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macdonald's party is so FUN.
cam was reali shock by e arrangement.
n she pratically knew nth bout e planning.
so successful.
hehes.

as fer ben.
don reali noe wad happen.
jus hope in e end he enjoy himself w e cake all over his face.
n hope he's ok.
cheer up boy. =)

its reali a hard tym kiping secrets.
esp those dat r actuali meant to b share.
n those dat r full of fun n happiness.
many circumstances, i reali gonna blurt out.
but luckily stil manage to control myself.

in e process of planning.
so much stuffs going on.
reali wish to share every single bit of it w cam everytym i see her.
but it had to b kept in my heart.

i love e card i drew.
esp e little boi n e little ger.
hehes.
drawing as a grp can b so fun.

its not wad present u recieve on ur bdae dat matters.
its e process of e day spent.
e ppl u spent it w.
n its gonna b all worthwhile.

dreamland is a place of relief.
its my own heaven.
a place filled oni w happy memories.
but aint sleeping is a way of hiding?
probs resurface e moment light enters e eye.

IF i lose 5kg.

IF i lose 5kg.
my hands might b smaller.
my thighs might b slimmer.
my tummy might b flatter.
my calfs might b thinner.
my waist might reduce in size.
my hip might look less giagantic.
i might look better.
anw, all tis is jus a MIGHT.

in today's society everyone yearns to b thin.
im sure everyone wans to lose 5kg instead of gaining 5kg.
or mayb ppl lyk my dar wil wan to gain 5kg huh?
all i can sae is e feeling of fatness is reali not a gud one.

we got tis idea whn we r walking to e LT fer lecture.
saw june frm e back n lyn realise dat she slim down quite alot.
n tis makes us think dat we r reali fat.

since dat point of tym.
IF i lose 5kg kept appearing in my head.
we discuss it during lecture.
we discuss it during breaks.
we discuss it in class.
we discuss it on e way home.
everywhere.

fiona haf been bringing whole meal breads.
w ham n veg, tomato in it.
basically healthy food la.
i wanna haf healthy food.
but e tot of VEGS reali spoils my appetite.

actuali i don ask fer 5 kg.
if i can b 35kg its gud enuff.
mind u ppl.
don WAH.
cos 35kg fer me is alr heavy due to my height.
n aft so much discussion in sch jus now.
i reali reali think dat im FAT.

how great is it if i can b 35kg or 35kg or less - i don mind.
but am i so determine?
can i reali do it?
i don eat healthy as VEGS is not even my last resort.
i don exercise cos im darn LAZY.
i don slp early cos im stuck to e COM lyk mad.

i doubt i can.
i think i can
i can
I REALLY CAN!

IF i lose 5kg!
aww.
whatever!

i feel so bad.
hasnt been listening to lesson fer almost e whole of todae.
esp during ms lee lesson.
was toking away w cam. =X

but anw.
tis is oni e 1st wk la.
nxt wk onwards.
ears on all lessons. =D

had lunch w kelvin, brendan n nicholas at canteen 4.
super lame n funny la dey.

i jus had curry chicken.
yummy!

gonna start doing my project.
tml wil b meeting gp mates to do e last part tgt.
n oso to see if everythings ok.
n mayb divide some job scope once again.

n den fri wil b meeting up during break.
n aft sch nid to see cher to make sure everything goes well.
n yay!
mon is e presentation.
fast.
but im glad it wil b over n get done w.

jiayou!!

some pics.


aft i cut my hair. yes. its tis short. =(


at brendan's place.


wads w cam's hand? lols!


we r e nanny fer dat 'not so cute' baby.


fierce looking eh? made in china. cant blame.


all wrap up.


sayang baby. ((:

lesson todae seems long.
mary's lesson end early.
so we went to eat 1st instead.
b4 going fer sabrina's tutorial.
had western at canteen 4.
superly yummylicious. =)

tutorials reali turn me off la.
cos its lyk.
1stly dere's make up lesson on a mon morn.
2ndly dere's project to b due on e coming mon.
which means we've got oni 5 daes to prepare excluding todae.
n dere's lyk 3 huge topics.
n our gp members r lyk not e usual ones.
2 new member which im not sure if we gonna get along well.
but life stil goes on la.

during break went to attend booth.
last min de.
cos chun hui sae not enuff ppl.
luckily we eaten alr.
wahahaha.

