10.01.2007
morning came out from the bathroom, got scolded.ended work, reached home got scolded.
i think my mum is like pms-ing or something.
blame me for everything.
ME, ME and still ME.
never my brothers.
scolded me when i never even did anything.
make me damn pissed.
RARRRRRR.
our CF went for overseas trip.
so L.P.S took over.
and she's like ultra scary.
though im still not tekan by her yet.
but i see the look on other students face, i think im gonna die terribly.
the way she shoots all the questions.
the way she expects you to know everything.
yes, we are year 3 already, i know.
but under nervous circumstances, everything can go blank.
i still pray hard that she doesnt come and talk to me.
she's like saying she's giving us audit forms tomorrow.
and we are suppose to get prepared to be audit any time.
oh man, save me.
took case for the very 1st time today.
the process of it was pretty ok.
maybe cause my case was really simple.
but the patient actually insisted on discharge.
and so when everything was done and the patient is ready to be discharge.
she again, insisted that she wanted to stay.
much more, there's booking and the new case is already in the ward.
its like damn.
but still, got the things settled and wrote my reports and pass over quite smoothly.
but still, its super stress.
and after being super stressed up at work.
people are late.
you get scolded.
it just sucks totally.
and im like so pissed and so sad.
but that packet of potato chips did help a tiny weeny bit.
im not saying cause i know i cant control my emotions.
and im sad that i've still yet to hear from you. ):
i feel so weak and useless. BAHHHH.
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