3.28.2007
we were walking back frm e forensic ward jus now n my phone rang.papa called n said he's waiting for me at e lobby.
n u noe wad.
i felt so XING FU.
papa mention in e morn dat if he by pass IMH, he wil cum over to fetch me.
but i neva expected him to really come.
i mean he needs to work u see.
n he fetch me home n went out to work again.
its lyk a surprise n something frm e heart kind of thing to me.
imagine.
aft a whole day of work.
someone dear to u is here to fetch u.
e feeling is superb.
seriously, nth beats e love frm ur own parents.
i reach home at lyk b4 4pm whn i end work at 3plus.
if i were to go home myself im probably stil stuck somewhere in e mrt.
n black clouds r starting to form in e sky.
so u can see how one such small action makes e other feel so different.
a fren of mine mention dat his parents neva fetch him to n frm sch since he was in kindergarden.
its really sad la.
i can empathize w him.
but sometimes many things aint within our control.
however i believe dat nth beats e love frm ur parents.
dey r e ones who wil b dere for u in all times of need.
lyk jus now in e forensic ward.
e ward staff mention dat e patient stayed dere for more than 7 yrs alr.
starting, his wife came to visit him every visiting days avaliable.
but aft 7 yrs, she stopped.
n she found her own life outside.
away frm him.
but his mum stil comes regularly to see him despite e mistake dat he has made in life.
she's stil oways dere for him.
some parents haf diff approach.
dey love u in a diff manner.
sometimes we jus fail to see it.
don realise it too late for life is short.
for some, mayb its really a fact dat u will neva get to experience tis kind of situation.
but take things easy.
i mean not all things goes e way we wan dem to isnt it.
take things as it is n move on.
mayb whn nxt tym u haf a family urself.
gif dem e best.
gif dem wad u failed to receive frm ur parents.
let ur child b appreciate of u in e future.
it doesnt mean dat ur parents don provide u w such love, den u cant provide ur child dat love.
in fact, go e extra mile.
make dem feel fortunate.
its easy saying yet so hard to accomplish.
but nth is impossible.
haf a goal n work towards it.
now, i really feel great to b in a complete n happy family.
n im happy. (:
cherish everything ard u.
don come to regret.
its jus my personal views la.
tho somehow it may not make sense to some.
or at point of tym i myself oso dunno wad im saying.
but stil. yep. =D
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