1.23.2007
aft project todae, many things came to my mind.i dunno y i felt dat way.
mayb i shldnt haf.
but i jus cant help it.
i cant help but think dat out project is darn lousy.
not dat e slides dat we did is lousy.
but we r somehow so lack of preparation.
n none seems to care.
main motive of everyone is to jus get e project done n get done w it.
but is tis wad it shld b?
i dunno.
hais.
seeing how other grps presented.
simply jus w every detail of their slides rite dere in their mind.
knowing their info jus rite unlike us.
i felt ashamed.
seeing how ms sabrina somehow got dat disappointed look in her.
i felt diasappointed in myself.
i know we can do better.
we jus aint putting in e effort.
we r plainly jus focusing on e wrong things in life.
we r jus too heck care bout certain things.
to e extend whn ppl can totally don care n did nth regarding e project.
im not trying to pin point anybody.
im putting things as a whole.
even to myself.
i noe i havent been working how i shld.
don tel me im too stressed up.
cos i believe im not.
i jus aint doing things dat i can n shld.
all those r within my limits.
but aint performed out.
come to think of it.
i don even noe e simpliest slightest things.
i jus don haf e genereal knowledge.
n i wonder y.
n dat wad makes me lose out.
i bet lecturers see us as one playful lot.
not knowing wad we r doing.
n getting nowhere in life.
talking in class.
crapping.
talk big.
words but no actions.
skipping lectures.
all tis r probably wad we r known off.
perhaphs not dat bad.
mayb we can b named e best of e worst huh.
BEST OF THE WORST.
how great.
ok.
mayb not we.
mayb i.