10.16.2007
| waking up with the whole house dark gives the lonely feeling. same shift of attachment with people that i dont really mix around with sux totally. being the only one on different shift with the whole poly clique sux even more. its stil not 14 days yet, and thus, no meet ups with boyf. all this add up to many many L.O.N.L.I.N.E.S.S. ): im having chocs as part of the meal for the whole 3 meals today. breakfast, lunch and dinner. this is crazy. and now i know why im growing sideways. its amazing how human can be so much different in terms of characters and doings. like totally different. and that's why each and everyone of us are special in our own ways. the most wonderful things in life are often the simpliest things that we failed to see. |
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