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blading for 2 hrs was woah~
very tiring but i feel healthy.
really sweat it all out.

my dog oso went.
but i wasnt e wan looking aft him la.
poor guys.
haha.
thnks for all e hard work huh.

supper aft blading make me feel so sinful la.
its lyk midnight whn we eat lo.
gosh!
fattening man.

send dog back home at lyk 230am.
n we wanted to movie aft dat.
but i've alr watch fracture.
i've alr watch 200pound beauty.
so went pool instead.

it was raining lyk mad la.
e lightening was freaking frightening.
e rain was heavy.
e wind was fringing cold.

went home aft pool at lyk 630am.
its so nice to haf car lo.
2 car somemore.
able to accomodate all of us.
don even haf to waste transport $.
plus its so convenient even if it rains.

i enjoyed myself. (:

abit brief huh.
but i jus feel lyk blogging.
cos i've got nth to do la.
its sch again tml.
shrugs!

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woke up looking at those drops of rain falling.
stared at it for sometime.
n for some reason, i really don feel lyk going to sch.

whn i was cutting e tag off my new shirt.
i heard a snap sound.
n i feel pain.
damn.
its my finger.
bleeding.

so i continued staring.
went into my parents rm looking at dem sleeping.
hesitating if i wanna wake daddy up to fetch me to sch.
decided not to n to let him sleep longer.
n i continued staring at e rain again.
i walk thru n fro lyk almost 5 times?

finally i began to snooze off on bed.
until my parents came in one by one.
amazed by me being stil at home.

went down to ghim moh for breakfast w parents.
n daddy send me to sch. (:
i love sleeping on rainy days.

lesson was great today.
i seriously paid full attention.
e feeling was fabalous.
n last 2 periods of NSL was great too.

dr murray is really a nice gentlemen.
n he actaully noes dat i didnt attent his tutorial in e morn. =X
i will attend all his lesson in future. =D

happily eneded class n was so looking forward to meeting FD over at bugis.
upon crossing e overhead brige to e bus stop, culdnt find my ex link card.
search for $ but had oni 65cents w me.
plus im ALONE.

luckily met charmane at e bus stop.
n she was kind enuff to lend $1 to me.
so dat i culd at least take a bus.
thank god i got my ATM card w me or else im gonna live on e streets.

got up dat ultraly packed bus n head over to clementi.
queued dat superly long queue jus to press $ for my transport.
to noe dat e machine was oni left w $50 n not $20 wasnt good at all.
went over to e control station to break e $50 into smaller change.
headed to e machine to get my card.
staring at e $10 coming in n out of e machine time n again.
oni to realise dat e machine doesnt accepts $10.
went back to break e $10 into even smaller change.
finally got my single trip card n off to bugis i went.

i seriously dunno how i look at dat point of tym.
i bet i didnt look good.
but doesnt matter la.
so went over to bugis to mit sk n jeanie.
he passed dao sa pia, lollipop, keychain n a letter to me.

its FD's day.
went siam's kitchen for dinner.
e food dere was so-so only.
i seriously prefer thai express.

something funny.
nerd was lyk taking e menu n ask e waiter to come over.
den she said GIVE ME A FIVE.
wad u guys interpreted from dat sentence in caps?
haha.
i bet u cant imagine she was asking for e num 5 dish in e menu.
instead of asking the waiter to give her a ^5 kind of thing u noe.
n we were luffing our ass off.

having filled our stomach its shopping time!
nerd bought a dress n a pair of shoes.
xin bought a pair of shoes.
min bought a nike water bottle.
i bought 3 packs of cotton wools.
LOLs.

home sweet home whn all e shop closes.
taking pics over at e platform of boon lay control station is over fav pastime.
haha.

FENG DIAN.
lyk xin said whn we were departing home.
tho bought very little things.
but at least time spend tgt were happy ones.

yeap.
tho i didnt buy wad i wanted.
didnt shop enuff cos e shop all closes b4 we even shop.
but i love e companies frm u all.

even tho its jus a short 5hrs of tym spend tgt.
i had fun frm deep inside me.
its those quality time dat we spend tgt.
its not lyk those who mit everyday lazing ard w no quality time spend.

even tho i didnt had my ez link card w me.
i had to go all out to reach bugis to mit up w u guys.
i can simply jus sae we can mit up some other days.
but i didnt.
for u gurls made me smile. (:

THANKS.

squeezing side by side to b in e pic.

say cheese!

FD *loves*

i tried so hard to figure how to do tis pose. haha.

