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2006

time really flies.
w/o knowing it its another 365days gone.
had quite a fulfilling n happening 2006.

RCHN.
joined tis cca whn dey came to introduce their cca in 1 of our lectures.
it was den our circle of frens *esp guys* widen. lols!
knowing dem was a real pleasure.
it was den i knew wad real FUN was.
camp w dem.
hanging out aft sch w dem.
staying over w dem.
dats wad frendship was.
dey neva fail to bring joy into my life.
neva once regretted knowing dem.

FD.
as oways, dey haf oways been dere for me.
meeting was lesser compared to daes earlier.
but we neva failed to love up to our name.
once a FD oways a FD.

CAMILA. PEARLYN. WENDY. JONATHAN.
i dunno wadpoly life gonna b lyk w/o dem.
no doubt dat we haf small argues over certain things esp projects.
but we all knew dats e way we r.
dats how we communicate esp w jon. *_-
sch wuldnt b dat happening w/o dem.

ADNA NG SU TING.
things hasnt been well tis whole yr.
jealousy sets in.
its kind of childish but it cant b help.
so glad dat things r superly alrite now.
its been 8yrs alr.
i wil neva wan it to end n it wil go on forever.
i promise.

FAMILY.
i see e closeness between me, daddy n mummy.
n i love it tis way.
tho my 2 bros n not as talkative as wad dey r in e past.
but i noe dey oways stil b dere for me.
tis shows how great a family bond can b.

RELATIONSHIP.
got into a r/s tis yr.
but got out of it as well.
dunno if wadeva decision i made was rite.
but somehow i hope i did.
memories was all dat was kept in my mind n it wil b dere til oways.

SCHOOL.
pretty satisfied w sch except e part of having more stress being a yr 2 now.
projects n assignments r total killer.
n exam papers r not any better.
but i noe i can survive n fight my way thru til i graduate.
tho i wanted so much not to step into e working society.

18TH BIRTHDAY.
am glad dat i had tis bunch of frens who made my day a really special one.
love surprises lyk oways.
a memorable dae dat i wun 4get.

HEALTH.
was sick whn nearing e end of e yr.
but recovered pretty fast.
hate e feeling of falling sick esp wanting to vomit n not being able to.
plus hafing a fever of 38.9 degree reali sux lyk hell.

2007

life's gonna get tougher as i get older.
but stil hope things remain lyk it oways is.
n wad really matter most is treasuring every second of life.
cos u neva noe wad's happening during e nxt second.
happiness is wad holds everything tgt. ((:

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL !! =D

im can assure u tis gonna b a long post.
cos im going to update bout xmas n my big 18th bdae! ((:
but too bad dere's no pic as e internet is not obeying.
loading is hell slow which i dunno y.
milton said brendan told him its due to e taiwan earthquake.
lols!

anyway.
here goes.

23rd dec 06

ice skating was cancelled cos chun hui culd oni make it in mid noon tym.
its lyk quite bo hua if we go ard dat tym.
so decided not to go n jus head str to brendan's place.

woke up oni ard noon tym.
n was preparing e gift dat was to b exchanged ltr on.
did lyk 2 hrs including wrapping la.
den went central to collect e altered jeans.
bath n head to bishan to mit e rest of dem.

reach brendan hse den slack.
watch herbie.
n finally had steamboat.
was so busy in e morn dat i neva eat la.

den its tym to exchange present.
firstly we guess who buying for us.
i guessed nicholas.
but wrong la.
it was chang quan.
hahas.

he bought me a pooh soft toy.
exactly $5.
its e one dat i saw dat dae at vivo.
n i was telling mummy if i buy for ger jiu hao can jus buy tis.
hahas.
n i actuali got dat.
wad a coincidence.

anw.
my gift was for kelvin.
super funny whn everyone insisted dat cam was e one buying for him aft we took e names.
n i was lyk trying so hard to zip my mouth so dat i don reveal it out.
glad dat he lyk e gift. ((:
its a wood thingy.
a model of a car cos he loves car.
n i fix it myself.
cos i feel dat fixing it myself wuld b more sincere.

aft which brendan close e lights la.
i saw bdae cake!!
n HAPPY BIRTHDAY starts.
yup.
for yew ming *22nd dec* n me *26 dec*
1st tym eating tiramisu cake.
don really lyk e creamy part.
but stil not bad.