ELNHC is not a examable module.
once i heard tis i was lyk totally neva pay attention liao.
but im gulity la.
i dunno ehs.
cos im thinking since its not examable.
nxt wk sure alot of ppl start not to go fer e lecture.
n i think ms lee wil b super sad.
ms lee is reali a very nice person la.
which makes me feel even bad can.

aft which went to tend booth again.
frm 2-5pm.
dats our duty tym slot.
kelvin dey all end at 3plus instead of 5pm.
so came our to e booth n its lyk super noisy.
all our voice.
hahas.

den i went fer hi club meeting.
basically decide on who's doing wad.
n den decide on e song to sign.
its been ages since i sign any song la.
so looking 4ward to it. ((:
but i hate all e preparation stuffs.

had a 45mins meeting.
den went back to mit e RCHN ppl.
cos all of dem waiting fer me to haf dinner tgt.
so rong xing huh.
wahahaha.

cam, lyn, qi hui n me took kelvin's car.
n poor jon, brendan n ben gotta walk dere.
hahas.
went green market - somewhere at bukit timah to haf dinner.

most funny thing is whn kelvin's fone drop onto his plate la.
reali damn damn funny.
all e gravy on his phone.
super er xing.
n he damn pai seh but we jus continue luffing lyk nobody's business.
hehes.

took bus w jon, cam, qi hui to bukit batok.
den tot of waiting fer mama.
den can go back tgt.
i was dere ard 730pm.
end up oni manage to leave at 9pm.
n reach home oni at slightly ltr than 10plus.
which i regretted alot la.
shldnt haf went to look fer mummy.
n i was bloody hell tired.
lols!

i look thru my frens blog.
almost everyone blog bout their 1st dae at sch.
a new sem. new start.
so dats wad im gonna do as well.

it reali feels gud to begin sch again.
tho abit blur.
lyk kind of dunno wads 'listening to lesson' lyk.
but e whole lecture theatre fill w ppl.
reali got e feeling of being back in sch.

n we're late fer e very 1st lesson lo.
but oni a few mins late la.
n whn we enter everyone was lyk so excited.
w notes on their desk.
all ready fer sch.
its den i started to feel dat we r so far behind.
cos we haven got e notes.

anw.
todae oni had 3 hrs of lesson.
super slack la.

NSS3.
1 hr lecture.
paid 80% attention of e lecture.
cos its bout female reproductive system.
whn i see lyn's blog i got to agree dat its been long since i see jon pay so much attention in lecture lo.
wahahaha.

NSL.
handling w infants;baby.
reali fun.
i cant wait to go fer attachment to mingle ard w e kids.
learn how to bath e baby todae.
but i think e baby reali don look cute lo.
got e evil kind of face.
but i stil enjoy e process w e baby.

aft which went emart to buy notes.
dat bloody little notes cause me $18.
im so broke tis mth la.

went clementi to haf baked rice aft dat.
me, cam, lyn, jon n fiona. =)
superly full.
fulfilling one.
lyn went off aft dat cos got tuition.

kelvin drove brendan to clementi to mit us.
den he went off to his uncle's clinic.
to get his eyes burst b4 miting us.
but in e end didnt burst.
lols!
get well soon la if not ltr explode. ((:

during our walk in ps.
we were playing wad colour wad colour.
den was kind of kana scolded.
cos dat man noe wad we playing.
n think he wasnt very happy.
he told cam off.
shld haf sae him back la.
*evil grins*
hehes.

kelvin came ps to find us.
den we went e picture hse to buy tickets fer e movie SILK.
we've got more than 1 hr.
so went to eat XXL chicken.
n went over to SMU.
e 3 guys had subway.
n e 3 gers didnt had dinner.
but me n cam had cookies frm kelvin.

e movie.
its meant to b a ghost movie.
but turn out to b not scary at all la.
i find it pretty funny tho.
cam, brendan, kelvin n me was lyk luffing almost half of e show.

e oni think bout e show is it shows e power of love between a mother n a child.
not a bad show to watch.
=D

had a nice dae todae. ((:

stayed over at brendan's place yest.
me, cam, lyn n brendan reali didnt slp at all lo.
jon, chun hui n kelvin slept.
hahas.

bought a blazer n long sleeve shirt fer him.
which cost quite a bomb la.
but quite a num of ppl share.
so stil ok.
n he look so shuai in it. =D

me, lyn, cam, jon n brendan played indian poker.
n e lousier mus drink.
dat 5 cans of beer reali finish in no tym la.
hahas.
think i drank e least tho its my 1st tym drinking so much.
cos don reali lyk e taste oso.
thus didnt take e risk. *if u noe how e game is played*
>chun hui was slping n kelvin wasnt w us fer a moment of tym - went to mit his frens<

most of e tym was playing mahjong.
oni me, cam n brendan playing.
cos lyn using com.
n e 3 other pigs slping.
hahas.
super funny.
reali luff my ass off.
lols!

