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COMMON TEST.
i don lyk.
cos it means studying n more studying.

tym is lyk so packed.
so fast its common test week nxt week.
i don even haf e tym to realise it n ta-da! its here.

went papa's bear bdae party on saturday.
ppl ard me r getting older.
n it oso means im getting older.
tis sounds so not good.

i dunno wad e hell happen.
slping n waking up hafing i dunno wad u cal dat over at e back of my thighs.
redness/rashes/swelling/poison/patches/_________ wadeva u cal dat.
its not mosquito bite.
i dunno wad isit.
its been dere for e 3rd day alr n its not subsiding.
plus its darn itchy n ugly can.
i cannot wear shorts/skirt cos of dat cos i think i looks ugly.
dey come in a row w 4 patches.
sadded.

can mosquito bite turn in blister?
mine can.

headache sux big time.
e 2 sides n e place above e eyes.
oh damn.
i hate it.

im feeling very tired.
sleeping n feeling dwrosy is e best part.
i see e nid to study.
but i feel lyk sleeping whneva i come home.
tis is so sucky.

actually i duno wad im posting.
dunno wad im typing.
its so random.

i noe u care.
so do i.

Labels: randoms

tym is passing way too fast.
week by week jus float by.
n it leaves me w jus 3 mths 3 days b4 i head out for attachment.
which means i wil oni cum back whn i graduate.
its so damn fast.
i don lyk.

had our interview w formal wear today during wpd tutorial.
i think its pretty alright.
hopefully dats wad it gonna b lyk whn i step into e working force.
n its resume writing nxt week.
oh man i feel so old hafing to do all tis.

great spore sales is starting tml.
wohoos!
ppl ppl save up n tym to shop.
25may to 22 july.
shop til u drop.

DDD proj is due for checking on mon.
n we haven even touch a single bit of it.
tis is so crap.
n im so sick n tired of projects.
RAHHHHHH.

yay!!
don haf to go back NUH for proj during e hols.
n it means i haf e whole 2 weeks of hols.
yep yep.
im gonna do smth constructive n stay out lyk everyday?
its my last hols.
damn.

why. why. why.

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dere's a sudden feeling of misses of those almost perfect pri sch days.
where i spend everyday so happily.
not having a single bit of worries bout frendship and sch work.
where true frenship is during dat period of time.
where dere's no 2nd tots in sharing joy and sadness w each other.
where everything seems so beautifully planned.

human grows too much.
so much so dat i begin to hate human for i see e ugly side in dem.
innocence is no longer present whn human grows.
humans r plain freaking creatures dat i doesnt adore.

whn heading towards e atrium aft class today, i witness e fall of a poor (ke lian) guy.
e look on his face describe real pain.
even aft he got up from e fall.
i feel pain from deep inside.
i feel e pain for him.

jus me, myself and i.

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#1 - i haven been online for 3 days alr. n surspisingly i manage to live thru dat.

#2 - my room is nicely done up w e new furniture n everything.

#3 - i wil neva wan to change furniture again lar. its damn freaking tiring doing all those packing n unpacking stuffs.

#4 - its alr pass my normal koon-ing time n im stil in front of e com.

#5 - i haven search for my homework which i dunno ware i kept it.

#6 - nsg mx quiz 10% tml. not studied yet.

#7 - exams r so round e corner.

#8 - time is passing way too fast. i wan my yr 3 to slow down.

#9 - research proj is hell. too much n too tiring. n we most prob haf to go back during our pathetic 2 weeks hols.

#10 - i haven touch a single been on DDD proj whn its supposed to b check by ms sara nxt week.

#11 - i feel dat i've got very very little time.

#12 - everything's so pack n im so busy dat whn dere's free tym, lying on e bed wuld easily make me go to sleep.

#13 - tml is alr e 6th week of sch.

#14 - im stil considering if i wanna go oschool for dance nxt week since everything is lyk so cramped.

#15 - talking bout cramped. i dunno y i've been haven cramp recently whn its time of e mth. i dun usually get dat n i miss those days ware im crampless.

#16 - my room stil smells of new furniture smell. LOLs.

#17 - i jus feel lyk typing n typing so dat i don haf to get down w doing some serious stuff n head off to e bed.

#18 - i feel so aimless recently.

#19 - i feel FAT. i need to seriously do some exercise.

#20 - i shld stop b4 i go on n on.

okay. tis is soooo random. haha.

