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its S-A-T-U-R-D-A-Y. (:
meaning one week of attachment is gone.
i pretty like the ED settings and everything.
gonna be one of the place besides pediatrics that im gonna consider working at.

over at ED.
you dont really have report to pass cos patient come in and out within short time frame.
documentation is quite little as compared to the wards.
you get to see many many interesting cases.
not like in the ward, oncology means oncology.
orthopedic means orthopedic kind you see.
and the nurses there are fairly nice.
plus they gonna recruit 9 people during the time when we graduate.

i was super looking forward to working in pac1 initially.
but during my shift, there's only like 2 patient the most.
and total of 3 patient throughout my 8 hours of work.
ultra bored.
but learn alot from the staff there, cos there's time for teaching.

so, it was bored like hell that day.
didnt get to do CPR like i expected.
almost everyone get to perform CPR on their shift but not me.
TSKKKKKKK.
im not wanting people to collaspe lah.
just that wanna have a feel of doing it on the real person rather than on the manequin.

and and the only thing exciting for that day was there's CVP insertion.
but we went for break.
like super suay to the max.
hopefully, next week at pac1, i get to see and do more.

other than that, this one whole week was nice.
eh NO!
i was late for 5mins due to the freaking 30mins of waiting for the bus.
super pissed off man.
30mins can!
luckily roll call on that day was at the staff lounge.

boyf fetch me yest from JE back home.
cos of that he didnt get to play bball cos i ended late cos was assisting the doctor.
and waited quite long for the bus to come.
heh. loves! (:

i stil got case study to complete.
RARRRRR.

Labels: attachment

i only fell asleep at 6plus am in the morning.
i read story book.
did tons and tons of thinking.
thinking definately stimulates the brain alot.

i hit onto the wooden small chair in my living room in the dark yest night.
just happily walk to the switch to off the power.
but end up bumping into the chair unknowingly.
how dumb.

the night was cooling and all.
with me alone in the air conditioned room.
its so nice to stay up.
knowing that u havent waste a single bit of your time.

and my throat stil hurts like hell.
appetite hasnt been good.
food makes me go yucks here and yucks there.
too much solid food at a go makes me want to puke.
but i stil tries to eat as much to preserve my energy.
i dont want to be falling sick during attachment.
its a 100% lose out.

sometimes its good to let things cool down.
and not continue to ask further.
a period of cooling time do all good.
its sunshine after the rain storm.
and veron is a happy girl again. (:

its steamboat at yew jin's place tml.
without boyf tho.
cos he gotta book in.
BAHHHHH.
but im going cos its yew jin's 21st bdae aft all.
and things gonna b alright and not awkward i hope.
i can always msg boyf
nah.
i can survive without his prescene.
haha.

Labels: happy girl

CAPRICORN WOMAN

A tall slim, cool and quiet woman. Once she is mad she can be very fierce. She can work better than some men and she is very high confident woman. In her opinion, woman is not just a flower or decoration at home or at an office and certainly not a weak sex who needs protection.

She likes to control and hide her weak emotions. She will never try to change anyone, but she will learn to accept them as they are. If she does not like someone, she will not comments or criticize but she will completely ignore that person.

She hate plastic and an artificial flower because it make her feel that you are not being sincere. She loves real flower and it's scent. She loves a guy who wear after shave cologne. If you are a type of a guy who wear your Jean one month before washing, or wear an old sneaker, then you can forget about her.

She loves music and nature even there is a rare case otherwise. She loves to go picnic in nature, so if you don't have so much time for her, you can take her fishing too.

She is not as jealous as Aquarius or Leo woman, but do not cross the line O.K. Better not to see she gets mad, especially in front of public when she feels like loosing face. She loves to make up and dress perfectly and very neat, so never rush her for this matter.

She has her own goal in life and does not care if you have a doctorate degree or not, if she thinks you are not bright then she will not care about you at all. She likes smart people by character not by certificate shown. If you can not show her this quality, go and take a bus and go to the next stop.

She does not like a dreamer who talk about his dream but never put his hands in action to make it happens. Don't bother to tell her "everyone is doing it, you should do it too", or "I think you should do it, it's good for you", because she will do what she wants to do only.

