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now i lost my comb.
what am i going to lose next?
myself?
RARRRRR. ):

im off to work people.
may tonight be a peaceful night. (((:

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im doing night shift later on.
come to think of it.
im the first to start night shift among all the PRCP students.
and yet im the one with the least night shift.
later will only be my 2nd night.
when many of them did like 4 to 5 nights already.
im kinda lucky huh? (:

today marks the end of NYP girls posting.
3 months passes real fast.
im thankful for them cause they made my PRCP life more fun, more enjoyable, less ):
unlike the days when they are not here yet.
the first week was torture.

we work together.
we play together.
we joke together.
we eat together.
we go out together.
we gossip together.
its <3.

im sure gonna miss them.
if there's a chance to be, we can be colleagues. =D

here i present you.

the preceptor and the preceptees.

my working partner.

the four crazy girls.

the small twins of the same height.

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i lost my kopitiam card unknowingly.
i was talking to the boy on the phone.
den i went to top up my card.
when i hang up the phone and wants to pay for my food.
my card went missing.

damn sad.
there goes my 20% off in the future.
and this is so weird.
i really have no idea where my card is. ):

i saw HAZEL LIM and KAREN LIM in my ward today.
and PAN LIJING at the bus-stop.
happy.
been long since i saw them.
miss you girls.

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i slept at 10plus pm yest night.
and woke up at __hrs thinking that its the usual time that im suppose to wake up for work.
i went to brush my teeth, wash my face.
take my uniform to the ironing board.
and when i wanted to wake my dad up, he didnt response to my first call.
so i look at his mobile.
wanting to see if his alarm has rang.

guess what?
i saw 0100hrs.
i was like cant be.
maybe his clock is set wrongly.
and so i went back to my room and look at my alarm clock, and then my phone.
true enough, its 0100hrs.
still in disbelieve, i went back to my parents room to look at dad's mobile again.
and i got convinced that its really only 0100hours.

i went back to sleep.
and kept waking up like every hour.
thinking that im late for work.
damn it.
i think im stressed up. ):

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wohoo~
its a new blog skin.
im sick and tired of the old one already.
and this new one make me WAAA when i glance at it.
its such a fresh look. (:

70 and 80s baby.

- SBS buses used to be non-airconditioned. The bus seats are made of wood and the cushion is red. The big red bell gives a loud BEEP! when pressed. There are colourful tickets forTIBS buses.The conductor will check for tickets by using a machine which punches a hole in the ticket.

- Envelopes given to us to donate to Sharity Elephant every Children's Day.

- You longed to buy tibits called Kaka (20 cents per pack), and Ding Dang (50 cents per box), that had a toy in it and it changes every week not forgetting the 15 cents animal crackers and the ring pop, where the lollipop is the diamond on the ring.

- Catching was the IN thing and twist as the magic word.

- Waterbottles were slinged around your neck and a must everywhere you go.

- Boys loved to play soccer with small plastic balls in the basketball court.

- Teng-teng, five stones, chapteh, hentam bola and zero point were all the rage with the girls and boys too.

- We carry out experiments of our own to get ourself badges for being a Young Zoologist/Botanist etc.

- In Primary six you had to play buddy for the younger kids like big sister and brother.

- We wear BM2000, BATA, or Pallas shoes.

- Your form teacher taught you Maths, Science and English.

- You went to school in slippers and a raincoat when it rained, and you find a dry spot in the school to sit down, dry your feet, and wear your dry and warm socks and shoes.

- Your friends considered you lucky and rich if your parents gave you $3 or more for pocket money everyday.

- You freak out when the teacher tells you to line up according to height and hold hands with the corresponding boy or girl.

- Collecting and battling erasers was a pastime for boys.

- Autograph books were loaded with 'Best Wishes', 'Forget Me Not', and small poems like 'Bird fly high, hard to catch.Friend like you, hard to forget'.

