10.29.2007
R.A.N.D.O.M.S#1 i envy siblings who have very close bonds. to the extent where they go out together like friends. i mean what's more happy than having your own sibling as someone that you can confide in like how people confide in friends. sometimes i really wish for a sister. one whom i can shop together with, talk girly stuffs with. its not like when you got brothers. its way different. at this point of time, i dont mind sharing my room with someone. as in if i have a sister to start with. okay. maybe i still wants a room to myself lah. contradicting. humans humans.
#2 just got to know that my cousin and her boyf relationship ended at a 4yrs plus time frame. who would expect that to happen after 4 years am i right? people often plan alot for the future in long term relationship like that. much more at the age of 20plus, you will neva thought that a huge chnage like this will be inflicted in your life. i use to think that as time pass, relationship builds up stronger. but now, i think otherwise. i've seen many cases of long term relationship break ups. its darn saddening. its the love, not the duration.
#3 i finally caught the sight of pearlyn's sister's kite runner. its on the shelf, hidden well by magazines. LOL. i wanted so much to read a good book. but i wanted even more to rest my brain and eyes before or after work. i hope it isnt collecting dust on my shelf eh.
#4 i have yet to mention that my younger brother failed his sec 3 end of year exams huh? im not trying to let everyone know. but yeah. i dont know what's wrong with him. hard ways, soft ways all doesnt seems to help. its only GAMES in his mind. maybe i really should do some actions when i told him i will lock my monitor to somewhere (probably the rails of the window, cause that's the only place that i can think of) if he tries to get up in the middle of the night to 'steal' my monitor for his games (cause elder brother's lappy sceen spoiled). i really hope he can do some thinking about his studies eh. i know he's a smart ass. however, just plain lazy.
#5 i feel so sad that meet ups are getting lesser and lesser as the day goes by. my life revolves around work, sleep, eat. luckily my job do something good to people. or else, im sure im gonna feel so target-less (is there even such a word? lol), no sense of achivement in life. i thought once in a while meet ups are good. especially with laughs from within during meet ups. and im craving for one such meet ups right now.
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