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happy mother's day!! =D

was woken up by e forever loud voice of my mum.
she pratically shook e whole buidling w her voice jus to wake us up.
n she oni stop whn all of us woke up.

so i was suppose to fold e clothes.
kor kor was suppose to sweep n mop e floor.
didi was suppose to hang e clothes.
daddy was suppose to bath e dog.
n i didnt noe wad mummy did cos i was in e room until e clothes were done folding.

everyone was comlaining dat im folding so WOLS.
cos dey r all waiting for me.
stomach growling.
damn hungry.
but dey oni noe how to sae la.
yet no one help me.
but i stil made everyone kept their own clothes aft i fold. =p

tis is how much clothing dat nid to b folded. n every sunday is clothes folding day. lols.

had brunch over at boon lay market.
walk ard.
bought flowers for grandma.
n off to turf city.
den daddy n kor kor went to fetch grandparents.

upon ariving, we went to see all e sea creatures.
many many diff type.
kor kor kip saying got 1 will suddenly splash water on me.
LOLs.

we went owen seafood restaurant for dinner.
its a 10 set course meal.
not dat bad aft all. (:
gonna post pic.
but i forgot to took 1 of e dish - mee.

e process of eating was fun.
i mean i had a good laugh over everything.
its been long since e whole family had a good laugh TOGETHER.
even grandparents were laughing their arse off.
n im loving it. (:

kor kor did alot of silly n toopid things thru out e dinner.
cant help but laugh at him lar.
but i enjoyed myself truely.
its definately laughs from deep inside.
hehe.

1. known in our family as pi gu bao. =P

shark fin soup. suckiest shark fin soup i ever had in a restaurant. lyk cambel soup lo.

drunken prawn w herbs. not bad.

scallop w dunno wad. e taste abut rare. n e way kor kor eat it its damn gross.

fish~ yummy.

kor kor open e fish's mouth so widely n e fish died in his hands.

dat disgusting fella. haha. i ask him to pose for me to take n he did. =p

e oni dish dat i didnt eat. ppl who noe me wil noe y. haha.

e chicken w e salt dat is very salty - quoted frm daddy. haha.

black pepper crab. yummylicious.

fruits!

daddy n mummy.

n=me n didi. =D

i was laughing badly n dat explains my small eyes. n i dunno wads w kor kor la. haha. n dere's his BOTAK head. looks pretty cute actually.

went giant aft dat.
den daddy send grandparents back.
n we waited over at turf city.

mummy n me went JP to order e furniture set while e guys head home.
n yes!!
i bought my furniture set alr.
n im lyk a few hundred dollars poorer la.

but i cant wait for e stuffs to come.
its gonna b a whole brand new room.
i wanna my room b nice nice.
so i shall b good n start clearing my room.
wohoo~

im a happy girl. (:

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day out w mummy.
went amk hub to find her.
den head down over to tampines ikea, courts n giant.

e ikea over dere is damn big la.
swedish meat ball n chicken wing was yummylicious as usual.
n dey use trolley dat fit in jus nicely for their trays to purchase their food dere.
so damn cute la.
i cant resist it but to take a pic of it.

empty trolley.

filled w food.

had a nice talk w mummy while eating.
tho sometimes really bth her.
but its oways nice talking to her.
cos she's dere to listen to wadeva i haf to sae.
from sch work to r/s to frens.
n i don deny i love her company. (:

all e furniture over at ikea n courts tempted me.
i wanted to change my room quite some time ago.
but didnt haf a chance to do so.
so i told mummy, if i wanna change, ask her to sponser half e price.

i wanted to haf a study table so dat i can really do my work.
cos at e moment its jus computer table.
n e com took up almost e whole table leaving no space for my studies.
plus my cupboard is too cramp for my stuffs.

n so we spotted a whole set furniture.
inclusive of bed, under bed, table dats extendable, wardrobe, n a cupboard w shelves.
not a bad one.
im considering on getting dat.

jus dat e process of packing n unpacking.
getting everything done is really a hassle.
its gonna b alot of work.
but if my brain sae yes tonight, it gonna b worth it i guess.

e UFO-look-alike thingy.

oh yes !!
kor kor alr cut botak b4 he's actually enlisted for army.
his gf called whn mummy n i was at amk hub.
she told my mum not to b shocked whn she return home ltr.
cos my bro shave his hair off over at e barber.
haha.

n whn i reached home jus now.
i culdnt stop laughing upon seeing him.
i jus feels so weird.
cos everyday i've been seeing him w hair.
much more his hair is kinda long kind.

n i culdnt resist not taking out my phone to snap a pic of his botak head.
i wun show it here la.
for privacy purpose.
tho i don think my bro knows my blog.
but it stil isnt dat nice.
so it shall b kept in my phone for my own laughing purpose.
HAHA.