She is a neat and tidy person, so if your apartment is a pigsty , do not take her there. If you go out on a date with her , try to be presentable such as nice and clean dress, clean nails or else it will be your last date.

She is a cool type and will not nag, so easy on your ears. She is a slow but sure type. She will always respect and honor you and will never try to make you loose your face. If she loves you, she will help you in anything you do.

She likes to help people and expect nothing in return. If she asks you for a favor and does not get one, she will feel very disappoint. She has a high hope and a high faith and beliefs in her own confident than believing in "Luck".

If she is your wife, you will have nice and clean home and a gourmet cooking. If your parents visit your house, they will be please. She is a 3 in 1 means , a perfect mother, a perfect housewife, a perfect wife or you could say "happily ever after".

my throat hurts like hell.
even when im like yawning.
oh man.
for a moment, i think i need more love.

and its 1.48am already.
but i still dont feel like sleeping.
cause he's probably still mad at i dont know what.
tho' he's asleep at this hour.
and i feel that attachment is so much closer, i wont have time for many other stuffs.
late nights alone are for emo-ing.
BAHHHHH. ):

Labels: emo-ing, horoscope

the night was out with FD.
head off to clarke quay after waiting for min at clementi.
its her last paper today, congrats!

we shop at e new-yet-not-so-new shopping centre, central.
its like open for quite some time already.
but yet there's alot of shop still renovating.
anyway, there's not much to shop over there.

we were in search of fisherman wrath recommanded by min.
after much searching, it was actually pretty expensive.
so we went to settlers cafe to settle down.
the place is quite a good place to chill out.

and and im so surprise to see yvonne there.
its been umpteen years since i met her.
like mayb sec 1?
yeah. she's my sec 1 school mate.
and we shifted school during the same year.
i remember her cause we use to talk and she's as petite as me.
heh.

walk the whole stretch of clarke quay.
its uber nice at night.
the scenary will make u go woah.
one of the nice places in spore i would say.

come to think of it.
i think my teenage life is super blunt.
no night life, no nothing.
i mean u live once, and you are young once.
how many times can you effort to enjoy this kind of havoc life.

you see many ang mo couples stil chill out even at the age of say 30plus 40.
but what would 30plus 40 y.o sporean be doing?
either working their ass off.
or for girls, probably staying home looking after those whining kids.
who would bother to hang out at places like clarke quay.
they will go oh cmon, not for me. i would rather stay at home kind of thing.

now that i feel so, its already so near to working life for me.
sucha dread.
rarrrrr.
but i mean its not bout you wanted to chill out and you get it.
there's restriction from parents about you turning bad in that kind of places.
its just sitting n chilling, dont they get it?
maybe i will get their point of view when im a mother myself.
and i hope i wont have to tight restriction for my kids.
no gurantees tho.

anyway back to topic.
we watched people bungee jump.
my heart thumped like i dont know what.
its jumping like mad and im sweating just from seeing.

it takes ALOT of courage to be purchase the tickets, step onto the platform, hop onto that round thing, put on that safety belt and get ready for the countdown.
i was staring right at that round thing and following it move.
woah-ing and oh-my-god was all that came out.
you'll only understand when you start at that particular spot and view the whole scene.
and maybe i'll understand even better if i have enough courage.

alrights.
plans of FD for the next i dont know how long.
for as long as all this plans could last us.
1. steamboat.
2. escape.
3. kbox.
4. c clinic/eski bar or maybe both.
5. satay king at clarke quay.
6. amk crab feast.
7. novena square 2
8. settler's ladies night 7-11pm.
9. my place for games and ai xing dinner.

FD. im working PM shift this coming friday.
so plan said in the train os out.
we'll make it some other day okays.
and i had lots of FUN today. (:

lynette and hui xin.

beloved dar dar and me.





the nice view over at clarke quay.

and lastly, FD. (:

guys are the most insensitive creature eh.