YAY ! =D

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it doesnt matter cos im not part of it.
n for now,
i don gif a damn.
for i haf me, myself n i. (:
n dats enuff.

i.n.v.i.s.i.b.l.e

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sometimes i really wonder wad i meant to others.
its said lidat from e mouth.
but heh.
action shows alrite.
wads f.r.i.e.n.d.s anw?

im too tired to even bother bout it alr.
it happen way too many tyms.
til it doesnt matter to me animore.

im nervous.
im scared.
but im still looking 4ward.
hehs. (:

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its been long since i pen down some thoughts.
been kind of busy lately.
sch n more sch.
outing n more outings.

its alr wk 2 of sch.
but its lyk stil aint in lecture n tutorial mood.
some of e stuffs stil quite ailen to me.
n im stil slow at catching wad dr murray got to say.
but im sure its gonna b better. (:

quiz coming up.
projects coming up.
reports coming up.
oh hell.

movie-ing quite often recently.
meeting up w FD was great.
out w suting was fabalous.
im learning how to enjoy my last yr of student life.

no matter how alone u r.
u wun b left alone.
for im here, lyk oways. (:

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its alr day 2 of sch.
well.
somehow i feel so old being a yr 3 student.
its lyk heh.
wasnt i yr 1 sometime back?

many stuffs r slowly cuming in.
n i guess its gonna b tough.
but stil shldnt b a prob la. (:
jiayous all yr 3.
enjoy e last phase of poly life to e fullest b4 stepping out into e working society.

so im suppose to say smth bout dr tim murray.
cos lyn believe dat i wil blog smth bout him.
so yeap.
he's our new NSL lecturer.
an american married to a singaporean.
ok dats not e zhong dian la.

zhong dian is he's an american.
n so veron doesnt really understands amg mo's ppl eng.
meaning i had to pay extra attention during his class jus to catch wad he says.
or else i wil b totally lost.
but no doubt he's 1 mr oh-so-very-nice-man.
very thoughtful n everything.

cool huh? is bu xiao xing take dao lidat de eh. haha.

me n cam.

e gers. =D

anw e weekend b4 sch starts was fabalous.
met up w yumin, xin, nerd n ducky on sat noon.
we headed over to city hall n slack for some tym b4 going in to new york new york.
e food dere is WAH.
super big share esp mine.
super bloated aft eating la.

my super BIG ribs.

ducky de jiggy piggy.

nerd de half chicken.

xin de spag w fish.

xin n nerd.

we head down over to harbour front centre to take e cable car.
initially i was quite scare.
e cable car was actaully moving quite fast.
looking frm inside e cable car e scenary was weets~.
we were really enjoying ourself until we reluctantly drag ourselves out of e cable car.
cos 1 round of ride was over.
which was lyk ard 25mins.

dere's sky dinning in e cable car oso.
i think its pretty romantic to dine dere eh.
but its kinda expensive as well.

aft e cable car ride we head over to vivo to take e train over in to sentosa.
its my 2nd tym taking e train.
took lots of pics n did lots of toking inside sentosa.
n had a far view of e song of e sea - e new musical fountain.
now haf to pay lyk $6 to enter whn its free perviously.
spore really noe how to make $ ehs.
haha.


i wan to take e flower wan lo. den she ownself cum in. haha.

grp pic.

FD eva. =D

mummy was at vivo at dat point of tym.
so met up w her awhile tgt w e gers.
n cam, bren n milton came over as well.

e gers went home n i continue my weekends w cam, bren n milton.
we headed over to habour front centre for mac.
n had our mid night movie at vivo.
watched sunshine.
e whole show was so glaring la.

we finished at lyk 2 plus am.
cab down to sentosa.
took pics n walk ard b4 headed to e sheltered place to play snake n ladder.
was obviously bored aft some tym.
so we chit chatted n wanted to catch some slp ard lyk 5am.
but whn i was bout to fall aslp i feel itchy all over.

e southernmost point of asia continent.

e 4 NOOBS. haha.

nice one.

we end up not sleeping n went over to 7-11 to sit.
den we went over taking pics w all e satues.
haha.

e bo gei wan.

my BF. hoho.

n tada to e beach.
deep into e cooling n my 1st tym seeing so clear sea water.
played frisby for quite sometym den fall aslp under e hot sun.

jon joined us aft dat w volleyball.
played n enjoyed overselves in e sea.
we dine in e sea lo.
creative huh.
haha.
we put e frisby in e water w our tibits on top of it.
was super hungry n e food r so yummy.

monkey swing.

im falling alr la. =/

e 8 legged freak.

kel, vren, cam, me, milty.

finally a grp pic.