followed by presents!!
i got a pooh globe puzzle frm puzzle world.
exactly wad i wrote in my blog as a wishlist.
hahas.
dey got me a big wan w e box.
n of cos dey fix e globe for me.
THANKS !! love it.

plus milton got everyone of us a gift.
so sincere of him. ((:
i received a pooh cup as a xmas n bdae present.

yew ming got us candy.
i choose e lemon one.

kelvin got us a nice bookmark.
w meanignful stuffs on it.

wendy got us a small pack of candy n chocs.
she warpped it herself.

den slack n nicholas played e guitar.
my god.
he can really sing.
its so nice la.
guys who can play e guitar r cool.
hehe. =p

aft which we watched death note.
den yup.
card games - smack n bridge.
mahjong.
n fall aslp at 7plus am.

24th dec06

ben, milton, nicholas, chun hui n kelvin went home.
leaving me, cam, lyn, yew ming, zi bin n brendan behind.

woke up at 10am to catch superstar repeat.
den intend to head home b4 meeting up again.
but its raining plus our laziness we didnt went home.
was playing cards w cam, yew ming n zi bin.
super funny.

called delivery frm mac.
n brendan's dad paid for it.
how nice of him.
i think we oways make lots of noise at his hse la.
til e extend dat his mum ask us to lower our volume. =x

left brendan's hse oni at 5plus.
cos he need to go church.
his dad fetch us to e mrt station.

me n yew ming went cam's hse to bath.
while brendan went for his service.
zi bin n lyn went home to bath.

met up at 8plus again in town.
w milton joining us.
had pizza over at ps.
den went to buy e tickets for death note 2.
death note was stil fresh in our mind la.
hahas.

walk all e way down to hereen n realise e street is havoc.
everyone was spraying lyk nobody's business.
n we don lyk to b sprayed.
so stay dere for a little while n walk back to ps again.

sat on e lvl ware e cinema is n we started playing games.
yew ming really noe lots of tis kind of games.
n i love it.
hehes.
n dat toopid zi bin kip sabo-ing me la.
manmali manseh, kuayyani neow!! *i simply love tis i rhyme so well*
superly fun n engross in e game.
hahas.

catch death note 2 at 230am.
e show was lyk so long la.
until 5plus.
n i shut my eyes for some parts.
reali damn tired.
but e movie was nice!! ((:

saw jeanie, shu lay, jasmine n shirley aft watching death note.
dey were sitting lyk 3 sits behind me la.
i knew dey were in e same theatre.
but dunno dat dey were so close.
hahas.

played cards again til lyk 7plus am.
took train tgt w yew ming n head home.
slept for lyk less than 3 hrs.
den went over to grandma's place.
uncle is back frm australia.
so some sort of reunion thingy.

ate n slack dere.
wanted to slp but cousin kept disturbing me la.
kip wanting me to play w her.
lols!
den head to one ulu ulu 'restaruant' over at chinatown.
grandpa's treat. ((:

aft which daddy fetch grandparents home.
n e rest of us went shopping.
was playing w my cousin all e way.
n she kept asking me to piggy back her aft dat tym.
hahas.
but anw i didnt la.
town area leh.
gonna b so ps la n oso don wanna cong huai her.

anw, uncle got me a present.
its a pooh hp accessories.
nice n sweet. ((:

oni reached home at 10plus.
n tried so hard to wait til 12mn.
n i did.
but slept soon aft dat.
hahas.

26th dec 06

its MY 18TH BIRTHDAY !!
firstly thanks to all those who wish me.

namely(sms):
tuck seng. aunty meg. seng kwang. wei hong. kelvin. wendy. timothy. yumin. camila. chun hui. milton, qin xiong. june. zi bin. toh nee. kar wei. wan sin. steph. chang quan. suxiang. lynette. wei ting. hui xin. jian ming. veron. yew ming. mummy+daddy.

namely(msn):
brendan. sam.

namely(frendster):
june. jamaine. milton. rebecca. steph. jueying. justin. randall. song hui. camila.

namely(blog):
steph. wan sin. hui xin.

namely(face to face):
ms kylie. ying xian. li jing. hazel. karen. jega. bei shan. jasmine.

namely(phone):
suting.

hope i didnt miss out anyone. ((:
THANKS everyone.
really appreciate every single little thingy.