- Class monitors and prefects loved to say 'You talk somemore, I write your name ah!'

- There were at least 40 people in one class.

- Large, colourful schoolbags were carried.

- You brought every single book to school, even though there was one thing called the timetable.

aww.
this reminded me of my primary school days.
its all so heartwarming.
and i love days like that.
i miss primary school life in the past.

3 words, 6 letters, 1 meaning. (:

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its off day.
and its a oh-so-lonely day.
as ususal nua at home -played psp, use com. (i realise during off day, there will sure be one day at home and one day going out.)
rest day = clothes folding day as well.

is it the people around me?
or isit myself?
hmm.

and im phone is crazy.
i somehow regretted getting u700.
its not only sensitive.
its giving me problems now.
my phone is on, but whenever people call, it cant get thru.
RARRRRR.

its day like this that makes me miss you even more. ):

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its total sadness when i hear the phone goes "tuutuutuu".
its going to be 5 more days before the phone will ring with your name poping put.
i dont know how im going to survive this 5 days.
but i know i will, struggling.

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attachment is f-ing stress for me now.
i dont know why but there seems to be endless things to do.
whenever you complete this, more of that will come.

and the thought of NYP students leaving 3 weeks earlier is SIANS.
its going to be all alone again.
anything can happen in that 3 weeks.
so critical~

i suppose to end work at 830pm.
and i only left the ward at 11pm.
on a friday night.
can u imagine?
that's how busy it is.

i dont know is it cause im inefficient.
or its the SN suay.
or its the SN is ineffecient.
cause everytime im with her, its no break, and no going home early.

i wan SHOPPING!
chinese new year is so near.
and i've bought 0 items for it.
ultra despo right now.
just feel like chiong-ing out of the house to grab stuffs and buy.
hoohoo!

im waiting for your call, baby.

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im super tiredddd.
work is ultra busy today.
i didnt went for break AGAIN.

i really dont understand why.
everytime when its the day that i take more case, sister will come looking for me, asking me to present the case to her.
or when i change cubicle, when i know least about my patients and their medications, sister will come asking me.
like how suay can i get?

so yeah.
i had a hard time with sister today.
i took 6 cases and its my first time in that cubicle after so freaking long.
and i had 2 dressing, 1 bone marrow asipration to assist, 2 discharges.
damn it.

luckily i slip off when sister when for meeting.
my staff nurse was kind enough to ask me to go off.
so say dont wait for sister sure very long one.
and i feel so DAMN FREAKING STRESS now.

actually there's alot that i dont know.
i know it myself.
and i feel like sleeping now.
i mean NOW.

but i stil got so many things to search and look up for.
before i go there and get scolded upside down tomorrow for not knowing my stuffs.
and the headache is making it worst.
sighhhhhh. ):

its almost 9pm.
only one message and one morning call received from the boy.
im so not use to it.
hope his shooting goes well today.
i miss my boy.
9 more days.

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i reached NUH 45mins earlier today.
had my filfulling breakfast and thats when i start thinking.
tonight im going to blog about how irresponsible and un-nice(i know there's no such word, but yeah) my ward people are.
just because they borrow things and always dont return.

i lent my scissors twice to i-forgot-who and it didnt came back to me.
when i actually have my name labelled on it.
i lent the cute little torch light that mummy bought for me not long ago to i-dont-remember-who either.
and it didnt came back to me as well.

i mean when you borrow things from people, dont you have the conscious to return them.
especially when there's name acttached to it.
dont you people feel guilty eh?

just as i was thinking and thinking.
my torch light came back to me.
and i felt oh-so-happy. HAHA.
so maybe my scissors will come back to me as well?

i bought sumsung u700!! (:
its not a user friendly phone i would say.
im stil struggling at using it.
and also because its ultra sensitive as the select buttons are all touch screen.
but the appearance of the phone is nice.
i like. =D

i want to watch kite runner and ps: i love you on in the cinemas!

