3.21.2007
im here to declare BIG BIG dat i don lyk IMH posting.1. IMH is damn freaking far. luckily daddy is fetching me to work for morn shift n bacn home on nite shift. it makes alot of diff n i really appreciate. (: cos journey is close to 2 hrs n it really kills. bus to hougang mrt. NEL train to outram. east west train to boon lay. n finally bus back home.
2. cos of tis posting im lacking of my beauty sleep n i cant take it anymore. i barely sleep everyday. n morn shift n afternoon shift lyk doesnt make any diff tho afternoon shift starts at 1pm cos travelling tym took up a huge part.
3. e food at IMH sux big tym. all e food dere cant make it. i dunno how e staff dere survive working w/o nice food at least for motivation to work. n dey close at lyk 4pm. so whn its afternoon shift dere wun b food. damn sad.
4. ppl over at e ward r scary. esp on e 1st day. im posted to male ward. n dey jus come crowding ard us. n pointing at whose pretty n asking for names. n dey approach u n tok non stop.
5. i have patients asking me for num n wanting to b my fren. n to think dat im alone in a rm doing some test w him. it really scare e hell out of me. not oni dat dere's 1 who kip 'following' me n talking to me. frens told me to hide n he really jus walk over n walk away. but whn im dere, he wil cum over n tok to me.
6. e CF taking us is expecting dat we know every single thing n wan ans dats only in her mind. the ans dat r in her mind r e correct ones. n i think dat she thinks she's very pro in everything. she nags damn lot. n i really don lyk it. n i don see y i nid to oni b a psychology student to help e psychologist. n dat nursing students haf to do nursing stuffs n stay away frm psychology stuffs cos its not within e job scope. lyk wadeva.
7. e appearance of IMH looks damn nice. as if lyk a resort. but inside, the wards r quite i dunno how i shld describe it. but definately not wad i expected. its stuffy n everywhere is locked. if anything happens, i think i wil die dere.
8. dere's no ngee ann lecturers over dere for us. n i felt so uneasy. i noe its tym to b independent. but its a new environment. n i feel so noob over dere dat i wanna hide myself at times.
9. i feel uncomfortable w all e starings frm e ppl dere. its not a good feeling. it makes me haf more phobias towards IMH, seriously.
10. i really really don lyk tis posting. i think i wil die if i haf to stay dere any longer. i cant wait for KK posting to come. n i really cant wait to count down. its lyk 7 more days. hurry!!
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