den ard 5plus.
e 3 of us use e oven to make pizza.
those properly pack de la.
hahas.
cos his maid not awake yet.
lols!

e gud thing bout brendan's hse is dere's maid.
aft e bbq we reali jus leave everything dere lo. =X
e best food fer e nite is e corn.
made by me cam n kelvin.
hahas. =p

left brendan's place at 1030am.
kelvin fetch us to e mrt.
but got to seperately drive us.
cos his car not big enuff to fetch all of us at 1 go.
hahas.

reach home went to bed str.
ultraly tired lo.
sleepy dao cannot.
hahas.

but 6plus pm mummy jiu wake me up le.
to haf dinner at west coast.
been long since e whole family went out to eat tgt. =)

sch's start tml.
i jus browse thru MEL jus now.
its lyk WAHH!!
so many stuffs.
n dere's alr projects to b due.
e sch's reali driving us mad.

looking 4ward to sch.
a new sem.
new modules.
but i stil hate e hafing to wear covered shoes part.
-_-

yest went ntuc at bedok to buy wad we needed.
den headed to amy's hse to haf steamboat.
aft much preparation n e setting up of stuffs.
began eating.
til we r reali bloated man.
super full.


i find tis veg superly cute. hahas. i peal e veg 1 slice by 1 slice n it end up lidat. =D

kbox w e gers ended early.
singing was e happy part.
walk ard fer awhile n we headed home alr.

but i went westmall to mit mama.
den pei mummy n daddy go eat.
den head home.

tml most prob going swimming.
either at jon's hse or JE swimming complex.
stil waiting an ans frm dem.

oh yes.
PEARLYN.
thnks 4 e clothes! =)


taken whn we went out. but i 4gotten whn. lols!


=D


latest neo print taken.

opening proposal kind of approve aft e 2nd attempt.
gen's pretty gud todae.
probably in a gud mood.
=))

oni finish everything at ard 2 plus.
n we reach orchard at lyk 3 plus.
which is kind of late alr.

but anw.
me n dar walked ard.
den look fer nette.

bought two shorts - sales 50%.
a belt.
n a notebook fer sch use.

working out in e society nowadays is reali not easy.
u reali neva noe wad u wil face.
all those tough tyms.
but at least it's gonna make us a stronger person.

quiz tym!
ans is oni between 0 -4.

3+6= 1
1+2 = 0
5+3 = 0
9+8 = 3
4+8 = 2
9+6 = 3
0+0 = 1
1+1 = 0
5+8= 2
8+8 = 4
3+9= 1
6+7= 0
9+8= 3

okayys.
enuff clues.
guess y is tis so?

i post tis up cos tis is e st tym i got tis kind of qns rite can.
n im not e last fer e 1st tym.
normally everyone wil noe e ans le.
n i wil stil b dere struggling.

hence,
i felt a HUGE SENSE OF ACHIVEMENT. =D

sch haven even started.
but daes ahead is alr kind of packed.
busy little me.

meeting dar tml.
she's doing her recruitment drive de proposal.
n me doing opening de proposal.
den mit farah.
n den mit gen.

hope things goes well fer opening ceremony.
i've alr found my potential emcees n interpretor. =)
now left w e performance.
n some tis n dat to settle.

as fer red cross.
upcoming events.
bld doantion drive.
25th - 27th oct.
mus go donate bld yay!
how i wish i can donate. =(

helping out on 23rd fer e preparation.
n on e 27th which is e shift duty during break tym.
hope many ppl donate.
donate bld, save a life. ((:

another wan is asian pacific conference.
tho i dunno wad has tis got to do w red corss.
but stil help out.
im sure it gonna b fun.
n dere r sure things to learn suring e process.