bdae started off w attachment.
pretty sad huh.
cos its lyk i live for 18yrs.
tis is e 1st tym my bdae is related to sch things la.

anw, miss kylie got to noe it n she got me a small gift.
its a giraffe soft toy.
n whn she gave it to me she was lyk sorry ehs didnt manage to get pooh bear cos i oni noe its ur bdae todae.
so nice n thoughtful of her la.

plus 3 birthday song frm my attachment mates.
english.
chines.
malay.
it alr did make my dae.
THANKS ppl. ((:

n oso all e xmas present.
a earring frm ying xian.
a nurse pencil frm li jing.
a santa, santa's shoe n nuoget frm hazel.
a chopstick frm karen.
a ducky pen n a bear hp accessories frm ms kylie.
i think dey r a bunch of reali thoughtful ppl. ((:

din really noe ware to go aft work.
somehow wish dat i can go home n slp.
hahas.
but somehow i guess dat FD wil mit me.
smart huh? =p

whn i walk out of e ward.
i heard HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!
n ta-da!
dere dey was.

min, xin, nette, phyu. ((:
tgt w a few children.
n dey joined in e bdae song.
tho dey sang smth lyk i was born in e zoo thingy.
hahas. n of cos continued e whole song aft dat.
dey were super enthu la. =D

dey pass me tis very very nice book.
dey decorated it demselve.
wait til i got pics to post it up.
inside is filled w words n pics.
all my frens.
really love dat book.
veron loves hand made stuffs.
cos its oways so filled w sincerity. ((:

went down to kopitiam to eat my cake.
n den whn i went toilet n change.
dey kept my present. )):
but inside e plastic bag it was another thingy.

i was told to unwrap it b4 i can leave for any place.
n its lyk magazine of many layers la.
i was told to unwrap it nicely.
cos dere's clue written on those magazine as i was suppose to guess wad present isit.
so i guai-ly did it.
but didnt find any clue n was ask to throw those paper away.
felt lyk i was cheated esp by hui xin.
hahas. =p

leaving e last layer b4 e present can b seen.
we took a bus to suntec.
i opened e present on e bus.
n dey was lyk asking me not to b sad whn i got dat gift.

seriously,
whn i open it i was even abit sad bout it la.
its another pooh globe puzzle frm puzzle world.
but its of diff design n diff size.
i don see any nid to b sad bout it.
i stil love it all e same.
e more e merrier. =p

actuali whn i put dat wishlist up.
i did tot of e consequence.
i did tot dat wil i atcuali receive more than one.
n i actuali did.
hahas.
how true can a woman's sixth sense b. =D

head to raffles city to get phyu's watch.
n den to sakae to haf our dinner buffet.
we ate 56plates of sushi.
bloated lyk hell til i wanna die.
hahas.

aft which home sweet home. ((:

n b4 i end tis 26th dec 06 thingy.
i oso receive gift frm seng kwang.
he got me a pooh ring.
n a pooh mirror w a bag for it.
THANKS. ((:

n oso a xmas card frm wing chu.
THANKS ger. ((:

n yup.
some ppl stil owe me present.
im waiting. =p

BIG THANK YOU TO EVERYONE WHO SOMEHOW MADE MY BDAE A WONDERFUL ONE. ((:

esp CAMILA. PEARLYN. ZI BIN. BRENDAN for planning all those stuffs.
esp WEI HONG for being so sincere n thoughtful in wishing me.
esp YUMIN. HUI XIN. LYNETTE. PHYU PHYU for dat surprise appearance at my work place.

hope i didnt leave out anything.
tis xams cum bdae is e one dat i receive e most gift.
n really did enjoy myself.
u guys reali bring joy to my life. ((:
love u guys lots!!
xie xie =D

WARNING! some gross pics cuming up in tis entry. be prepared. =P

attachment was alrite.
pretty boring at e start.
esp e 1st dae.
super lost.
now starting to enjoy every min of it til don wan to go break.
hahas!

aft 2 daes of afternoon shift.
todae's e 1st dae of morn shift.
i lyk morn shift more.
kip me occupied w things to do.

