12.13.2006
i wasted 2 whole days doing nth but staring at e com.i didnt manage to watch tv whn im alone at home cos i didnt noe how to switch on e tv w dat toopid remote control. *ya. luff at me. but i reali didnt noe how to. >.<*
i didnt manage to get any assignments done except dat i dl-ed e assignment cover page n fill it in w my name n student num n get it saved.
instead i did stuffs lyk folding clothes n painting my nails.
everyone's exam cuming to an end.
but yet attachment haf to start for me.
soon.
n i mean real soon.
im looking forward to attachment.
but at e same tym dreading it cos knowing dat others wil b enjoying but not me doesnt feel good.
its not e same anymore.
perhaphs everything great haf to end somehow.
mayb rite from e start we neva really understand each other at all.
it was all jus a on e surface kind of thing.
we all said it n believe it dat way.
but it was neva dat way.
now i noe it all.
im on e verge of losing a dearly frendship dat i neva wuld wan to.
but can anything help?
at tis point of tym, i doubt so.
yes i regret.
totally.