3.19.2007
crying n celebration of bdae doesnt match.crying n fully packed train doesnt match.
crying n outside shopping mall doesnt match.
crying n bus journey doesnt match.
finally crying n home matches.
i tried all hard to fight back tears.
but in e end i stil teared.
im so damn sad.
super duper ultra sad.
somebody pls kill me for my stupidity + carelessness.
somebody pls wake me up.
somebody pls tel me wad to do.
somebody pls save me.
i seriously don wanna lose dat thing dat i might me losing right now.
i hate tis feeling to e core.
i don wan to noe e outcome.
i really don.
pls take anything u wan.
but not my future.
not my education future.
not my hard saved assets dat i have.
anything but dat.
not even millions amt of chocs can cheer me up.
not even encouraging words can do some help.
not even comforting things make a change.
im so helpless.
seriously helpless.
sob. =(
Labels: sadness