10.07.2007
| lazing around on a sunday isnt that bad after all. its the only time when you can sit and do whatever you have in mind. not like when its after work everything grows so lazy. yesterday was birthday celebration for grandma. ate at a restaurant near tiong bahru. as cousins all grow older, conversation gets lesser. its only the two small cousins of mine who still remains active as ever. and im glad im always the one they approach. grandma hasnt been in the pink of health lately. falling down numerous time in a month. but yet stubbornly reject staying at our place or hiring a maid. well, let's just pray for the best. have been watching one litre of tears. the perseverance, the dertermination moves me. everytime i see this kind of shows, i tell myself i mus treasure life even more. i must do something to make life better. i must be contended with what i have. i must not regret whatever i do. but its always for a super short period of time. and this kind of thinking wears off. when isit that people will start to cherish things around them? only when they start to loose things around them? start to have lesser time than anyone else? i dont know but i hope i will learn. learn to be a better person. talk to boyf for 2 and a half hours yesterday night. like so amazing-ly long. but i heart it. those talks looking back in the past. how i use to dont like him in the past. how i use to care so little about him despite the fact that we are together. followed by the wonderful times that we had. the talk-less walks to school. how stupid not to cherish the only time we were given at that point of time. its memories that will never be forgotten. and im glad, for now, that i have him. the one who always stood by me throughout the years. the one who never once gave up on me. the love for each other reamins, no doubt. (: |
hand in hand we shall stay (:
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