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its 10.15am now.
and i got to work later on.
working on a saturday afternoon is hell boring.

esp when your boy is booking out on saturday noon.
and got to book in on sunday.
plus you are working afternoon shift on sunday and morning shift on a sunday.
esp when relatives are coming over to your place.
im missing out all this gatherings and moments o f love. ):

now that grandma is staying at my place.
the house is crowded with people almost everyday.
and most importantly there's home cook food everyday.
wohoo~

and i pass my code blue exam! =D
i make a mess out of the whole exam la.
and i was sweating in the process of being tested.
i know its kind of exagerating, but i really am sweating.

yest when i came home, i slept after dinner which is ard 7pm.
until this morning 830am.
shiokkkkk~
but i woke up to pick up phone call cos my boy called.
and woke up to pee.

finally can meet boyf aft 5 days of no meeting.
but its going to be like 2-3 hours only?
and its going to be 15more days before i can see him.
with 5 days of no phone calls and messages in between.
oh hell.
field camp sucks.

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its the code blue madness.
im suppose to like go study for my code blue NOW.
but im just so not motivated AT ALL.
its my off day HELLO.
haissss.

everyone in NUH got no code blue except my ward.
its a ONE attempt thingy.
and mind you, if you fail, u fail your posting.
like WTH WTH WTH.

i kept telling myself its impossible.
cos she cant possibly fail us just becos of code blue.
code blue cant determine our ability.
i mean how often does code blue actually happens.
its just way not fair for us.
but she gets crazy at times.
so you never know.

and the worst thing is we aint even thought the whole process of code blue in school.
right people?
at least not that i remember of.

and and she never even bother to go through everything with us.
just throw us into the deep ocean and let us die.
damn it.

even staff nurses got 2 attempt when it comes to code blue.
and we only have once with no courses avaliable.
no knowledge of it at all.
no practice.
shit you!

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the chocs that ADNA NG SU TING gave for xmas!
love you lah. (:









the fun we had over at brendan's place.
with surprise birthday cake for me and yew ming.
and how we took a fork each and dug in the whole cake tgt.
the games we played.
the night spending on sofa rather than comfy bed at home.
its the bond and the friendship that makes it all.
hopefully as the years pass by, we will continue to stay so united. (:









the yummylicious fish and co! (hazel, pardon me. u know what i mean. haha)
and the lovely flower and handmade birthday present from cam.
cam, u know, i really appreciate your effort eh.
you really made my day.
thanks alot! (:
*hmm. my 99 handmade flower still have anot? haha.



and my boy wrote this on my hand when i was superly engross in the program on the tv.
now i look at my hand, its (:.
that i dont feel like washing it away.

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army and attachment this combination is hell sucky.
it leaves out T.I.M.E way too much.

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happy 2008 is spending the first second with my boy.
happy 2008 is him whispering in my ear, happy new year dear.
happy 2008 is receiving kisses from him.
happy 2008 is receiving many sincere new year greetings from friends.
happy 2008 is having deep sleep in his arms.
happy 2008 is him feeding me the first meal of the year.
happy 2008 is knowing that i have friends with me.
happy 2008 is going to be a good year. ((:

2008 is going to be the year im stepping into the working force.
time spend with boyf going to be less.
time spend with friends going to be less.
i can see myself sleeping, working.
tell me i will know how to manage my time and spend time enjoying myself with friends.

work today was busy as usual.
no breaks and going home late.
daddy was nice enough to came all e way to NUH to fetch me even when he's near JP.
just cause its late already.
when i got up the car he was complaining that how can one be not be given break time to eat.
and kept asking me what department.
he wants to write in to complain.
that's very sweet of him.
and mummy was like later go home i cook for u to eat.
so nice~ awww.
its thing and actions like that that makes my day. (:
simple yet kept in the heart.
i love you papa and mama! =D

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