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i miss my boyfriend. ):

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the morning crowd at the MRT station was a total killer.
i swear i wont ever want to take the train during peak hours.
im so glad nurses actually starts work at 7am.
and just to avoid the crowd, im convinced that starting work at 7am is NOT early.

the class gathering just now was small but cosy.
the small talks we had.
the food we share.
the walk from lau pa sat to esplanade.
and esplande back to lau pa sat.

got a ride from Dr. thomas back home.
he commented about the ulu-ated place that me and huizhi is staying in.
that always explains why i hate to go home alone in the wee hours.
anw, thanks Dr. thomas for all the treats and the ride home. (:

i've already registered for yoga classes.
starting 11march.
super looking forward to it.
hehs!

ps: i love you. its all that matters baby.

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the stepping out of this small dot called singapore is not going to be a successful one like i predicted right from the start.
its either A is unhappy with the plan and B is.
or B is unhappy with the plan and A is.
things are not going to work.
never.
i give up.
toally.

i think i should be more patient.
more patient in waiting.
till the day im officially TWENTYONE.
then i wont even give a damn about what u guys think.
dead or alive.
its my choice.

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# i cant believe today is actually the last day of attachment. i still remember vividly how i struggled throught PRCP right from the start. how much i hated that ultra-ly busy ward. how depressed i was at that point of time. 14weeks passed just like that. we've all made it. its over people. all over. congrats NP pioneer batch of nurses. (:

# im no longer a student anymore. it's soon that i will step into the working society. how much i dread this moment. its the next phase of life once again. im growing older. no more student prices. no more concessions. no more privileges. just cause im a adult now.

# student nurse this title had been strike off since the moment i step out of ward64 this afternoon. im a staff nurse to be now. staff nurse veronica! imagine that sence. heh! i can foresee the stressful moments. no more asking of stupid questions, no more making mistakes, no more giving of excuses, no more having the teacher back there backing up for u. no more preceptor. im going to be all on my own, independently.

# should i go back to work as a HCA? but i was thinking 3 years of bond. or even for the whole life time. why should i be rushing myself to work. i should just spend my 2 months 11 days holidays to the fullest. but then again, i might get bored you see. hmm.

# im going to step out of this small dot called singapore this coming holiday. anywhere but just out of here. to give myself a break from everything. to just relax, enjoy and pamper myself. (:

# we're heading back to school tomorrow. i miss school so much. im gonna buy food from school tomorrow. or else, i dont know when i'll get to taste tasty yet cheap food alr. i think as i step into the working world, i'll be broke financially.

# today's the TEN MILLION toto. and so, i went to buy toto like everyone did. hoping that miracle will happen and i'll be one of the lucky winner. so that i'll be richer by a little and life will be more luxury. so let's pray and continue to dream.

# now that attachments are over, exams are over. we're all graduating. its time to meet up. suting, yumin, lynette, huixin, camila, pearlyn, wendy, jonathan, brendan, milton, kelvin, nicholas, chun hui, ben, zibin, yew ming, hazel, ying xian, karen, li jing, jess, hui teng, fiona, suhailah, liyana, hui zhi, aili, joyce, kah hee, xilin, yew jin, guo yao, garyson. and many many others. lets enjoy before work starts. (:

loves!

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its 2 more days before attachment officially ends.
friday is not counted cause we are going back to school for debrief.
2 more days and student life will come to an end.

pretty sad about that.
cause i know i love student live more than working life.
i dont like to be stressed up at work.
especially when you really dont know your stuffs.

im so looking forward to returning to school on friday.
the long long never see faces that im going to see.
the cheap and yummylicious food.
the lecturers that have helped us this 3 years.
misses~

im also looking forward to the long long holiday that i'll be having.
2months11days.
i'll make sure this holiday is well spent before i start work.
for 3 f-ing long years.

and and.
i hope NUH uniform dosnt change.
cause i really look forward to wearing the current uniform.
its cause of that uniform that i love NUH.
change uniform than i dont love already. hahahaha.

the new uniform that they are coming up with is really UGLY.
look like porter can.
and i so dont like that uniform.
GRRRRRR.
so, i shall pray hard.

the last lap, zoooom. (:

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its valentine's day today.
but sadly, the boy is stuck in that ulu island call tekong once again.
and im left in the small dot call singapore all alone.
with no valentine date.

BUT !!
im still very very happy.
you'll know why later on. (:

so, i went marketing with mummy and daddy after work ended.
when we entered giant.
all ladies are given a stalk of rose.
for valentine's day.



after marketing was home.
halfway, we got a tyre punctured.
cause of a needle like object on the ground. (like needle prick injury eh. haha)
got everything changed and home we went.