quite a num of stuffs happen todae.
1. flying dutch man n glenn ong *e DJ* came to NUH.
2. i carried lion king *u wil noe y i name him lion king whn e pics r shown* n took many pics of him.
3. bed 9 went home todae.
4. bed 8 went home todae.
5. bed 5 wanted oni me to do e PP wash for her.
6. ms kylie got a placenta frm delivery suite n showed us.

number 1

e DJs came over to NUH.
n yup.
dey were outside our ward.
n we're suppose to bring patients out to hang e xmas tree tgt.
but oni me n bei shan accompanied dem.
cos wanted to chou re nao.
WAHAHA.

n glenn ong kept calling me nurse veronica aft i lend him e scissors.
lols!
he's so funny la.
kept calling til i feel so pai seh.
anw.
we hung e xmas tree tgt w e DJs n e children.
n den took picture.


glenn ong n e flying dutch man.


e grp pic of dem. n u see dat little ger hugging e bunny? hahas. she's so in love w e bunny dat she don wan to let go. n whn she did she cried.

number 2

gosh.
lion king is so cute la.
his hair makes me wanna luff.
yet looking at him full of expressions makes me smile.

lijing bath him todae.
n i carried him todae cos was feeding him medication thru syringe.
babies r fragile creatures.
hahas.


lion king!!


look at his fluffy hair.


soundly aslp.

number 3

bed 9 went home.
she's a nice lil ger.
n yes she's e one who hold on to e bunny n didnt wan to let go.
even cried aft dat.

n she's got a very cute sis oso.
kept asking me ware i go n wan me to play w her.
hahas!

number 4

bed 8 is a little boy dats admitted cos he swallowed a $1 coin while playing w his sis.
i was lyk my god whn i heard dat la.
luckily he's alrite alr.
he didnt wan to tok whn alot of us tried to tok to him todae.
but he actuali tok to me whn i played e folded paper thingy w him.
felt so contended. ((:

number 5

bed 5 is contracted w aczhemia.
thus PP wash is needed TDS.
i did for her twice.
yest n tis morn.
den she's lyk asking e other student nurse to cal me cos i wasnt in e cubicle.

den she said she wanted me to do e PP wash at 4pm.
but shift is ending at lyk 3pm.
so i told her other nurses wil do it for her.
den she's lyk can i haf u to do it for me instead.
aww. how sweet.
she's really one we talks alot. =D

hopefully she can go home tml.
n i can do e PP wash for her tml b4 she goes home.

number 6

PLACENTA !!
my gosh.
i pretty gross la.
but we actuali touch n feel it.
its lyk WOW.
we actuali came out frm dat thing.

so excited bout seeing it la.
ms kylie got it frm e delivery suite n showed it to us.
jon was lyk playing w it lo.
superly er xing.
hahas.


dats e placenta whn its stil intact. gross?


aft jon remove e membrane. eeks!

summary

attachment tis tym was really super diff frm ware we had been posted previously.
i feel dat contentment whn e children get all in love w me.
HA-HA.
ok wadeva.
jus ignore me.
but i think its a sense of achivement. =D

luckily daddy's fetching me.
n i can lyk slp 45 more mins if im in e morn shift.
how great.
thnks daddy. =D


oh yes. not forgetting baby triva. she's so CUTE! discharge 1 dae ago. hope she'll b ok. ((:


dats me n baby triva. she's crying cos she's crying n patiently waiting for her milk. =)


WAHAHA. me n bei shan aft our lunch.


((:

b4 i start anything n b4 i 4get.
jus now i was looking at chun hui's blog.
den i rmb smth.
i forgot to annouced dat i went to HOUSE OF CONDOM dat dae w cam.
hahas!

n e main thing was nobody came over to me to lyk check my age or anything.
mayb cos i was wearing jeans n spag on dat dae la.
anw, some stuffs inside e shop is pretty interesting la.
some was superly lame.
nth much actuali.
dats another shop i 4got wads e name all of a sudden.
think its much more interesting.
mayb shld visit some dae.

tml's attachment.
well, so far i've been superly looking forward.
1st tym im looking forawrd to attachment can.
cos i think it might b e ward dat i may work in e future.
as children ward is smth dat i haf interest in.

working pm shift tml.
kinda wired.
1st dae pm.
don haf e feel la.
but i guess i doesnt really makes a diff la huh.

much more attachment oni last 9 daes.
im sure its gonna pass pretty fast.
w all those attachment mates.