car.



went to bath b4 kelvin joined us.
den we went to play e luge thingy.
going up n going down by e go cart.
going up was a little scary lyk e cable car.

den we went for subway.
my 1st tym ordering.
was lyk so NOOB la.
don even noe how to order.
n its lyk super bo hua.
cos my bread was super plain.
not much content in it.

very 1st sub way meal.

sub way eat fresh.

aft which we head down.
going down was woah!
i was e 1st to set off.
but e last to reach.
cos i don dare to go fast during turns.
haha.

aft too much of walking ard sentosa.
was damn tired.
so went back to vivo to walk again.
i didnt noe ware i found so much energy la.
n i reached home oni at 8plus pm.

very tiring weekend.
n a very high expense weekend.
im so broke now.
but yet it was a very fun n enjoyable one. (:

hope sch wil b good.
n e weather is freaking hot.
plus e sun burnt dat im having.
all its hell man.

drink lots of water ppl. =D

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was browsing thru mel a moment ago.
yr 3 stuffs r all up alr.
n i nearly culdnt catch my breath aft reading it.
okays.
abit exagerrating i noe.
BUT.

despite e tym table showing dat dere's oni 1hr of lesson every wed.
dere's research project every wed.
much more its lyk 5 hrs str kind of thing.
n research project consist of THREE days per week.
each tym it last for at least 4 hrs.

i was so excited bout dat oni 1 hr lesson every wed initially.
dere's alr planning going on.
as in wad to do aft dat 1 hr lesson.
but ba-boom !
all gone.
gone.

other courses oni haf FYP or attachments.
but we haf both.
r nurses supermans n superwomans?

research project is to b completed over a period of 2 mths.
n its such a far target.
who e hell noe wads research all bout?
i hate research big tym !

1 look at all those NSL skills makes me stress.
operating theatre.
emergency.
injection of analgesia.
its hell.

i dunno how im going to survive my yr 3.
n i was jus thinking b4 i log into mel.
its my last yr of student life.
no matter wad oso mus enjoy n play to e max.
but looking at all tis.
all e bloody hell workload dats piling b4 sch even start.
i can 4get bout every single bit of it.

sighssss. ):
shitty yr 3 ahead.

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shld a woman stay all so independent n not depend a single bit on guy? as in dere's oways stil a gap of independence in between.

or

shld a woman rely on e guy for security n love? n go all out to love e man of ur life?

was in e nursery today n had a nice chat during our free tym on BGR w e gers.
stella kind of lyk enlighten me abit.
but yet stil sets me thinking.

1. i wuldnt sae dat love is not everything. i mean to me BGR love is not everything. but love is everything. love = frm frens, frm families n mayb even frm ppl whom u dunno. n love is a wonderful thing. w/o love i bet u cant even move on in life. cos i think love is very powerful. =)

2. i agree dat we gers shld not depend so much on guys. as in not total dependence. many things is unpredictable. ppl change w/o u noeing. early days of marriage can b all so lovely n happy w e guy giving in to e ger in almost everything. but in tym to cum, u neva noe wad its gonna b lyk.

3. upon seeing how r/s works out for some. those lovey doovey couples. cant help but envy deep down inside. its lyk talking bout not being independent on guys b4 tis. but now dat u imagine e scene of dat beautiful couple, doesnt it makes u wan to jus let go of everything n love for all u wan n b so deeply in love w ur their half?

i wuld say dat it shldnt b a total non-dependence thing.
woman r born to b at least a bit dependent on others isnt it?
mayb even men shld b.
n i believe dat a little dependence is smth good.
we r humans.
we aint any 4eva strong person.

however don b overly indpendent on others.
its impt to oways b prepared on rainy days dat u might b dump aside one day.
i mean u neva noe right?

many things don go as plan.
n so wad if its all so well planned.
it doesnt mean its gonna take place.
u cant predict e future can u?

for now,
jus hold on to wad u haf.
cherish everything n b happy for now.
start everyday afresh. (:
h-a-p-p-i-n-e-s-s is e key.

