7.31.2006
NR project stil not done yet.euthanasia.
euthanasia.
its making me yearn fer it.
hahas.
madness.
my hand jus wun wan to go over to e mouse.
n move e cursor over to e mircosoftword n start doing wad i nid to do.
e cursor jus wans to stay far far away frm it.
oh well.
i shall do it soon.
n i mean real soon.
tho its kind of lyk
i somehow believes dat whn a person wans to share smth w u.
he/she wil do it w/o any promting.
w/o me having to ask anything.
if those r needed.
den e person might not wan u to noe.
might not b willing to let u noe even if he/she saes it in e end.
in those cases.
i prefer not to noe.
i prefer to jus shut my ears up.
n live in my own world.
its reali amazing at how 1 can actuali tok bout anything under e sun w 1 person on msn or thru msg.
but whn it cums to having to tok face to face.
or mayb jus over e fone.
things turn out differently.
u not feel as confident anymore.
u don feel dat sense of assure-ness in u anymore.
no more.
all gone.
NSL lesson is noe changed to BCLS lessons.
n tml's BCLS lesson is changed frm 8-10am to 3-5pm.
n NR is lyk frm 10am-12pm.
n break is frm 12-1pm.
so most prob going to sch oni at 1pm.
cos NR is lyk ultra boring.
n NR paper is alreadi taken.
oni left w projects fer e term.
so wad fer?
but.
ok.
wadeva.
being able to wake up late.
means i wun b able to end sch early.
tis is so . . .
u get smth.
u got to gif smth back in return.
dats wad life is all bout.