramid.
wooo~
so cool.
climb rite up to e top.
n take pics.
n i told everyone.
nxt life i wun wan to b a money.
cos money can haf a tough life climbing too. =p
had bbq aft dat.
didnt eat much.
cos e students were eating.
den we took some pic.
n a small bdae celebration fer nuzurul oso.
nuzurul's flour-ed face.
e ever crazy instructors.
den we had our cheer.
ours is lyk so lame.
but i lyk it. ((:
our gp consist of instrctors n 2 students.
aft which play true or dare.
den ard 10pm almost everyone left le.
left all e instructors n 1 student.
we had gud food aft dat.
hahas.
left e place oni at 130am.
reach hm at 215am.
phews`
so tired.
woke up oni at 2pm todae.
den went bugis to haf steamboat.
pre celebration fer father's dae.
w grandparents n relative.
den go walk walk n suntec jiu go hm le.
all tis runnin, exercising, fun came w a price.
im aching all over now.
even in e butt.
damn.
putting an act in front of others is no not fun.
so not e real me.
so not gud.
acting to b happy whn im not.
acting to b enjoying whn im not.
hais.
i don understand guys.
i don understand u.
i felt so lost.
wad can i sae?
wad can i do?
i felt so useless.
so helpless.
so outcasted.
so down.
so hurt.
so i dunno wad.
hais.
shld i continue to believe?
can i?
but . . . . . . . .
the future holds unknown.
the uncertainties lies within.