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its obstetric posting tis week.
meaning dere's antenatal cases, postnatal cases n new born babies !
today's my 1st day dere n im alr very amazed.
u noe e mother n e baby thingy.

dere's nth much to do in e ward except whn we r posted into e nursery.
but wad i lyk is whn i get a chance to tok to those patients.
hearing their experience of giving birth.
its very very terrible yet amazing.

firstly, u nid to go thru e i-personally-don-have-a-very-gud-impression sex process.
n den u wil get a big ballon slowly inflated up right in front of u for 9mths.
blocking ur every way n increasing ur weight by hell lots.
making u look fat in every single way.

in e process of e balloon being inflated up.
u haf to mayb go thru sleepless nights.
increase urge to got to e toilet - might turn out to b ur 2nd bed in e middle of e night.
feeling all so nausea.

whn e balloon is finally ready to b deflated, hell lots of pain comes in.
dat tiny little vagina hole.
having to spread at least 10cm.
n if u don haf e ability to do so, scissors wil come in n do all those cutting.
going thru e worst pain dat anyone can go thru.
screaming at e top of ur voice.
squeezing anything dat u can get to ease dat amt of pain.
den stitching up dat cut.

its only by den e ballon right in front of u is deflated.
e 9mths of bulky thing in front of u turn out into a cute little baby.
plus e u neva noe whn isit going to stop kind of bleeding.

aww.
painful isnt it?
upon hearing e process n looking at e stitch right dere.
it alr makes me don wan to gif birth.
but yet cant help thinking giving birth is e most wonderful thing in life.

normal delivery - u really get to experience wad giving birth is lyk. but e amt of pain is hell lot torturous. however, dats wad delivery is supposed to b lyk isnt it.

cesarean delivery - no pain except e wound pain frm e cut. but u cant get to experience wad all mother goes thru. u wun get to feel of ur baby coming out right frm u. its jus a hand going into ur tummy n taking e baby out.

so wads ur choice?

delivering a baby is a very super duper amazing thing. now u see e weida-ness of a mother. giving birth to us n yet to haf to b qi by us. its not easy being a mother, really. n no amt of love can b compared w a mother's love. b thankful to all mothers alrite. (:

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The Five Love Languages

My primary love language is probably
Words of Affirmation
with a secondary love language being
Quality Time.

Complete set of results

Words of Affirmation:		9
Quality Time:		8
Acts of Service:		5
Receiving Gifts:		5
Physical Touch:		3

Information

Unhappiness in relationships, according to Dr. Gary Chapman, is often due to the fact that we speak different love languages. Sometimes we don't understand our partner's requirements, or even our own. We all have a "love tank" that needs to be filled in order for us to express love to others, but there are different means by which our tank can be filled, and there are different ways that we can express love to others.

Take the quiz

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randoms

1. it seems lyk short hair is in e trend right now eh.

2. i love home cook food.

3. i cant wait to go into e nursery n look at all those cute little babies nxt week !

4. i wan weekends to faster come so dat i can go sentosa. =D

5. life's seriously bored.

6. i wan shopping la !

7. i don wan sch to reopen, i wan more hols !

8. i don wan to b a yr 3 student dat fast la. BOOS !

9. im stil not going to put gel even if marks haf to b minus frm my CA score.

10. i feel FAT la. =(

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KKH posting was great.
at least no matter how tough things get, dere's stil nice food over here.
tho i sure i'll grow fat working in KKH.
haha.

its paying class ward.
no nth much to do.
n its damn cold in dere.
luckily e staffs dere r generally good. (:

AGV machine over at KKH is super cute la.
i feel so noob looking at it n tot it was a machine cleaning e floor.
LOLs.
its super high tech n it makes me feel dat NUH is so lousy.

old kind of thermometer over at NUH.
tympanic thermomether over at lyk almost every hospitals.
human pushing trolleys over at NUH.
AGV machine over at KKH n TTSH.
1 kopitiam n 1 staff canteen over at NUH.
many many food stores n shops over at KKH.
no shuttle bus allowed for staff at NUH.
shuttle bus allowed at KKH.

n e list goes on.
oh damn.
im regretting.
but at least NUH's uniform is smth dat i can b proud of huh. =P

anw.
sun was day out w e NOOB gang.
watched mr bean over at cathay.
super duper lame show la.
n mr bean is suay until cannot.

den we headead down to vivo for hagen dazz ice cream.
fondue n sunrise.
milton's treat. =D
staff 35% off.
thnx eh.

n so we took e new train frm vivo all e way into sentosa.
sweat lyk crazy over dere frm taking all those pics.
n rush lyk mad to catch e last train home.

me, yew ming n milton w heavenly ice creams!

me n cam sitting on e moo moo!

us again! =D

vivo to sentosa train.

me n brendan mui mui.

i love tis pic eh.

our night life.

point left right centre up. LOLs.

caught e train!

sometimes tho u might not b in a gud mood.
joining ur frens n having some fun really can bring up e mood alot.
so neva hesitate to go out n haf fun.
i mean whn working life starts wanna haf fun oso cannot le lo.
so yeap.
im loving my life.

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