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its gonna b real amazing if i happen to survive tis week w all e proj properly done.
w/o all those emo-ing.
life's blood hell too short.
i nid more time seriously. :(

pract exam is next week.
n im so not prepared for it.
but its not as if i've got a choice.

learn to pioritize.

Labels: stress

i was stuck in e train whn i head to sch yest.
upon reaching clementi, i got out of my seat n stood at e door waiting to go out.
but e train stopped halfway into e platform n halfway out of it.
moments ltr dere's an accident, pls stay calm.
at dat point of tym i felt nth.
n so i waited, e same annoucement was made.
den we were ask to move to e front of e train to get out.

dat walk out of e train seems so long.
looking out from e train, e crowd starts to grow.
ppl kept looking down e track.
i start to panic a little.
n came to a conclusion dat someone might haf jump train.

i went to kpo oso whn i was out of e train.
police, ambulance, SCDF ppl started to rush in.
we were asked to leave e platform.
i make my way down towards e bus stop.
stood at e staircase dere.
ultra clear view of e whole scene tho its a little far.

ppl coming in n out of e track.
e movements were fast.
soon, i saw a body being carried out from e track.
cloth covered over e body.
tho it wasnt a near view, but i tot those train-run-over marks were pretty obvious.

i was waiting for e news to report on e case.
its a 70 y.o lady.
im not very clear bout it cos papa said e news put 40+ y.o lady yest.
but aniwae 2 hrs + ltr upon admission to e hospital, e victim pass away.

i dunno wads running in those wanting to commit suicide victims.
how in e world wil dey haf e courage to jump down e track.
its scary.
really scary.

aniway, yest was racial harmony celebration in sch.
i felt so lyk sec sch.
in sec seh ppl often r not for e idea of wearing custome.
but we, e poly students r lyk so enthu bout it.
esp my class - 100% wearing traditional custome.
i culdnt believe dat we r so united man.

those pics was woah~
i bet its gonna to bring memories yrs down e road.
n i love those pics. (:

YR 3 PO6 full strength - 100% racial harmony costume.

e look fo tgt-ness. (:

went manicure n pedicure w mummy today.
shopping was in as well, b4 e GSS end u noe.
haha.
but its lyk nth much to buy nowadays.
its either too expensive n not worth e price.
or it isnt my type of clothes.
i think my waredrobe is gonna suffer w pathetic clothings.

dere's stil pretty lots of projects to be done.
n exams r so round e corner.
which means attachment is as well.
big big SIANS.
sighs.

prom night is going to b $105.
its really expensive.
but im stil going i guess.
cos aft all its a one-tym graduation thing.
much more we r e pioneer batch of e course.
n it wil a pity to miss out all e fun.
so yea.
its gonna b a whole in e pocket all of a sudden.

Labels: accident, racial harmony

b4 i can complain bout e glaring sun.
it started to rain n i started to feel cold today.
things can b kinda sensitive.
lyk whn u complain bout how sunny it is, it started to rain.
whn u were saying how u think dat couple wil last, dey actually break days ltr.
so mayb sometimes we shld jus shuddup huh.

i've got idiotic bro lar.
everytime he's being scolded regarding e usage of com.
he wil angrily shut down his com tgt w e internet connection.
regardless of whether im using it anot.
how inconsiderate.

projects are stil making my life sux.
but i guess e handling part is pretty ok.
at least not so much of a last min work tis tym round.

FD.
we havent been meeting up.
n i miss those times.
whn's ur exam?
lets book a date b4 me n min goes out for attachment alrights.
get back to me.

ms ng su ting adna.
if u r seeing my blog.
ur stuffs r stil at my place.
n u r suppose to mit up w me okays!
haha.

yest night was a tough one.
but stil i manage to get thru w his comfort n perserverance.
i admit i've got a very fragile heart.
simple things, little words can hurt me damn lots.
spare a little tot for my fragile little heart alrites.
i love you stil. (:

Labels: updates

PROJECTS ARE HELL.
I'VE GOT SO MANY ON HAND DAT I FEEL LYK DYING. ):
N I HATE DRUGS RELATED MODULES TOTALLY.

