4.09.2007
its obstetric posting tis week.meaning dere's antenatal cases, postnatal cases n new born babies !
today's my 1st day dere n im alr very amazed.
u noe e mother n e baby thingy.
dere's nth much to do in e ward except whn we r posted into e nursery.
but wad i lyk is whn i get a chance to tok to those patients.
hearing their experience of giving birth.
its very very terrible yet amazing.
firstly, u nid to go thru e i-personally-don-have-a-very-gud-impression sex process.
n den u wil get a big ballon slowly inflated up right in front of u for 9mths.
blocking ur every way n increasing ur weight by hell lots.
making u look fat in every single way.
in e process of e balloon being inflated up.
u haf to mayb go thru sleepless nights.
increase urge to got to e toilet - might turn out to b ur 2nd bed in e middle of e night.
feeling all so nausea.
whn e balloon is finally ready to b deflated, hell lots of pain comes in.
dat tiny little vagina hole.
having to spread at least 10cm.
n if u don haf e ability to do so, scissors wil come in n do all those cutting.
going thru e worst pain dat anyone can go thru.
screaming at e top of ur voice.
squeezing anything dat u can get to ease dat amt of pain.
den stitching up dat cut.
its only by den e ballon right in front of u is deflated.
e 9mths of bulky thing in front of u turn out into a cute little baby.
plus e u neva noe whn isit going to stop kind of bleeding.
aww.
painful isnt it?
upon hearing e process n looking at e stitch right dere.
it alr makes me don wan to gif birth.
but yet cant help thinking giving birth is e most wonderful thing in life.
normal delivery - u really get to experience wad giving birth is lyk. but e amt of pain is hell lot torturous. however, dats wad delivery is supposed to b lyk isnt it.
cesarean delivery - no pain except e wound pain frm e cut. but u cant get to experience wad all mother goes thru. u wun get to feel of ur baby coming out right frm u. its jus a hand going into ur tummy n taking e baby out.
so wads ur choice?
delivering a baby is a very super duper amazing thing. now u see e weida-ness of a mother. giving birth to us n yet to haf to b qi by us. its not easy being a mother, really. n no amt of love can b compared w a mother's love. b thankful to all mothers alrite. (:
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