10.19.2006
IF i lose 5kg.IF i lose 5kg.
my hands might b smaller.
my thighs might b slimmer.
my tummy might b flatter.
my calfs might b thinner.
my waist might reduce in size.
my hip might look less giagantic.
i might look better.
anw, all tis is jus a MIGHT.
in today's society everyone yearns to b thin.
im sure everyone wans to lose 5kg instead of gaining 5kg.
or mayb ppl lyk my dar wil wan to gain 5kg huh?
all i can sae is e feeling of fatness is reali not a gud one.
we got tis idea whn we r walking to e LT fer lecture.
saw june frm e back n lyn realise dat she slim down quite alot.
n tis makes us think dat we r reali fat.
since dat point of tym.
IF i lose 5kg kept appearing in my head.
we discuss it during lecture.
we discuss it during breaks.
we discuss it in class.
we discuss it on e way home.
everywhere.
fiona haf been bringing whole meal breads.
w ham n veg, tomato in it.
basically healthy food la.
i wanna haf healthy food.
but e tot of VEGS reali spoils my appetite.
actuali i don ask fer 5 kg.
if i can b 35kg its gud enuff.
mind u ppl.
don WAH.
cos 35kg fer me is alr heavy due to my height.
n aft so much discussion in sch jus now.
i reali reali think dat im FAT.
how great is it if i can b
but am i so determine?
can i reali do it?
i don eat healthy as VEGS is not even my last resort.
i don exercise cos im darn LAZY.
i don slp early cos im stuck to e COM lyk mad.
I REALLY CAN!
IF i lose 5kg!
aww.
whatever!