7.19.2006
lecture was 2 hrs.went fer e 1st hr.
n pon e last hr.
whn angeline sae break oni.
wah piangs.
u can reali see how many ppl take their bags.
n leave e lecture hall.
almost half e ppl in e lecture hall.
i feel sad fer her la.
but i stil skipped.
lols!
but i reali cant take it.
can u imagine.
i actuali wan to listen.
n im listening n jotting down notes.
but i dunno wad e hell happen.
i write until i fall aslp.
ya.
i noe.
it sounds so ridiculous.
but it reali happen.
on me. =/
pon lecture.
den went HS office to hand in nss2 assignment.
all thnks to fiona.
she reali did alot on e project.
make me feel so guilty la.
lyk i didnt reali help much fer e projects.
cos haf been ultra busy.
but i felt so dumb.
thinking its all plain excuses.
lols!
we were sitting in e office.
den dr thomas came.
he seat down n tok to us.
he's e lecturer dat we actuali treat lyk a fren la.
tok bout every thing anything.
probably cos he's a phycologist ba.
its reali powerful.
=D
e 5 of us.
lyn, cam, dy, jon n me.
cum to think of it.
all 5 of us fail at least 1 module during e recent common test.
dr thomas was very concern la.
he tok to us.
ask us to study.
n kind of lyk tell us n persuade us on wad we r doing.
i noe everyone hates tis.
but i think it moved me a little.
it makes me wan to work hard a little.
think i shld b more motivated.
mayb i shld go search fer dat particular book.
e wan dat interest me.
e wan dat wil stimulate my mind.
its true.
actuali we haf tym.
but we jus simply waste our tym away la.
damn fan jian.
oways online don do hw.
don do project.
check email.
check frendster.
chat on msn.
if i don do tis i wil haf so much more tym.
to complete my assignment.
to do my projects.
to b able to study in advance fer my papers.
dr thomas: 10pm is e best tym to slp.
but lesson normally ends at 6pm.
by e tym reach hm, bath, eat it will b lyk 8pm or 830pm le.
so im left w oni lyk 1 n a half hr.
wad can i do w it?
so damn short can.
n lyn oso say.
slping is a absolute waste of tym.
if don slp reali can do alot of things.
dy oso sae die le can slp all we wan.
yes yes yes.
im totally fer all those ok.
i reali wan e best out of my life.
but im thinking.
if im going to stick to all those.
wun life b very un-life-ly.
un-happening.
which is wad i don wan.
BUT.
i seriously wan e best
i oso dunno wad im toking.
im so bloody hell tired.
doubt i wil b so disciplined.
lols!