19th nov.
wil b fetching n welcoming VIPS frm various country.
some sort of escorting job.
n we wil b given grooming lesson.
wee~

20th nov.
same event.
but tis tym we r helping out as security at e conference.
n we wil b given training by CISCO.
superly cool.
hahas.
so looking 4ward.

actuali it last frm 19th - 23rd nov.
but it means we wil b missing sch.
so we're guai enuff to resist e temptation.
hahas.
wil oni b missing sch on mon.
n mon is lyk oni 3 hrs of lesson.
so it doesnt matter. =)

actuali it feels so great to b able to help.
i dunno.
tho im kept busy n reali occupied.
but it let me haf a sense of achievement.
to b able to help n enjoy myself at e same tym.

jie's stil at my place.
n once again.
she's alr aslp.
n so shld i.
but not aft i've read my storybook.

im almost finishing.
ps i love u.
sucha nice book.
=D

work was hatic todae.
so many ppl.
but yet sales was not alot.
saddist.

firstly,
jon came to find me.
brighten my dae a little.
cos he crap alot.
hahas.

den.
cam, lyn n zi bin came.
crap even more.
brighten my dae more.

n ltr on.
chun hui came.
tho oni fer awhile.
im alr contended.

somemore dey pei me walk to taxi stand to wait fer papa.
tho jie cuming my hse oso.
dey stil pei me all e way until i got up e car.
meaning dey had to walk all e way back to mrt.

thnks!!
love u all. =D

lyk cam wrote in her msn personal msg.
she wan nth.
she jus wan wad we used to b.
e 5 of us.
nth else.
i reali miss those tyms.

jus now mummy suddenly told me dat papa sae wan book chalet fer my bdae.
den i ask y so gud.
lols!
cos frm young i neva had a real bdae celebration at all.
how pathetic HUH.
haa.
whereas my bro all had.

but e prob now is dunno if e chalets r avaliable.
cos its super peak season.
n it gonna b ex i think.
i probably shldnt put any hopes on it.

but stil.
its e tots dat count.
thnks daddy n mummy. =D

tml most prob staying at home.
cos dumb is not free to mit me.
=( nvm.
its ok.
i reali neva blame u.

jie is slping alr.
but im stil here.
cant reali get to slp.
dunno y.
hmm.

mayb i shld rot on my bed.
til i fall aslp.
-_-

AWW !
e toopid haze is making me sick.
jus looking at it alr bth.
n it hit PSI 150 jus now.

went out to mit jie jus now.
i chase e bus.
tho i oni lyk run a little la.
hahas.

but whn i got up e bus.
im reali dizzy can.
feel lyk throwing up oso.
stil didnt feel any better all e way to interchange.
decided to buy sweets n see if it helps.

was reading ps i love u in e train.
but my head was pounding lyk mad.
e headache jus wun go.
n so i jus shut my eye.

mit jie le.
became abit high.
n was feeling better alr.
hehes.

went pacific plaza.
jie bought a wallet fer mabel.
den we went to eat old chang kee.
she put chilli sauce lyk e chilli sauce got no taste lidat lo.
hahas.
n she complains of hot ltr on.
boo!

headed to far east.
she managed to get a drop shoulder top.
which i think is nice.
but not suitable fer me.
ot mayb not suitable fer my size.
hahas.

den went wisma.
went hereen.
i manage to get a top n a skirt.
finalli.
been so long since i shop la.
so contended. =D

even manage to took a neo print.
its been ages since we took one.
n dat machine is so ultraly fun.
got cloning de.
hahas.
i think its nice.

had some reali heart felt tok on e way home w her.
been so long since i reali said out wads inside me.
i feel lighter now.
but many tots stil run in my mind aft hearing wad she got to sae.
perhaps it was reali a pity.

its funny how we oways haf e same tots ehs.
its lyk she wil tel me smth.
n its wil b smth dat i once tot of.
hahas.
it oways makes me feel dat we haf tis special connection.

i jus love toking to her.
tho we haven even finish n she had to go off.
but.
im working w her tml.
yipees!
n she wil b cuming over to my hse aft work.
meaning more gossiping nites.
more heart to heart tok.

im loving it~

tis yr moon cake festival.
or isit called mid atumn festival?
hahas.
wadeva.

tis yr so lil ppl oni ehs.
dunno y.
mayb cos of e haze.
my hse downstairs normally super packed.
but yest nite was pack.
but not very.
hahas.

we met at central.
to buy candles n sparkles.
but ultraly sad.
all sell finish le.
no choice but to make do w xin de 10 pathetic candles.

whn reach my hse downstairs.
realise e mama shop stil left we 6 packets of candles.
of cos we buy.
we bought 3 packets.
cos 3 fer $1.
hahas.

den started lighting up our lantern.
in order to take pics.
which took us a long tym.
cos e wind is super big.
n oni nette is a pro at handling e lighters.