oh yes.
i saw my patient at vivo city jus now.
she's 20+ y.o.
she cant speak n has got low IQ.
but im so glad.
cos she stil rmbs me.
n seeing dat cheerful face of hers makes me happy. ((:
hope she's well n happy.

plans
1. 23rd dec - ice skating den head to brendan's place to exchange present n most prob spending e nite dere.
2. 24 dec - count down to xmas.
3. 25 dec - going over to grandma's place. uncle came back frm sydney. whiping some nice dishes for us i think.
3. 26 dec - my bdae. but hafing attachment. so yup. don think dere's any plan. cos stil got to work e nxt dae.

looking forward to everything.
expect those undone hws n projects.

wohoos!
more tanning todae.
oso probably e last dae in e nxt i dunno how long it gonna b since attachment wil end in lyk 2 wks tym.
realli got e tan effect.
satisifed. ((:

finally full force of feng dian finally get to mit todae.
tho eugene tag along as well.
but we all noe him frm lyk sec sch.
so didnt realli feel strange or anything la.

met min n xin aft swimming.
everything was lyk so rush la.
esp e making of card for phyu.
it was superly last min tho her bdae was belated alr. =x

i stayed in e mrt for more than 2 hrs can.
frm bukit batok to je to wait for dar.
n to clementi w dar to mit xin.
n tgt at bugis to finish up e card.
n yup i got fine $2.
hell la.

but at least e card turn out well.
plus e small tiny cake frm crystal jade.
n e necklace n e earrings.
not forgetting e pics! =D

we actuali planned to haf steamboat.
but phyu didnt noe n she actuali ate b4 meeting us.
so its lyk steamboat GONE. =(
n i was superly hungry la.
pocky was all i had until ard 8pm. >.<

me n dar dar in e toilet =p


phyu's cut out bdae cake.


name decorated w flowers.


e lovely messages n a BIG happy birthday.


full force of FD. yumin, phyu phyu, lynette, wei ting me, hui xin.

e prints we took.









FENG DIAN RAWKS. *_*
tho lynette reali made me QI DAO BAO todae.
lols!

hmms.
abit off.
but yay.
e pic at sentosa.


dy, cam n me.

past 2 daes haf been kind of fulfilling as well.
n so will e nxt few daes.
gonna enjoy myself to e fullest before attachment starts.
b4 ppl lyk brendan start again by saying dat he can enjoy hols n not me.
hahas.

but i bet im gonna enjoy attachment much more tis tym round.
esp w dat bunch of realli bonded attachment mates.
n those adorable kids. *praying not to see any extreme cases esp death*

finalli met up w lyn, jon n dy.
aft lyk so long.
n not 4getting those RCHN cliques.
reali miss dem hell lots.
dey oways make my dae much better.
=D

anw yest i was reading a walk to rmb by nicholas sparks.
its a pretty nice book.
n it did really made me smile at e begining n made me teared at e ending.
i actuali didnt wan to go to slp until i actuali finish e entire book.
which was lyk close to 3am.
i learn quite alot frm dat book.

is it oni whn ppl start to lose their love ones dat dey start to realli think n regret?
actuali i think all humans r kind by nature.
its jus how dey see things.
n how much dey r expose to it.
or mayb which path in life dat dey walked thru.
u got to read e book urself to now wad i mean. ((:

im love reading book lyk tis.
it kips me inspired.
kip my mind going n actuali made me think thru life.
any such book to recommand?

finali meeting up w feng dian aft lyk so long.
miss those daes ware we had tons of fun.
n i bet we'll enjoy urself tml.

i wasted 2 whole days doing nth but staring at e com.
i didnt manage to watch tv whn im alone at home cos i didnt noe how to switch on e tv w dat toopid remote control. *ya. luff at me. but i reali didnt noe how to. >.<*
i didnt manage to get any assignments done except dat i dl-ed e assignment cover page n fill it in w my name n student num n get it saved.
instead i did stuffs lyk folding clothes n painting my nails.

everyone's exam cuming to an end.
but yet attachment haf to start for me.
soon.
n i mean real soon.
im looking forward to attachment.
but at e same tym dreading it cos knowing dat others wil b enjoying but not me doesnt feel good.

its not e same anymore.
perhaphs everything great haf to end somehow.
mayb rite from e start we neva really understand each other at all.
it was all jus a on e surface kind of thing.
we all said it n believe it dat way.
but it was neva dat way.

