11.08.2006
stress is running all over me.relationship.
cca.
studies.
frens.
family.
AAAAAAAARRRRGGGGGGHHHHHHHH !!!
alrite.
enough of crying.
enough of moaning.
enough of slacking.
its tym to wake up n move on w life.
relationship.
tis is smth which cannot b controlled.
but stil i think things r cuming to an end.
n i shld move on.
move on dat journey.
ware e future awaits me.
cca.
i think im obviously not handling it well.
gotta spread out my tym well.
anw its jus e most another 1 more yr.
studies.
been slacking lyk dunno wad.
i think laziness had crawled over me.
n im damn gulity bout it.
projects r lyk shit.
don even noe wad e hell im presenting.
effort to do it was not even dere.
don even haf dat sense of urgency nowadays.
wad e shit.
no more last min work frm now on.
no more delaying of stuffs.
no more extention of online-ing hrs.
no more going out late aft sch.
no more slacking and toking during lesson.
n i seriously mean NO MORE.
frens n family.
guess everything accumulated to being me not on really gud termsw dem.
perhaps its my attitude.
really sorry n thnks fer tolerating w me.
somehow its e wrong path walked.
im awaken.
n now its tym to move my feet to e rite path n continue walking.
walking towards e future.