Labels: projects

FD gathering pics!

world of POOHs.

FD !

e homely meal made by us.

brocoli w tofu.

potato w soya sauce.

steamed minced meat w salted egg.

shrimp soup.

in e process of cooking.

our aeroplane.

enjoying.

class pics !

haha. i dunno wad we r doing lar.

hehs. i love.

taken quite some time back.

amazing race pics!













i wanted to say tis in my previous entry but 4gotten to do so.
ishi left us some days back.
i saw ppl holding e papers in e train n i was saying wah, superband wan leh.
w/o realising dat he's someone who've stand less than 1m away from me b4.
its oni whn i read geok boon's blog den i noe.
he's my dance instrutor at studio wu.
pretty shocked n upset whn i knew bout it.

everything can b sloved.
committing suicide is neva a way.
but sad to say, alot of ppl turn to dat option.
rest in peace, ishi.

im working on e DDD project.
n i feel lyk dying man.
dere's so much to do n i seriously now nuts bout DDD.
esp whn i haf a hatred for drug related modules.
i wil neva understand y i neva seems to do well for drug modules.
mayb its pure suayness or it might b pure dumbness.

i don lyk it whn ppl sae dey wil do certain things but end up not doing.
i don lyk it whn ppl r enjoying n im here doing e stuffs alone.
mind you, im not jealous n neither do i haf no life.
jus dat prob those who r enjoying don haf enuff sense of responsibility n urgency.
i don lyk last min work.
i don lyk it whn i've done my stuffs n stil haf to go thru e last min stuffs tgt.

i wun say i've contributed alot.
i wun say i've done 100% on my part.
but at least i noe i made e effort to try.
spend time doing n figuring things out tho i noe nuts bout wadeva dat im doing.

somehow i feel alone in everything i do in sch.
its alr e last 51 days of staying in sch dat i felt tis way.
i dunno if e prob lies w me - thinking wee too much n being too sensitive.
or isit ppl ard me.
wadeva it is, its e last precious 51 days n im gonna live it happily. (:
cos i noe i sure wil miss sch life.

brunch was steamed potatos w margirin n salt.
all time favourites! (:

attending a concert cum sec sch gathering ltr.
heard dat not much ppl r going due to personal reasons or work.
quite disappointed actually.
cos its been long since we meet up n i tot it wuld b a gud chance for us to get close.
but heh.
stil hope e concert is gud n those who went wil enjoy ourselves.

i love bear hugs! =D

Labels: pictures

i've been feeling so lazy to blog nowadays.
everytime i logged in.
i wil pause for a moment n den i wil end up not blogging.
tho stil feel lazy to blog, but somehow i see e nid to.
so ta da ~

yest FD came over to my place.
jogging in e morn was cancelled cos nerd said she felt dat its gonna rain.
in a state of stil lazing in bed, all of us agreed w her.
end up oso neva rain.
haha!

we went marketing at prime market 1st b4 heading to my place.
we started playing uno w my newly pooh cards.
aft a few rounds, we played giant areoplane chess.
it may b jus board games n card games.
but i enjoyed e tym spend tgt. (:
wanted to play mahjong initially but i culdnt find it w nobody's help.
FD, next gathering to my place we shall MAHJONG!!

den we started cooking.
for lyk i think 1 hr plus.
cooking w frens n eating tgt.
so homely.
im loving it ~

steamed minced meat w salted egg.
potato w soya sauce.
brocoli w egg tofu.
shrimp soup.
dats our menu. =D

aft eating we cleared e place.
wash up those dishes.
cleaned e walls.
wash e kitchen.
tho all tis r hsehold chores.
but i enjoyed w e help of frens.
FD more gatherings yep !

i went to play swing today.
kinda scary whn i was being pushed side to side.
but i felt good.
cos i felt lyk a child being pushed.
n i enjoyed myself. (:

had some heart to heart talk.
n i learnt alot.
realised how fortunate i am.
realised e tough situation dat many r facing.
n im gonna treasure everything ard me.

Labels: gatherings