now i noe it all.
im on e verge of losing a dearly frendship dat i neva wuld wan to.
but can anything help?
at tis point of tym, i doubt so.
yes i regret.
totally.

todae is e most fulfilling dae i ever spent since my hols started la.
meet cam 10am at bukit batok.

went gym for ard an hr.
didnt really do much over dere.
but dat 15mins run jog was great.
tho it really tire me out la.
haven been exercising since a long tym.

went swimming cum suntan for lyk 4hrs.
superly shiok n satisfying. ((:
e sun was strong enuff to make e both of us tan n slightly burnt.
n due to gym b4 e swim.
swimming was really diff la.
legs were aching lyk hell.

oh yes.
we saw ethan again.
yup.
he rmb us la.
but i think he's getting nottier.

everything todae was fulfilling.
including e ultimate chicken meal dat we had aft everything.
fats burnt = not burnt.
but stil eating is a pleasure.
esp stuffs dat i love to eat.
wahaha.

its so nice to haf someone.
someone who wil jus acc u to gym, swimming, suntan.
something dat not everyone wil do.
it jus feel so good.

tho whn we tan.
we don even tok.
but hafing each other by e side.
knowing dat u r not alone helps alot.
silently being dere.
da kind of feeling.
u noe.
yup.

i love tis kind of company.
ware we do almost everything tgt.
=D

packing room on a lonely dae at home is not a bad idea.
dats wad i did todae.
for lyk 6hrs.
i reali clean n pack every single bit in my room.

i clean all e window in my room.
push out my bed sweep n mop beneath it.
clean every single shelf dat is in my room.
sweep n mop e floor for dunno how many tyms cos using a broom is hell lots more diff than using a vaccum cleaner. *vaccum cleaner broke down*
pack my books.
pack my cupboard.
change e bed sheets.

aft cleaning n packing i feel dat if i don do so i wil live a few yrs lesser la.
e amt of dust dats present is really scary.
i use gloves n socks to prevent my legs frm getting dirty.
so u can imagine how much dust dere is.
now i've got a super clean room.
super satisfied. ((:

in e process of e whole packing n cleaning.
found so much memories.
looking at dem brings me back to e past ware wonderful stuffs happen.

n i really think dat i've got too much soft toys la.
mayb i shld donate it to e poor.
its really alot.
might hit 50 or more.

n i've got super lots of pooh stuffs dats redundant.
jus place in e cupboard n its perhaphs gonna lye dere 4eva.
mayb i shld really stop tis collection.
but sometyms its tempting u noe.
hahas. =p




me n michelle, my pri sch bestie! 1st pic is wad she drew for me in pri sch. 2nd pic is a frendship key chain. oso she buy for me de. e other half is w her. n e 3rd pic is a frendship necklace. it states friends forever. she got e other half as well. wonder if she stil kip dem. really miss those back in pri sch. she's a great fren. ((:


wahaha. my pri sch n sec sch bus pass. look so toot la.


my collection during pri sch daes. huan zhu ge ge. hahas. now seeing it makes me feel dat really waste money la. i rmb everydae aft sch i oso go turn w my fren lo. den we will exchange. so fun la. hahas.


champion!! wahaha. pri sch daes novelty race. i oways take part wan cos easy to win. hehes.


sec sch daes. xin n wei ting gif me de. hahas. rmb last tym we oways go bookshop n buy tis kind of things. i think i wrote for dem too. see! i stil got kip ok. hahas.


bracelet dat indians wear. rmb sec sch daes racial harmony oways nid to wear special clothing. den go buy. i stil got e costume, e paste on head wan n e flower for e head la. hahas.


my prefects badge n tie pin. too bad my pri sch de i return le. shld haf kept it la. den bukit merah de i've got 1. n juying de dunno y i got so many. =X hahas.