10mins after i got home.
someone appeared at my door step with flowers.
yes, flowers.
looking for v.e.r.o.n.i.c.a.

the lady: this flower is given by your boyfriend.
me: thank you + grinning.

12 stalks of flowers delivered to my doorstep. (:

and a card that says loving you. content inside is confidential. =p

the balloon that mummy got from fish and co.

the other side of it.

im touched by what my boy did.
cause he's not the romantic kind of person who will do all this.
but for me, he did.
really appreciate his effort.
love you baby!
the rest shall be spoken only to him, not here. >.< haha.

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HAPPY CHINESE
NEW YEAR PEOPLE !! (:

new year eve
head home after work and had my reunion dinner.
with grandparents, uncle ernie, uncle tom&family and my own family.
the food at the ulu place opp my house wasnt that nice.
but its the gathering that matters.



mahjong-ed with the family till 4am in the morning.
in between, we went temple to pray after 12MN as usual.
the times and laughter we had was <3. color="#3333ff">chu1
woke up early get changed and tada~ house visiting.
1st stop: grandparents place (dad's side)
2nd stop: mummy's uncle place.
3rd stop: mummy's aunty place.
4th stop: grandparents house (mother's side)
5th stop: mummy aunty's place.



the whole day was about eating and collecting ang baos.
had some cards and mahjong games too.
im the god of fortune always.
lose money! haha.

wanted to meet the boy for ps: i love you midnight movie.
just the two of us.
cause its been some time we had time for ourselves.
but the _______(fill in the blanks yourself) me, forget to bring my ez-link card.
and the _______(fill in the blanks yourself) boy told me just now he saw there's midnight movie for ps: i love you then now like don't have.

and so.
we decided to head home for mahjong session.
played till 330am and yeah.
i lost AGAIN~

and we excitedly played the PSP together till 430am.
before we catch some sleep for the night.
love love.

chu2
headed to the boy's place with him.
and then his ah ma's place.
ate as usual.
everytime i go his ah ma place sure eat.
like glutton. haha.

off to guoyao's place.
while waiting we played 3 person mahjong.
and when yew jin came, its the normal mahjong.
guess what?
i lost to the 3 of them.
-_- damn sad.

cineleisure was next.
went to buy tickets for chang jiang 7 hao.
and the four of us happily head down to bugis for steamboat.
yeah. its was super duper full.

back to cineleisure then xilin and carol + 2 of her friends came to join us.
and it was home sweet home after the movie at 3am.
chatted with mummy before i head to bed.

chu3
its the grandfather and mother's birthday!
2 resort rooms at sentosa.
had the not so nice yet so expensive dinner near the resort.





walked around sentosa to view the flower exibition.
walked through the dragon's head to tail.
and i dont know how but the whole bunch of us got lost.
after much walking we're finally back to the resort.

and and grandpa carried me down from the lion that i climbed up.
its love you know.
i have a wonderful grandpa.
he's really nice. ((:



















blackjack with the grandmother, uncle and my family.
daddy was the joke of the night.
he kept making us laugh like nobody's business.
the action was damn funny.

the boy then came down to look for us after his godmum's place.
which i gave it a miss cause of the birthday celebration.
boyf bought yummy food in.
hehs! love.
the boy tv-ed till late night while the rest of us were asleep.

daddy kept pulling my blanket that i kept waking up.
and the boy kept covering me with his blanket everytime it came off while he's in the process of watching his show.
i know it cause i wasnt totally in deep sleep yet.
thanks for keeping me warm throughout the night sweetie. (:
<3.>

chu4
checked out from sentosa.
back home and to grandparent's place for buffet cum house warming.
played with my cousin, chit chatted.
and its time for the boy to book in.

cab home and went his grandma's place for dinner.
and after sending me home, off to camp he goes.
i miss you~

conclusion
this four days passed so fast.
it was a nice and memorable one.
with many loves from family, relatives and my boy.

may this year be a good year for all.

work is starting tml.
that's the worst part.
but heh. its ending in 10days time.
hurrays!
hope it goes smoothly.

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night shift is over.
like FINALLY.
hopefully there's no more night in the next roster.
its ultra-ly tiring though relaxing.

with ah ma(s) poo-ing and pee-ing on the floor.
making you want to just scream at her for doing so.
with ah ma(s) screaming and yelling in the middle of the night.
making you push her out to the nurses station.
with ah gong(s) going hypo yet wants to walk to the basin.
getting you on the nerves.

wells.
dinner-ed with the boy's family yesterday.
things went pretty well.
though we're pretty late due to late book out.

shopping with the guys today.
the difference with guys and girl.
as long as its something they like, the price doesnt matter.
cause according to them, its not everytime that the purchase clothes.
but they can be rather choosy too eh.

chinese new year is just a few days away.
im so excited bout it. (:
even though i've got many things not bought yet.

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