7.19.2006
while taking bus home w lyn.beep beep.
msg frm cam: lol. u guys fail pharma again. lyn 16 1/2 veron 16.
how great.
we fail again.
i fail again.
lyn: cam sae 5 ppl pass tis pharma test nia. meaning less than half of e ppl pass. so means its not our fault la.
me: but y we fail again? y wil fail?
lyn: aiya alot of things is arranged properly alreadi la.
me: but actuali e paper not very difficult aft all. i think we reali fan jian lo.
lyn: ya la. if we got study think shld b not very difficult.
me: aiyo. y fail?
damn rite.
y i fail?
think
omg.
if i fail at e end of e term.
meaning i wil haf to retain.
meaning e yrs of study wil b more than 3 yrs.
meaning NUH wil scream e hell out of me.
meaning my parents wil scare e hell out of dem.
meaning my uncles (my guarantor) wil b hell lots dissappointed in me.
meaning NUH wil kick me out of their teritory.
meaning death is awaiting me.
i asked cam n lyn.
me: i reali wonder. if in e 1st place i didnt purchase a com. den wad wil i be doing all tis while. wil i head str to bed everydae? wil i study? or wil i jus slack me way thru?
lyn: think go u home oso wun study la. but exam cfm wil study. den u wil b less sleepy.
i don rmb wad cam sae. =/
i agree w lyn la.
i wil slp more.
which means i may be more attentive in class la.
me: i stil think we reali very fan jian lo.
lyn: but u see at least tis means we r closer n noe e RCHN ppl more.
me: yea. in life dere sure to b u gain smth n u lose smth. but hor we lyk lose de more leh.
lyn: ya lo. we lose smth more impt.
me: aiya we reali fan jian la. we did tis cos its our own choice. think we die oso gai si lo.
i used to b much more disciplined.
wad happen?
wad happen to me?
gosh`