our lanterns.
xin - yellow. *brightest*
nette - red. *nette fav colour. turn out to b pink. haa*
dar - green. *2nd last bright candle*
me - purple. *saddist. light le lyk no light lidat. lols*

proceed to form e letter FD.
which of cos represents us.
hahas.
took pics of it.

den pause to eat ice cream.
cos mummy came home.
den she saw us.
den gif us ice cream eat.
yum yum. =D

carried on to complete our art piece.
since we stil got more than 1 box of candles.
we form a heart shape outside e word FD.
tho abit out of shape la.
but stil can make it.
hahas.

we oni manage to light it up fer a while.
n manage to oni take 2 pics.
n dere e wind cums.
we didnt gave up expect xin.
we kip lighting n lighting.
but stil didnt succeed.
haa.

den in e process of lighting e candle.
got 1 xiao didi.
super funny la.
he came running to us w a candle.
den took our fire w/o saeing anything n left.
tho xin sae he got saw smth lyk lend me fire.
lols!
n he's 1 cute lil boy. =p

den dar sae wanna watch liao zai.
so came up to my hse.
end up all exploring my room.
n playing w my dog.
n didnt watch e tv at all.
hahas.

we played kong kong 4 awhile.
cos dar sae hers no frog n no shit.
so we show her.
hahas.

den dat xin.
so di siao.
go disturb qin xiong - my didi.
tim.
n kelvin.
lols!

kip toking rubbish w dem on msn.
hahas.
think all of dem think its me.
n think i siao de.

kip check in check out.
oso dunno wad dey laming bout.
hahas.

den slack at my hse until 12am den dey left.
think all reach home all got an earful frm their parents.
hahas.
but as long as we had fun.
who cares.

FD ROCKS! =D


b4 lighting our candle. as excited as e kids out dere. =p


all light up. =D


me n xin. e brightest n w least brightest. =(


w help of my bro. i call him frm downstairs to ask him to cum down n take pic fer us. n we manage to haf our FD pic w our lanterns. =)


nicest pic of all. FD unite!


w abit of wind cuming over.


protecting FD frm e wind.


tis is how ugly it looked w/o fire.


happily eating ice cream. nette n xin.


happily eating ice cream. dar n me.


our heart shape formed.


another wan.


stil trying very hard to save it frm e wind.


finalli. gave up. n end it w singing happy bdae as tempeted by xin. hahas.


me n dar dar. =D


06.10.06 -happy moon cake festival aka mid autumn festival-

i've been staring at tis screen fer so long.
so much running in my mind.
but jus dunno how to put in into words.

i reali dunno wad im thinking.
dunno wad i wan.
mayb i jus nid some ultra-ly fresh air.
mayb i jus nid some super-ly big space.

or mayb jus some tym off to reali THINK.
but im sick n tired of thinking.
i stil wan my brain badly.
i don wan it to burst frm all those tots.

back frm genting.
basically oni enjoyed e breeze dere.
14 degree.
super shiok.

quite alot of shops dere.
but nth fer me to buy.
sad case.
lols!

acc my cousin play arcade most of e tym.
cos he didnt wan to play any of e theme park.
dat explains y im stuck w him.

very 1st dae. waiting to check in.

poor small toe. being kicked by my cousin accidentally. den e half of e nail came off halfway. n so i pluck it off. lols. firstly wrapped w tissue. n den w plaster.

e tiger plaster frm genting. RM1.70 nia. gud buy.

e fruit basket.

mushroom.

horse.

sentosa outing.
had a dae out w e rchn ppl.
reali enjoyed alot.
played ball games.
played water.
superly nice.

wad colour.
wad colour.
omg.
so ultra fun.
tho its kind of urms.
lame.
n not very appropriate way of playing a game.
but at least i enjoyed myself.
n dats wad mattered most.

im aching lyk hell now.
got a little of sun burn as well.
plus e super ugly bruises on my hands.
hahas.

e big bao dat jon bought. its ultra huge. tho frm e pic it don seems to b.

aft playing. aft tanning. look at cam's tan. wee u wee~

e 5 of us. underwater world. w e turle above me n dy's head. =)

yay! dats kiki. e monkey.

e superly nice musical fountain.

wohoo~

bruise frm volleyball.

another one. e vein got so obvious. n den it started to bruise. =(

todae went to watch movie w dumb.
rob-b-hood.
highly recommanded.
i think its nice nice nice.
n i cried lo.
so touching n sad.
u guys mus go wacth!!
=)