Labels: FD outing

i've got so much to say eh.
so much events happening tis few days.
n dere's pretty much up in e head alr.
if i don blog ah.
i sure lazy to blog abt it alr.


firstly, exams r over, for good!!
i might not even haf exams for e next few yrs kind of thing u noe.
i dunno if i shld b happy bout it lah.
i mean i love life as a student actually.
but stil, gotta move on to e next chpt of life - e working chpt.

aft exam went mac w lyn n cam.
dere's tis aunty who ask lyn to join cai hua heng yi chu xing xiu.
n ask me to join superstar.
even ask us to send in our pics n she'll choose cos she's e one dat makes e decision.
n cam was so enthu in toking to her lah.
damn funny.


me: bye bye aunty.
aunty: don call me aunty. call me susan.
me: oh ok.
aunty: if u see li nan xing, u go ask him if he noe susan. he sure noe wan.
me: LOLs.



went to boyf place w lunch for him.
n slept until evening tym.
some tv-ing n online-ing.
until i felt intense headache, stomache n nausea.


headed to e changi village hotel aft dat.
e hotel wai biao is damn nice.
all transparent de.
e inside oso not bad.
mus b thinking go hotel do wad right? haha.
don get me wrong.
its a total of 10 ppl lah.
its meant to b a bdae celebration for yew jin.
jus drink n chill kind of thing.


i drank til im so red lah.
everyone was telling me, veron u very red leh. first tym see u so red lo. haha.
yea, first tym.
i culd actually feel e heart pounding right beside my ears lah.
n e nausea feeling.
oh man, so not nice.
but i wasnt drank lah n was better aft a walk out to buy food.


one of e highlights is dat we're scolded by an ang mo for being too noisy lah.
he was lyk saying if we continue to b so noisy, den fuck off.
lyk wth lor.
n he was lyk oni 3 gers cos he didnt saw me (dere were actually 4 gers).
u gers better b careful.
n e guys were lyk super unhappy bout e incident n we talk over it for quite awhile.
e ang mo wasnt really very friendly to start w lah.



other than dat, e night went well.
those fun, those crazy stuffs dat dey do.
e chats dat we had.
yup yup. (:


we check out in e morn n boyf send me home.
slept n went to watch 881 w family in e night.
i tot e show sure not nice kind.
but to my surprise, i lyk it.
e songs r all meaningful, nice n touching.
i cried at some parts of e scene.
go watch it if u understands hokkien.
worth e watch.


yest.
planned for sentosa w e class at 9am.
it was oso hz's 20th bdae.
apparently, oni jon n hz reached on tym n e rest were late.
boyf called me at 640am, i slept aft hanging up.
cam called at 9+am, den i slept again.
until 11plus den i wake up. =X


met cam n we went searching for cake n tibits.
n we're lost in vivo lah.
e carparks lift really leads to no ware man.
den we mit teng at e market to haf lunch.
n we lost our way to e market AGAIN.
took e wrong escalator n end up at dunno wad ulu place.


aft which, we took e sky train into sentosa.
i happily paid e $ to e cashier, took my change n left w/o e tickets.
n e guy called me back.
cam n teng laugh n laugh n leave me to collect e tickets alone lah.
damn pai seh cos dere's many others in e queue.


while waiting for e train, dere's tis guy - a tourist, who came to ask for direction.
we happen to sit beside each other in e train.
dere was e guy, his fren, his fren's wife n e kid.
we were lyk comparing e guy n e kid.
saying actually e 2 bros look quite alike blah blah blah.
but whn actually dey aint bros. LOLs.

and and and, e kid is uber cute n handsome.
his eyelashes, his eyes, his features.
OMG.

so we were lyk talking n talking dat we missed e stop w/o knowing.
until e train moves in a diff direction.
n those tourist didnt manage to leave e sky train as well.
so i suggested dat we go opp n take e other direction.
but cam says dat dere's no opp direction.
in e midst of discussion, e door actually close, leaving e guy outside, his frens n families inside.
felt damn guilty lah.

so we acc him to wait for his frens.
n ask e staff dere to make sure dat his frens come back to e station.
cos dere's no way dey can contact each other.
we waited n waited n chatted.
he's actually a fashion designer n he designs wedding gown.
lyk so damn nice can. WEDDING GOWNS. ohhhh.
he came to spore expo to sell his designs for 15days.
yup. n he ask to take a pic of us.

whn his frens arrived, we took a pic tgt as a whole lah.
dey very nice ppl eh.
think dey alr flown back to india by now.
n dey r not those indians dat ppl see alr don lyk kind.
no offence lah.
but i see for urself. (:

