11.04.2006
i see spider web growing.been weeks since i updated.
so much happened.
both happy daes n miserable ones.
number one
aft APC briefing at NAFA.
while walking back towards bugis.
we saw a grp of aunties n uncles dancing outside OG.
i think its fer fund raising.
den james dared chun hui w $50 to dance w dem.
end up we told james if we all dance he jus got to give $50 to all 13 of us.
n he agreed.
we dance cha cha.
damn fun.
i reali miss dance alot. =(
n so we took e $50 to pizza hut.
spend close to $100.
but oni paid $2+ each fer e whole meal.
yummylicious. =)
i think james wun dare to dare us in e future le.
hahas.
cos NP RCHN is super ON de.
hehes.
number 2
1 particular nite.
i 4gotten ware we went la.
lols!
oni noe we went marina square as a whole big grp.
n end up w me, cam, lyn, brendan, jasmine, yew ming n zi bin going to esplande.
spend almost 2 hrs dere lo.
n wad we did was jus sit dere n tok.
of cos in a special way.
da she tou.
lols!
tho kind of bad.
but enjoyed e luffing process of it.
everyone excluding zi bin went to my hse.
w e intention of staying up late w mahjong n poker cards.
but brendan's dad la.
super wet blanket man.
insist on him going home tho his hse n my hse is lyk ultra far away.
so his dad came to fetch him at ard 3am.
half went to brendan's hse n half stay put at my place.
if not 1 person very ke lian.
hahas.
n we met fer breakfast dat morn.
breakfast = k lunch.
excluding yew ming cos he meeting his fren ltr in e day.
went fer project n jon's hse.
n headed to town again.
but oni w me, cam n brendan left.
den jon n kelvin oso joined us.
went fer movie n had a short talk.
life's been so happening fer dat pass few daes.
tho tired but its so fulfilling.
makes me feel dat i spend my weekend to e fullest.
=D
number three
e break up.
some tot we were a couple dat is loving n sweet.
some tot we wun last.
but wadeva it is.
we ended.
fer some reason.
u initiated e break up.
but u said u regreted.
how contradicting.
i felt sad.
i felt confused.
i felt disappointed.
i felt silly.
i felt empty.
shall not sae more.
mayb u guys may think dat im jus hiding.
jus covering myself up w all e i dunno.
wadeva it is.
at least i think im stil clear of wad im doing.
tis r/s brought me lots of memories.
which im very certain dat i'll kip it w me fer a long period of tym.
perhaps til e dae i vanish frm tis world.
sorry n thnks.
i oways believe dat even if u think or feel dat way.
u don haf to show it out to let ppl noe.
an ending is a beginging of a new start.
number four
went over to jon's place fer swimming todae w cam.
wanted to go gym but was kanna chase out.
cos we didnt had our covered shoes on.
boo!
fer e 1st tym i swam 10laps.
damn breathless n tired can.
i think i've got super lousy respiratory system.
n my arms n now aching lyk mad.
saw tis little boy eden (which is pronounced as ethan).
he's at e age of 5 yrs old.
i think he's super cute n shuai la.
hehes.
he've got very nice tan.
n he can reali swim.
its so nice jus to look at him swim.
hahas.
whn his maid asked him to go home.
he didnt wan to.
me n cam had a tok w him.
he said he didnt wan to go home.
he don lyk to go home.
he's a single child.
n both his parents is working.
whn we finally pursuaded him to go home.
e look on his face.
it hurts me.
dat small innocent sad face.
he wanted so much fer dat comapny.
even if its jus fer another min.
he yearn so much fer e love frm his family.
which i think he didnt had.
we told him we wuld get him to cum down e nxt tym we go over to swim.
n he actuali gave us his hp num.
imagine!
he's oni 5 yrs old.
sometyms i think so wad if u cum frm a rich family.
n yet u don haf e warmth frm ur family.
its kinda sad.
number five
sending my uncle off tml.
he's flying off to phlipines i think.
aft which going east coast park w family n my dog.
fly kites.
looking forward.
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