Jyian star!! rmb we oways do duty jus for e sake of e collar pin. den we will pin it proudly on our collar. hahas. tis thing really bond e class in doing lots of things tgt. i miss 4E2.


tis wan wasted our money la. nid to pay n complete stuffs n get dunno how many star b4 we can get tis badge. hahas.


tis deer is our prize during e bazzar. 4E2 set up tis booth called i forgot wad. lols! n we won e most money-earned class. n wad we won i forgot oso la. hahas. e most fun thing bout e bazzar is e dunking machine. u pay to dunk ppl into e water. n e principal, disipline master all got dunk. hahas.


aww. love tis vampire. think i got it from my nanny's place. whnever my mum wan to throw it away i wil insist on not to. its stil in good condition now. =D



memories of me n my 1st love. tho we've been tgt for lyk almost 2 yrs. tis r e oni things dat he gave me. lols! i think e phonecard is nice la. he got e other half which is a guy de. think its meaningful. wonder if he stil got it. anw, he's entering army tis sat. hope things go well for him. jiayou orh. =)


memories of me n my 2nd bf. we were oni tgt for lyk 1 mth la. lols! he oso got e other bear w him. i take e male wan n he take e female wan. now he's superly excelling in shatec. cooking good food i guess. he won champion for i dunno wad recently. happy for him. =)


wahaha. i rmb i lyk tis bear alot. cos can press den got sound. bought frm salvation army de. i use to press it superly often dat my mum wans to throw it away. hahas.


i got tis snoopy puppet on children daes frm linnie jie jie. she my tutor during my daes in CDAC. its a tutor to 2 students. n e other student is suting la. hahas. really miss those saturdays. she's really a very swit n nice tutor. i stil kip e pic of me n her. ((:


bus ticket!! hahas. i think extinct liao lo. so decided not to throw it away n kip it for as long as i can.

i wonder how many ppl kip so much stuffs as i do.
as in since pri sch daes.
everything dat contain beautiful memories.
i love kiping dem.
dey bring me back to e past.
bring me to e daes ware happiness were present.

me n yumin walk out of e toilet.
den i saw a ger.
its a fren of mine.
both me n yumin noe her.

she changed her hairstyle.
she was in total shock whn i cal her.
she was not toking at all n not speaking.
she stare blankly at e both of us.
she looks so scare as if she's going to cry.
we stand at e toilet entrance for quite some tym.

den whn i wanted to open my mouth n ask her y so dao see us oso neva sae hi n wanted to ask her y she cut hair hair.
den it strike me.
i got e wrong person.
it happen so dat my fren has got a twin sister la.
its super pai seh can.

i was lyk saying ohh. shuyi's twin.
but b4 i culd sae out e word twin.
she said im not shuyi.
im shu hui.
hahas.

i think she suddenly felt a sign of relieve la.
she mus b wondering wad tis 2 gers wan frm her.
lols!

i wonder how isit lyk to haf a twin.
i think its pretty fun.
firstly its so nice to alr haf a sis.
at least dats wad i think.

n den its lyk hafing someone who might b superly close to u.
u can share clothes.
u can haf heart to heart tok.
u can do so much stuffs tgt la.

oh.
how i wish i haf a sis instead of 2 bros.
one wil b enuff.
tho my bros n not bad either la.

was at work n dere's tis lesbian couple.
seeing dem makes me feel dat guys r not needed.
in fact being a lesbian can b so much more happier den hafing a BGR.
n its so true dat gers r much more sincere than guys.
wad dey do r oso more xi xing.

going into a BGR.
going into a GGR.
entering GGR much more happier than BGR.
which wil u choose?
i might consider GGR.

working is freaking hell tired.
esp in area ware e flow of ppl is neva cuming to an end.
plus in an area ware its superly hot.
n never ending work.
it realli kills.

how i wish i don grow up.
how i wish i don graduate.
cos if i graduate meaning working life starts for me.
which i dread entering into.

studying may b a bore.
but i don mind study my way thru my life.
spending late nites burning mid nite oil.

im sure its much better than hafing to face a complicating society out dere.
hafing to endure wad u don wish to.
hafing to haf e mind set dat customers r oways rite.
hafing to tolerate any form of nonsense dat u face.
hafing to bear all responsiblities for every single actions.
hafing to make everything seems rite whn it goes wrong.

tym.
pls pass slower.
let me enjoy life as a student longer.
let me stay in tis period of wonderful daes for as long as possible.
lols!

someone told me tis.
u don haf to b love to love.
u don haf to b in love to feel love.
u don haf to b in a r/s w someone to b complete.
u don haf to commit to receive.

being perfect is so hard.
we huamns make mistakes everydae.
n we haf to spend our whole life correcting them.