Labels: family

lyn was talking bout how she knew some not so man guys in a past.
n how dey ran w their hands so not man.
for i dunno wad reason, i suddenly got so high and demonstrated how isit lyk.
n so everyone in e clique was luffing.

jus lyk how FD was talking bout flamingo.
n how i excitedly did e pose in a MRT.
MRT for god sake.
i oso dunno how i managed to do such a disgracing pose in public la.

but in a good way.
i concluded dat its cos im w ppl dat i feel totally w no obligations.
dats y i go all out to do wadeva dat comes from my mind.
not worrying bout wad e consequences is going to b lyk.
i don mind being laughed at la.
LOLs.

anw i did my homework today without being online.
so i felt so good.
i shall continue not being online whn i've got task to do.
n i feel so accomplished. (:

life's unpredictable n uncertain.

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SGH setting is so much diff frm NUH.
n im not use to it.
i stil prefer NUH mayb cos i worked dere quite some tym alr.

so weekend was spend blading n bbq-ing.
blading's FUN. =D
was bbq-ing oni for awhile den e couple fell alsp.
n e rest was playing games to clear e food.

i sat on e sand, near e sea.
talking to him til e sun came out.
it was a nice talk. =)

had breakfast somewhere near my place b4 dey send me home.
wasnt feeling very well.
pain in e head n tummy.
nausea upon eating.
blocked nose.
sucky.
but i managed to live thru aft popping paracetamol. =P

i seriously hate monday.
e bus stop is oways superly packed.
u got to wait for a few buses b4 being able to squeeze up onto e bus.
its lesson lesson n more lesson.
n not forgetting 4 hrs of practical kills.
a long long day n whn its finally time for home, nid to squeeze again.
for its dissmisal from work time.
again, superly packed.

its more n more sch work.
more n more worksheets.
more n more projects.
n i more n more don feel lyk graduating.
damn it.

tml's gonna b another long day.
tutorial in e morn w quiz.
travel down to NUH for research project.
back to sch for SPSS talk.
luckily e disussion of research article was cancelled for e day.

its not a no but no yet a yes.

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its a day full of tots bout the my future.
was talking bout being a nurse w e cliques in e morn n during break.
n many tots came in.

suddenly everyone lyk don wanna b a nurse whn dey graduate.
no doubt nursing is a course dats damn diff to study la.
whn everyone was talking bout wad dey wanna b besides nursing, i felt e same way.
as in i oso feel lyk going into other profession rather than nursing.
somehow feel dat im not cut for nursing.

but lyk i haf a chioce.
im BONDED.
yes freaking bonding.
at dat point of tym i alr felt kind of discouraged.

attended WPD lecture conducted by thomas.
he talked to us bout our future.
i was lyk wah not again.
i had enuff.

n we r suppose to seriously think bout of future.
not oni in career wise but in every aspect of our lifes.
we aint young anymore.
very soon we wil b stepping into e workinf society.
facing inevitable problems dat wil surface.
i really dunno wad my future gonna b lyk.

its not dat i dislike nursing or wadsoever.
jus dat mayb i don think im up to it.
but den again.
im bonded n i don haf a choice so y not jus make use of wad i haf on hand.
n jus make smth gud happen out of wad i haf.

same goes for r/s.
at tis age, at tis phrase of life.
its not bout having a boyf dat simple.
its bout wad e future holds.
do u guys haf a future tgt?
if yes, gud for u.
if no, wad for hold on?

im going to give serious tots bout my future.
career can simply means lots of sacrifies.
but wad goes ard comes ard.
its my life, i make the choice.

ps: talking bout hafing great future n im alr skipping lesson. oh god damn it. lols.

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i don lyk e fast passing tym dat im experiencing now.
its lyk wk 3 of sch alr.
n yet nth's achieved.
so fast moving dat im starting to feel stress over many things.

seriously our group work is oways very sloppy compared to others.
we play but yet don produce good work.
damn sad can.

anw today's e 1st day over at NUH.
research project.
imagine us nurses go into e MRO looking at at least 5 4-room flat big area of case notes.
finding one by one.
n we're supposed to complete 2000 of it.

i dunno how long we can take it la.
its easy job whn u get e feel of it but nevertheless damn tiring.
i even foresee myself hafing a nightmare on how all e case notes will fall rite on top of me.
eeeekkkkkssss.
n dere's lyk a few more mths to go.

life really is unforseeable.
accidents here n dere.
its oni den dat u noe how precious ppl ard u r.
we r oways too busy to count our blessing.

for a moment, i feel dat im going out too much.
i barely even spend tym at home la.
tho dere's lyk no ppl at home even if i do.
but somehow i stil wan to b at home eh.

i stil got alot to sae.
but suddenly i don feel lyk typing anymore.
feel lyk jus pressing dat cross over at dat rite hand corner.
but feel so wasted cos its lyk alr half way thru.
so im jus posting it lidat.

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