11.16.2007
i know webs are forming.all thanks to my bro who made my mum all so angry that she confiscated the modemn.
i havent been online for days and i felt so away from the outside world.
so isolated from people ard me.
PRCP sucks totally for me.
its sucking the hell out of me.
sucking away all my smiles and laughter.
putting me into depression mood rencently.
i seriously dont like my ward.
its the worst ward that i've been to throughout my 3 years.
and its like my last and longest attachment.
how suay can i get?
the sister doesnt like us.
she's bias against ngee ann poly student.
the staff there aint very nice.
perhaphs the rudest and inefficient staff i've seen.
everything in the ward is messy.
and i've got no frens in that ward.
i feel so damn freaking lonely.
my preceptor is so unfriendly.
so so so unwillingly to teach.
throwing me to others as if im a ball.
the moment i step into the ward, i see tears forming in my eyes.
i dunno how to describe this kind of feeling.
but its the worst attachment period ever in my life.
and im dreading it so much.
i've rant to many many people bout how much i dislike my ward, the people there.
but still, i dunno why im still feeling so down after all the rant.
sometimes i thought mayb i could say it all out.
but yet, sometimes those pity makes me even more sad.
i dunno how i can explain it but it sucks totally.
anyway, away from PRCP.
im still having cough and flu despite visiting the doc.
the doc is the lousiest doc i've ever since.
antibiotics and meds are completed with nil effect.
been having pretty much meet up recently and im loving it.
cos weekend will soon be burnt.
you know, i really wanna shout HAISSSSSS so damn loudly that its out of my brain.
RARRRRRRRRR.
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