how true.
wad a complicating world we humans live in.
perfection is neva ard.
no matter how perfect.
dere's stil bound to b some tiny weeny inperfection.

everyone yearns to feel love.
but i believe dat dere a alot more ways to feel e same amt or even more love dat having to go e hard way or actually getting into a r/s.
love can b in any form not neccessary frm e another sex or frm physical actions.

but sometym looking at how sweet n loving some couples r.
it reali makes me think otherwise.
complicating stuffs realli makes things contradicting.

i dreamt of my pri sch mates.
dreamt of a guy who use to lyk me in e past being a hero.
saving me frm some bullies.
hahas!
how sweet n lovely la.

but i noe im really dreaming la.
how culd tis b happening in e current situation dat im in now.
lols!
how i wish i culd go back to pro sch daes.
i really miss dem badly.

its really a pity dat we aint keeping in touch closely anymore.
n of cos not in large grps.
its jus some contact here n dere.

i miss being bullied by e guys.
i miss hafing my fren waiting fer me at e bus stop everydae.
i miss going to sch early in e morn w my frens.
i miss eating breakfast at e canteen.
i miss toking in class w dem n being scolded by e teacher.
i miss staying back aft sch to play w dem.
i miss those phone calls.
i miss hanging ard in e lib.
i miss dance lesson back in pri sch daes.
i miss dem accompanying me do my prefects duty.
i miss those really fun tyms dat we had.

y mus we grow up?
even if we haf to.
y cant things remain e same as before?

YAY !
my com is alrite now.
more slacking online sessions. ((:

yest went over to lynette's place to surprise her fer her bdae.
wei ting, wan ting, xin, min, ducky, ivan n me showed up. =D
planned a combined surprise fer ivan as well cos his bdae is on e 2nd dec.

threw aeroplanes in to lynette's hse to attract her attention.
superly farnie la.
but ivan's head gave us away.
aft singing her a bdae song w dat yummylicious fruit cake.
me n dar dar went into e rm to light up ivan's small cake.
n we sang happy bdae again.
lols!

talked n crapped.
watch e video dat we gave to lynette.
super funny la.
n all e memories since sec sch daes to poly.
really memorable.
a nice present to receive.
plus a jacket fer her.

as fer ivan.
its too last min.
cos didnt noe he was cuming.
so bought him smth simple.
but at least he msg me n told me dat he got gan dong dao abit.
better than nth la huh.
hahas.
hope e both of dem enjoy their surprises! =)


e yummylicious cake w e bread at e side dat kip dropping.


ivan's small little cake.


lynette cutting her cake.


ivan cutting his cake w dat sleepy look.


lynette n family.


feng dian. =D


lynette w her jacket.


ivan w his dog tag. hahas.

met up w e cam, lyn n dy todae.
planned to go k lunch de.
but didnt noe dat kbox is earning big bucks even on weekdaes la.
k lunch places was full.
so had no choice but to cancel out kbox.

went buffet eating at international buffet instead.
quite alot of food dere.
but not all were yummylicious la.

i lyk e steam egg.
i lyk e choc cake.
i lyk e choc fondue w marshmallow.
i lyk e wedges.
i lyk e fried prawn.
i lyk e calamasi drink.

eat until bloated la.
paid $34.50 for it.
most expensive food dat i ever eat la.
but its e company dat matter.
at least i enjoyed myself.


serving num 1.


serving num 2.


colourful drinks.


nice nice deserts.


fried stuffs.


see n drool. *_*


amazing huh? i've got magic. hahas. melted choc dat harden.

walked ard marina square.
den head to bugis.
actuali shopping can b quite tiring.
esp whn i've been close at home studying for so many daes.
hahas!

bought a ear ring n a dress.
tho i dunno whn i wil get to wear dat dress la.
did hesitate to buy it.
but lyn sae nice jus buy wil haf chance to wear de.
lols!
so i jus buy la.

den home sweet home.
dead beat.
but hafing to noe dat my com is working again.
im alive again.
((:

aww.
getting a present for a $5 buget is so diff.
any suggestions?
hmm.

dats wad i've been doing since e com haf been down fer e past few daes.


merry go round.


ferris wheel.

pics taken at during class outing.


me me. ((:


playground. hehes.


poly is filled w life w dem ard.


e mighty 4.


home sweet home.