TADA~ the tourist!

finally we headed to look for e rest of e class.
n AGAIN we lost our way to palawan beach.
we got stuck at siloso beach w dead ends.
super NOOB.

reached, took pics.
some chats n headed off to vivo to take pics again.
n left w/o dinner cos wanted to catch e 9pm last episode.

e whole day is bout milu-ing.
i feel kina ashamed dat im a sporean lah.
my god.
its not as if i neva been to vivo, e hawker or sentosa.
but i dunno wads wrong n we kept walking e wrong way eh.
tho its a pretty nice experience.

n today.
supposed to go over to dy's hse to chill n haf fun.
but it was cancelled last min.
acc mummy n aunty opp for marketing n lunch.
n went jp to get my creative zen stone plus.
WHITE one. WHEEE.
nice. (:
http://www.creative.com/products/mp3/zenstoneplus/

tml gonna b klunch, dy's place n dinner tgt.
prob e last tym we actually haf a chance to sit n chill lidat.
so gonna enjoy tml.

n thurs gonna b back to sch for phototaking n PDA briefing.
oh yes, i noe how to connect my PDA to internet eh.
so cool. haha.
n boyf is finally hafing nights out on thurs.
i'll b meeting him. YAY.

Labels: encounters, gatherings

paper is in 13 hrs time.
i don feel a shit bout tis coming exams.
which i dunno y.
prob cos its jus 2 papers n i feel so slack.
slackest exam period throughout e 3yrs.
damn.

but tml gonna b an ass.
cos paper ends at 4pm.
i've got so much to study for dat paper.
n 9am is e paper.
oh HELP.
exams faster faster finish.

im so into playing e PDA games n my hp games for i dunno wad.
u guys mus me think ah such dull games n u're actually hooked onto it.
yea yea, i noe.
but im jus hooked lah.
guess i gotta hide my phones n PDA whn im studying to refrain myself from playing.
BOOS.

boyf called jus now.
n i miss him.
2 more days.
hurry hurry!

Labels: school

mugging days r oways r hardest day to get by.
watched 不能说的秘密 yest.
pretty nice show but lacked of touching parts.
shld haf those scene dat can make u cry.
n it wil b perfect. (:

cant wait for saturday to come.
cos exams will b over.
dere's fireworks to see.
n we'll b hanging out tgt. (:

Labels: happy thoughts

it was bbq gathering yest night at bren's place.
cam piggy back me down e over head bridge cos im aching lyk shit.
how sweet of her huh. (:

we watched tv, slacked, talk, eat.
love this kind of gathering ware we jus do nth n spend tym tgt.
its marvellous!
n thanks bren n his family for their place yep.
we'll haf more of this kind of gathering soon.

attachment shedule for e 1st 10weeks is out.
including ED n OT.
it sucks lyk oways.
but stil, as if we got a choice.
its gonna be sleep, work, sleep, work.
how no life can it be.
sighss. ):

boyf came to stay over yest b4 heading back to camp early this morn.
we watched gui ah gui ah.
LOLs. its super lame lah.
n he fell asleep b4 e show actually ends.
guess he's really tired.
n i hope e incident over at his camp will resolve soon so dat he can really get a good sleep.

study break tis week.
im so not into studying mood.
heh.
but stil, get it over n done w.
i wanna enjoy b4 e hell of attachment begins.

Labels: gatherings

i forgot to mention dat i love the scene whn the performance end and the guy go up to e ger n handed her over e flowers dat he bought. n their boyf and girlf. not e guy in e process of chasing ger kind. yep. its ultra sweetness.

Labels: happy thoughts

i was talking on e phone at e back stage of e LT.
happily talking + walking here n dere.
n w/o realising dere's smth in front of me, i bumb into it.
i really didnt see dat thing dere lar. ):
RARRRR.

n dat day whn i got into garyson's car.
i bumb into his car whn i was entering it.
i dunno how it happen la.
but i jus happen.
garyson stil say i ben ben.
but mayb his car is too low? ):
RARRRR.

i really feel toopid eh.
HAHA.

