10.23.2007
im going to a gastro ward for PRCP.together with tan jun jie, wong jun jie and shamini.
yes, think all you wan.
im sians at the thought of it.
no people that im actually on talking terms with.
i dont want to elaborate further.
if you know, you will.
if u dont, then u wont.
it was nice talking to hazel and ying xian about attachment stuffs.
at least still someone to whine to.
to complain as much to each other.
cause we all know what we are going through.
and understand every part of it you see.
im at ward 57 now.
neuro ward.
i dont really like the sister there eh.
she spelled s.t.u.d.e.n.t when she sees us.
the look on her face tells me she's very guai lan.
and indeed, students previously in her ward says that she's one who appear all so nice but yet she's not.
luckily she's on course for the whole of next week.
hehs!
but she says.
nursing is not an easy job.
you need alot alot of support from family, friends and boy/girlf if you have one.
ask them not to expect to get consecutive weekends off.
cause off days are by rotation.
whine and scold once in a while to ventilate.
and forget about it after that - its known to be healthy this way.
staff nurse says.
even on off day, you'll still ask to come back for work.
sometimes when u've got plans with your friends.
and then you got to cancel it.
its super sians and saddening.
but yah, that's life of a nurse, you must get use to it.
that's how a nurse is suppose to be eh?
see the regrets from inside me?
but im already quite used to ward routine and stuffs now.
so not too bad actually.
just that late breaks/no breaks and overtime is inevitable.
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