Labels: stupidity

yest marks e last day of studying in ngee ann poly.
im happy cos projects r all down leaving me w so much more stress-less moments.
im happy cos im going to begin new chpt in my life.
im sad cos i'll definately miss those 3 yrs in poly + my frens.
im sad cos im suppose to step out into e working world very very soon.
so its actually very much of mix feelings.

FYP project was presentated yest.
didnt tot we did well.
it was so sloppy n everything.
but wad matters is its over.

PDA was distributed.
we miss e briefing due to presentation.
so gotta return to sch jus for e briefing on 24th.
but stil, i seriously think PDA is ultra cool.
but but its definately not cool if its misplace/lost.
800bucks + police report will make u cry.

went home aft my last lunch w e clique at SIM.
played ard w e PDA n headed back to sch for NAFA.
i went alone cos my clique of ppl didnt went.
inclined pull up: 18 - 5 points
standing board jump: 159 - 2 points
sit n reach: 47 - 5 points
shuttle run: 11.5s - 4 points
sit up: 27 - 4 points
2.4km: 20mins - 0 points

n so, its participated w NO merit.
damn.
i don lyk 2.4km run.
most of e gers failed at this station.
lyk 1 out of 8 passes only?

headed to hi club closing ceremony aft dat.
i wuld say this yr's closing was super nice.
m im truly amazed n pleased.
everything was very well done.
amt of ppl was fairly many.
ppl were enthu.
emcees were great.
performance was superb.
kip up e good work ppl. (:
DUCKY jiayou!

am i really getting smaller?
guo yao who sees me lyk almost every week kip saying dat im getting smaller.
aunty saw me dat day and says im getting smaller.
jian ming saw me yest n says im getting smaller.
i dunno if i shld feel happy or sad leh.
lyk getting smaller might means i've slim down.
but yet it means im really small.
i don wan to b so small, you noe?

im aching lyk mad e moment i woke up tis morn.
from lyk position to sitting position can b so torturous.
guess my bones, muscle n everything is aging tgt w me.
im no longer dat flexible anymore.

its exams tis coming fri n sat.
mug hard ppl.
tho im not in e mugging mood YET.
but stil, its e last exam. (:

CHERRIOS TO YRS OF STUDYING IN NP. =D

Labels: school

funny incident

VERONICA` ♂♀__x__*.being able to live is alreadi a blessing.*__x__♂♀VERONICA` © says:
heh

*unicef niklas says:
yo!

VERONICA` ♂♀__x__*.being able to live is alreadi a blessing.*__x__♂♀VERONICA` © says: change font again?

*unicef niklas says:
nope has always been this font

VERONICA` ♂♀__x__*.being able to live is alreadi a blessing.*__x__♂♀VERONICA` © says:
but it SEEms smaller.

*unicef niklas says:
DOES THIS MAKE IT LOOK BIGGER! lol.

VERONICA` ♂♀__x__*.being able to live is alreadi a blessing.*__x__♂♀VERONICA` © says:
haha it definately does.

*unicef niklas says:
do u have paper?

VERONICA` ♂♀__x__*.being able to live is alreadi a blessing.*__x__♂♀VERONICA` © says:
paper? w me now? or u mean exams?

*unicef niklas says:
exams laa.

VERONICA` ♂♀__x__*.being able to live is alreadi a blessing.*__x__♂♀VERONICA` © says:
haha. of cos haf la. ware wil don haf de. lol.

*unicef niklas says:
ok heh. my fren don haf. dats y.

VERONICA` ♂♀__x__*.being able to live is alreadi a blessing.*__x__♂♀VERONICA` © says:
wah. dats shiok. i got 2 papers. e least i've got thru out e 3 yrs.

*unicef niklas says:
lol. i got 1 only. damn shit la. dey don let me take more.

VERONICA` ♂♀__x__*.being able to live is alreadi a blessing.*__x__♂♀VERONICA` © says:
y u wanna take more?

VERONICA` ♂♀__x__*.being able to live is alreadi a blessing.*__x__♂♀VERONICA` © says:
heh. damn it. i jus realise i tok to e wrong person. i tot u r milton all along.

*unicef niklas says:
WALAO! u best laa. hahahahaa.

VERONICA` ♂♀__x__*.being able to live is alreadi a blessing.*__x__♂♀VERONICA` © says:
no wonder e font is diff. i cant stop laughing. n i tot i told milton bout exams b4.

*unicef niklas says:
hahaha. blur la u.

VERONICA` ♂♀__x__*.being able to live is alreadi a blessing.*__x__♂♀VERONICA` © says:
lyk so dman kuku la. omg!!

*unicef niklas says:
hahaha. i understand.

VERONICA` ♂♀__x__*.being able to live is alreadi a blessing.*__x__♂♀VERONICA` © says:
den i sudddenly feel dat e way 'milton' talk is weird.den i see e email. boo! wrong person.

*unicef niklas says:
haha. u see e niklas very obvious liao wad.

VERONICA` ♂♀__x__*.being able to live is alreadi a blessing.*__x__♂♀VERONICA` © says:
i dunno leh. i neva realise. i jus clink n talk.

*unicef niklas says:
u heh me. i tot alr got smth wrong. den i tot its ur new way of saying hello. lol.

VERONICA` ♂♀__x__*.being able to live is alreadi a blessing.*__x__♂♀VERONICA` © says:
omg. i really feel lyk laughing man. i cant believe it. its really funny.

*unicef niklas says:
ya la. i cant stop laughing la.

VERONICA` ♂♀__x__*.being able to live is alreadi a blessing.*__x__♂♀VERONICA` © says:
i think milton will laugh his ass off man.

*unicef niklas says:
i think so too. haha.

its super funny.
i swear i was laughing lyk mad.
but i felt so stupid can.
hahahaha.

macdonalds at west coast.
mid night movie of rush hour 3.
e show is super funny.
worth the watch. (:
tho i don catch it at certain part of e movie la.

tml's FYP presentation.
lyk finally.
i jus wanna get it over n done w.
we've been staying lyk almost 12hrs str for 2 days jus to complete FYP.
its crazy.

NAFA's tml as well.
stil deciding if i wanna go.
e 5 stations shld b ok for me.
i mean i neva had been a prob.
but 2.4km run oways is.
run veron run!

i been wanting to swim for e whole week.
but oways don haf a chance to do so.
n its nearing tym of e mth + 7th mth alr.
doubt i can swim anytym soon.
sadddddddddd.

i got 15 mosquito bites on jus one side of my leg.
n to think dat im wearing jeans thru out.
guess the mosquito hide inside my jeans n bite in e dark.
super irritating n itchy!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE !

Labels: casual

2 nights out was fabalous.
extremely tired to e max.
but nevertheless, enjoyable, memorable n fun. (:

bbq tgt w birthday celebration was good.
e game china man was lame.
sleeping by e side of e beach was great.
sleeping beside him was better than great.
long bath aft a tiring day was shiok.
7 out of 11 ppl sleeping in e cinema was funny.
breakfast was lazy.
home + bed is wow aft 2 sleepless nights.

Labels: updates

HAPPY NURSES DAY!! (:

angels n nurses haf e same occupation.
dey cared, dey loved, n dey smiles.
n so nurses-to-be, we're all angels. =D
nurses r awesome beings!

lesson in sch is getting lesser n lesser day by day.
reason being lessons r cancelled cos dere's no more to teach.
exams r on e 17th n 18th.
pract is tml.
for once in my 3 yrs of education in NP.
i got so little examinable paper.
how shiok.

2 more huge proj to rush.
n its gonna be FUN coming up.
sentosa outing.
meeting up e cliques b4 attachment actually starts.
kayaking, escape-ing w joyce n DDC.
i bet its gonna b enjoyable.

n i actually look 4ward to attachment.
which i dunno how, but somehow lar.
heh.
except e fact dat dere'll b less tym for meeting outs.
less tym for fun.
but helping ppl who r in need of in might b something really nice.

FD.
25th aug yep.
don 4get.
grins. (:

i going to e gym tml leh.
whn u really go den u tel me lah.
i really wil go lor.
i bet w u, u wun go. u everytime say only, but how many times do u actually went?
i really wil go.
let's bet.
n we bet 10cents over tis issue.
b4 i went to bed i was lyk i cant believe e bet was actually 10cents.
my god. wad a funny bet man.
but YAY.
i won e bet w 10cents leading.
hehe.

imissyou. (:

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